>be me
>inherit raging hormones from Chad father who started having sex at 14 with women almost twice his age
>20M virgin loser, ugly af
>started masturbating to ease horniness around 12yo
>discover porn shortly after, got hooked on it immediately
>puberty hits
>face covered in zits and scars, getting really self-conscious
>slowly hiding away from society
>start looking for cures
>start doing normie stuff like eating a healthy low carb diet
>be active, workout, run, cold showers
>not really working
>somehow make a connection between semen and acne
>all that zinc, that's why doc's been giving me supplements
>then it hits me
>"get a girlfriend, you'll get rid of acne then" they said
>that's how they all knew all along
>mfw my face is a dead giveaway
>women always laughed behind my back saying I'm a virgin
>how else could they know?
>was in good shape, not socially awkward, only fucked up thing about me was mf
>they knew I craved pussy, my zits were counting my porn binge sessions or smth
>fuck this, i won't be made fun of
>they'll have no power over me no more
>it's true, I can't get a gf cuz poor and ugly af
>but won't be controlled by pixel pussy
>i will never get a woman even remotely close to those I jerk off to
>tfw decide to get my life together and stop watching porn
>tfw get to keep all muh precious semen
>tfw decide to #breakdapussyspell
cont.
>discover nofap, decide to commit to it
>cancer community, losers still want gfs fuck them
>still go there though, find helpful advice sometimes
>getting huge urges, keep going strong though
>get up to a month nofap
>fuck someone in my sleep, cum
>mfw had my first wet dream
>fuck my life
>muh precious semen
>lose all motivation, feel like i relapsed, start binge watching porn again
>shit shit the break da pussy spell goddammit
>start again
>go stronger this time
>tfw get another wet dream 3 weeks in
>cum a second time that day on porn, same shit as last time
>going like this for the past few months
>strong streak, all well, fucking wet dreams
>try all kinds of shit, no water or food after 7pm, more workouts, running, meditation,
egyptian pranayama and shit no luck
>find a solution on a POIS forum
>tying your dick with a string
>mfw
>start tying my dick and balls at night before going to sleep
>things are going great
>gain some courage to look at some nsfw things, i can control it when awake
>not that night though
>mfw dick still cums when flaccid
>not even a erotic dream, just up and came
>mfw pussy always finds a way
>tfw I'm desperate for a solution and turn back to my old robot friends
>tfw can't break the pussy spell
2D waifus? not like quite like a pornstar but they do suck up most of the spilled semen at night though
shit. bump