How do I hit up older women?

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>so is my former neighbour
>she was alos my teacher for a short while
>I really wanna fuck her
>I have no idea why I feel such a strong sexual urge towards her because she isn't really pretty or sexy
>whenever I see her I instantly get a boner and my heart starts racing
>I'm sure she would be dtf if I actually got to her somehow
>she's close to 50, has 2 daughters but lives alone, she doesn't have a bf and she probably hasn't been with a man in many years
>only thing that's stopping me is that I live in a smalltown so if I start seeing her everyone is gonna know I'm fucking this ugly thing
>also another thing that's stopping me is the fact that she probably doesn't want a skinny autistic 22 year old to fuck her, I don't know how desperate she is

also would r9k smash?