time has been passing so quickly ever since I got a job. it's terrible. it's actually horrifying.
I don't have days anymore, it's just "time that I'm at work" and "time that I'm not". my awake hours have been halved. how do people manage to have a life and a job at the same time? I didn't really do much to begin with, and now I feel like I can't even if I wanted to. when I'm not at work or getting ready for work, I'm just fatigued. weeks pass by so fast when you're waiting for a paycheck, it's already july 2017 and I have nothing to show for myself besides a little bit of money.
Its a conspiracy brotha
>>38228403
You gotta grind it out until death
>>38229128
Why not just die now and skip the grind
>>38229133
Too scared, dying hurts you know
I've been working a year and all I have to show for it is an incomplete car and a pc that had issued from the get go.
Fug this is me right now. Just started my first job this week and the time off work flew by so quickly its insane. Now I sit here and browse 4chan, because I don't know what else to do, since on monday it all starts again.
People say it gets better with time, but is this really true?
I know how you feel. I got a job on the 4th July last year and I am in utter disbelief that an entire year has passed since then. It's just fucking surreal. Usually even if a year feels like it went "fast" it at least feels like things happened. But nothing seems to have happened at all in the past 369 days. I've worked, came home sat on my computer, slept, and repeated the process. Day in, day out. My days have no meaning anymore. There is nothing for me to look forward to anymore because I know that all that awaits me is more of the same.