Do you have hope?

>>38240001
I haven't killed myself yet, soo i guess i do have hope.

>>38240001
no, no I don't.

I want to fucking die. This shit is never going to end.

>>38240001
fuck, no

what would I want with that?

>>38240001
While I haven't yet topped myself I lost all hope years ago it'll be a miracle if I ever get it back

>>38240001
Losing more hope every day

I'm replacable
I have been replaced before
I'm ugly and shallow and only harmless because I'm scared of losing more friends by being assertive
I wish I had the courage to jump already lol
I don't even tell my closest friends how I feel, I just anonpost it all

>>38240001
my asshole looks like a solar eclipse.

so no.

Not really. Sometimes I think about shooting myself behind the ear to end it, but then I get really fucking anxious and pussy out. I wish I could just end it already.

>>38240001
Unfortunately, I do. I think having hope is the worst thing for me mentally because I have given up on life, but there is always this little glimmer of hope that something good will happen that will change things. Obviously that's never going to happen. It makes things harder.

>>38240001
If i had hope i won't be here.

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No matter how bad things get, I always have hope, even if it's just a small amount.

If things get truly desperate I can at least hope to cause despair in others.

Nope. Stuck where I am, suicide would inconvenience too many people. I hate inconveniencing people because I'm a fucking beta.