Why can't I just forget?

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It's been almost two long years since I've seen my oneitis in person, or even spoke to her, but I can't stop thinking about her. The other day, I had a dream in which I confessed my love to her, and we became boyfriend and girlfriend, it was the most beautiful dream that I've ever had. I've never felt better than I did than during the few seconds before I realised that it was a dream.

I've been looking at her normiebook every now and then over the past couple of days, and each time, I broke down in tears.

She's not even the same person anymore, she used to be a bit like me, quiet, introverted, into anime, manga, vidya, etc, but now she's become a complete degenerate, dare I say it - a thot.

Thankfully, I'm not friends with her on Normiebook, because I know that if I were, I'd be able to see her newer, more-normie posts, and seeing those would metaphorically kill me.

For the past 2 years now, I've been trying to forget about her, so that I can just get on with my life, but no matter what I do, my mind always goes back to her.

I know that you robots won't be able to help me, but I really needed a place to vent.