Does anyone else just hate life but love it enough to see what happens tomorrow? Everything is awful but I can't bring myself to end it.
It's all in your mind, bro. Get off your ass and start doing something, anything you think might be productive and healthy. You'll feel better afterwards.
Or, kill yourself. That's also an option, I guess. Chances are you'll fail at it, badly. Beats doing nothing and going on 4chan to complain about your miserable life, for sure. At least when you've tried killing yourself and failed you'll have dared to take a step towards something.
Any choice is better than no choice, you know why? Because choosing not to do anything is also a choice. When you just sit there not doing anything, you're not really not doing anything, but you've made the choice to waste all of your potentials.
Everyone dies in the end, so the only question that matters is, are you satisfied with the life you're *choosing* to live?
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Happens all the time.
I've found that if you think about ending it via knives, hanging, and the like, it's too instantaneous, so I'm unable to do it.
With guns, I'm in Canada, so fuck that idea. Antifreeze calms my mind a bit - even have the wikipedia article bookmarked as of one or two years ago.
What it comes down to is finding enough excuses that you can draw your life out as long as possible - and perhaps, forget about the depression every once in a while.