What made you give up on intimacy?

>>38250183
>Not attracted to 90% of girls, the thought of kissing a girl I don't like makes me vomit
>social outcast with only very few male friends whom I barely see

That's pretty much it

intimacy is the one thing I refuse to give up on

>>38250183
>give up
No, i avoid it because i have extreme fear of intimacy.

>>38250225
I respect your optimism, but I have to ask why you would continue down the path of a normie?

>>38250183
>>would then try to hook me up with their landwhale friends

It's because you're not as attractive as them. Maybe you should just settle with a nice landwhale. It's not so bad if you have harpoons.

>>38250286
I just want someone to cuddle with and feel safe around
I didn't ask to be lonely

>>38250183

One day I realized that the reason I'm alone is because I won't let anyone get close to me.

When I tried to think of when this started and what I could do to fix it, I realized I had been that way from a very young age.

So, I"m not sure what happened to me.

>>38250286
It's a basic human need. Everyone needs it. Even robots have intimacy with family members, it's not just something with a girl you like

>>38250538

>Even robots have intimacy with family members

Lol.
Please leave this board.

It's a handful of reasons.
I'll give one so it's not a total blog.
>On okc before Tinder or whatever apps came out.
>Message as many girls. 10/10's lowest was 4.
>No reply.
>No reply.
>One really boring date.
>No reply.
>Some chatting then ghosted.
>No thanks.
>Not interested.
>No thanks.
>No reply.
>No reply.
>No reply.
>Some chatting then ghosting.

Then this really kind girl. Messaged me back saying sorry but, she found the love of her life already.

>I asked if we could just be friends.
>She said no
>I remind her of someone she is trying really hard to forget.
>Said it was nothing I did.
>Told me she hopes I find what I'm looking for.

Strangely that broke me and I deleted the account instantly.
I am so ashamed. It's not worth the effort anymore.

>Having friends to confide in.

God bless you OP. :(

>2010
>brain damage
>2011,2012,2013,2014,2015,2016&2017
>hit on chicks
>nothing but rejection
>???
>surrender and work on extremist views

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>>38250538
>family members still talk to him

GET THE FUCK OFF MY BOARD NORMAL