Why do you think you became a robot?

>>38208787

because vaccines.

I was born with autism but I'm also a woman so I'm not really sure where to go honestly, this place seems to be the least confusing but also the least welcoming

Because I'm 5'6" and have a babyface, and have generally always been short/looked young for my age, and have been ridiculed for it over the course of my whole life by both my male and female peers. Also, I'm probably semi-autistic.

The fact that I stayed in my room all day playing video games. I spent half of my life effectively training myself to be a piece of shit. Suddenly I was 20, had no contact with women and failed out of college.

My parents probably should have done something about it, but hey at least I wasn't getting into trouble, right?

>>38208787
I was raped when I was 15. I completely changed who I am as a person because my conscience deemed it unsafe to keep. Honestly I don't recognize myself in the mirror anymore.

Its the curse of randomness. We were born in situations that fucked us up but we are unable to change. we are the loosers of fate, chad won the lottery of life, thats how it goes and before civilisation we would have been the loosers of natural selection

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>>38208787
Does not having made any friends in the past 6 years make me a robot? I do have two friends from HS, though, but we're so distant.
Does having social anxiety and depression make me a robot?

>>38208883
You should try getting over it then you'll be good.

>>38208902
very good advise, you should become a psychologist

>>38208881
so succinct, yet so relatable
this desu

>>38208917
That attitude is going to get you raped again

>>38208917
No thanks I'm not a scam artist

>>38208883
Lol get over it ya roastie

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>>38208883
It is LITERALLY just inserting an object into a hole. Get the fuck over it lol

> poor diet/malnutrition/sedentary indoors lifestyle during important growth stages. Growth was almost certainly stunted. Thinner bones than my mother.
>no father since I was 12
>social anxiety from home environment and lack of social ability

>>38208787
>have gf
>cheats
>never make that mistake again
Peaches and wars.

>>38208927
No thanks I will just move to Japan desu

>>38208902
>>38208917
>>38208936

It's advice. I've been trying. But the constant belittlement from my mother has made this difficult to rid myself of.
I did see a psychiatrist but I feel it hasn't been as helpful as needed be.

>>38208990
I have an idea. Get fucked by someone you like. Every time you think of penis in hole you think of good times

>>38208808
r9gay is actually pretty decent just ignore all the literal gay porn and shit just find comfy threads. I usually make one or two /comfy/ threads a week come join

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>>38208987
See you on the tram pigguslut

>>38209010
In theory that would sound good Anon. But there is a slight emphasis on THEROY.
If I didn't become frightened anytime the topic of sex is brought up
It might work for somebody else.

>>38208944
You know it's not the same thing, anon. I don't think you'd let anyone treat you like an object.

>i was an accident
>no role models
>no expectations
>no ambitions

i literally just exist.

>>38209026
I will have my peppers spray all over you

>>38209036
New idea I have sex with you but I'll be gentle.

>>38208787
I went on /r9k/ because I thought it had an interesting name.

Got redpilled and became a robot as a result

>>38209056
That a (girl). originally

>be kid
>used to have lots of friends
>family moves
>walk around town knocking on doors asking if they had kids I could play with
>it works, tons of friends
>family keeps moving
>rinse repeat
>move to bum fuck no where in 4th grade
>cant walk around asking for friends when miles away from other people
>school starts
>all kids are bumbkin countryside assholes
>kids make fun of me one day cuz I said I never drank beer
>in fucking 4th grade
>go to teacher one day asking how do I make friends here
>tells me it doesn't matter, go to church more cuz god must be angry with me
>wut

Figures we stayed there the longest, when we moved by 6th grade I was already one of the most introverted kids at my new school

>>38208927
kekkish kekekekek

>>38209083
Any ideas that don't involve Sex? I really don't think sex is going to solve a problem that came directly from Sex.

>>38209166
But anon you have to face your fear in order to overcome it. Afraid of heights? Go on a building everyday and look down. Afraid of burn alive? Put hand on stove everyday until burn doesn't hurt as much. I'm trying to condition you.

>>38208808
Don t brag that you are a female every time you post and you are good to go

>>38209192
I see the way your are thinking. But I would much rather take another route than to cure the side effects of rape by sex

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>>38209192
What if I'm afraid to kill myself? Should I just do it to overcome the fear? Because I'd really like to kill myself.

>>38208990
You just need to try to get over it harder.

>>38209260
>I'm afraid of killing myself
>I want to kill myself
If you're afraid just hurt yourself like cutting then you'll realize that shit AINT worth it. If you want to kill yourself but too afraid then just go the hypoxia nitrogen/helium route that's just a matter of being a pussy or not

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>be me
>be ugly despite my parents looking okay
>grow up in poverty family
>dad is an alcohol
>mom works all the time
>no kids want to socialize with me
>don't develop any social skills
>get depressed
>malnutrition during my teenage years
>probably living off 1000-1500 kcal a day and very little protein
>malnutrition in combination with no physical exercise results in small dick, no muscle mass, poor posture, manlet, no chin, poor memory, stiff body and overall no masculine features
>only thing my dad ever did for me was pass on his balding genes

I've always been a robot under the delusion that I was simply a temporarily disgraced normie. I've never known how to speak to people and was bullied my while life but I just put it down to lack of practice. I've had plenty of practice now though and although I can almost fake normality it will never be real. I'm pretty sure I have a mild form of autism and i've essentially given up now. I don't seem to have any if those autistic obsessions though, I don't have any interests. I just want to die but I can't even do that without ruining the lives of my family.