Give me one good reason i shouldn't end it all right now

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>grow up as a neet fag, never kissed a girl or had sex
>barely talk to women
>eventually meet gamer gurl who browses 4chan
>we end up dating and I supposedly take her virginity
>spend 2 years together suckin and fuckin, feel almost like a normal Chad
>empty my savings account buying her gifts, taking her out to eat and taking her on expensive trips around the country
>says she wants to get married
>feelsgoodman
>ends up cheating on me twice
>breaks up with me before the start of summer one year
>ignores everything she told me about loving me and wanting to be married
>pretends I don't exist

Then this year:
>look on facebook shes dating a new guy
>totalchad.jpg
>long hair and beard, is a drug dealer thats been arrested for multiple felonies
>several years older than her
>they will probably get married now
>I have sex with other girls since the breakup but none compare to my first gf

I hate women more than I did before losing my virginity. I wish I could go back in time and stop myself from ever talking to her.