It was my turn to host some normie coworkers at my place for dinner and drinks, but it felt pretty awkward and they all found excuses to leave around 9pm after one drink. It's a summer Saturday night.
I can tell I don't really fit in with most groups of normies however hard I try, and if I do hang with them it's usually the most compassionate one inviting me to be nice and it's never 1-on-1 with anyone. They sometimes talk about stories when they got super drunk and REALLY had fun and suprise-suprise, it's always times I'm never there.
Has anyone here actually come to terms with their autism? I just want to finally be at peace so I can enjoy other aspects of life, but it's nearly impossible to cut out all the reminders of people living fulfilling social lives all around you.
>ever being invited to something like this
kys normie
>>38243750
>cowaorkers
>my place
>dinner and drinks
>summer
>saturday
>night
you lost boy?
>>38243750
>and if I do hang with them it's usually the most compassionate one inviting me to be nice
what do you mean? be "nice"? give examples
>>38244204
>>38244048
Apparently I'm not autistic enough for r9k.
Where do people with more mild autism post?
>>38244283
I mean like an afterthought. Everyone will get excited planning an event, and then realize I'm kind of there in the circle and one of the nicer people will be like "oh yeah, you're invited too".
>>38244317
You are welcome to post here OP. I think your autism levels are sufficient :3
>>38244344
oh i misunderstood. yes that makes sense, sounds familiar
Its not your fault at all OP, we didn't do anything to deserve this just bad luck. If they could understand our struggle they probably wouldn't be such dicks to us.
>>38244518
No, they aren't dicks. The groups that hang out with me are usually very nice people, but the problem is I feel that's WHY they hang out with me. Not for their own enjoyment.
I appreciate their company, and they aren't doing anything wrong. I don't want them to act and pretend there is chemistry when there is none, I just want to learn to be at peace with my situation.
>>38244432
Thanks. I'll practice my autism to fit in more.