25+

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>be 28
>failed a driving test
>drove to the gym
>girl gives me that "fuck off creep' look
>girl at DMV looks at me like I'm subhuman
>on my way back home almost get shot
>come home
>find out mom burned the special meat I bought and I was going to cook but she took it in her hands to do it
>tfw my plants have been killed by dog who dug them up

>>38191524
I became a wizard today

>tfw first time in barbershop in years
>tfw awkward interaction with the lady cutting my hair
>tfw look young asf
idk what to feel bros

>>38192134
"how do you like it cut, champ?"

one of the reasons i started to buzzcut myself with a machine on my own ...

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>28
>getting married next year
>relatively decent wageslavery in the career field I want
>mortgage on comfy house
>improving physically and mentally
>life going bretty gud
>still play video games, fap to porn and drink in the dark when I am by myself.

>>38192051
Happy birthday anon
Have a good one
Why do you hate me robot??

26
dead end warehouse job
Rent room in shared house
Everyone treat me with pitty
No friends outside of work

>>38192202
gtfo normie skum

I'm currently taking a dump while browsing /r9k/ on my tablet.

>26
>Pretty sure I had an anxiety attack or something the other day
>All I could think of was suicide for like 2 hours straight

>tfw family is pro-life because someone wanted to ks in brother's GF's family
>when your current comp goes to shit as soon as it sees that you are buying a new comp
>when your isp makes your net shit because you did not give in to their upgrade
>when you leave the meat [turkey/ham] out for a few days and have no energy because you have to wait for it to get cold again
>when you watch an anime from the 00s [popotan]

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>>38191524
27 in 2 weeks.gonna snort some 3meopce,its gonna be a fun .on the bun.hzhzee

>29
>work is forcing me to get a drivers license
>can't function when somebody is watching when i am doing something

This is going to be a train-wreck

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>>38191524
>26
>On vacation to bumfuck Austria with family
>Been asking them to go hiking for 4 days, they want to visit shitty ass towns
>Don't want to go alone
>Stay in hotel cause I'm tired of shitty towns
>They go hiking
>mfw when I'm a 26 y/o neckbeard still living with my parents and they go hiking without me.
So pretty damn shitty op..

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>>38193019
anon, forget them, do your own thing. enjoy the outdoors and go to some comfy little shops and eat rare pastries anon. Don't worry about social shit or your status as a social being, enjoy the little things, you have all the time in the world to worry about that shit at home. Now go eat some exotic chocolates and food.

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>>38191524
Shit.
But good.
Everything's shit around me but right now I'm mentally really, really good, which is better than before so I can't complain too much.
Woke up at 4pm today and started drinking last night's leftover litre of whiskey not long after, watched fucking SPACE JAM, sick film.

>just turned 25
>no gf

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I am European and i know for a fact that there are tons of desperate bitches in South East Asia who would literally give up everything just to be spat on the face by a white European man.
Now how do i actually find one though? I used to talk to a Malaysian bitch i found on an anime website, but i stopped talking to her when I found out she was flirting with 20 other men from Sweden and the Netherlands at the same time.
I don't care anymore though. I just want a gf at this point even if she betrays me i don't care

I randomly met a really cute girl and we ended up talking for like an hour and I got her number, going on a date this weekend. She's 17 (almost 18 not a pedo). Really hope I don't fuck it up, I may actually get to experience teenage love, or at least fuck some prime teen pussy. feels good man

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>a girl might actually like me but I don't reciprocate that feeling

>>38193226
>desperate bitches in South East Asia who would literally give up everything just to be spat on the face by a white European man.

Next thing you know, you're taking care of them, their entire family, paying for their little sibling's education, and being a surrogate father to a child they had with another man.

Go to someplace like the Republic of Georgia and find yourself a nice girl in the towns or villages.

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>>38193226
>tfw fellow gfless eurobot

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How do you meet people after 25, if you have a job in a new city with no co-workers where can you go to meet people and make friends?
The only possibility i can think of is meeting a girl on something like Tinder and after that connect with her friends, but are there any other good ways?

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>low self esteem
>can't make friends with normies at uni

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>>38193441
yeoep

>>38193388
Why Georgia specifically? I don't know anything about women there.
>>38193459
>no co-workers
You're fucked.
Though I heard there are people who use websites like PlentyOfFish, OkCupid, etc to make friends. Seems sketchy though.

>>38193459
Like in general? Try taking up a martial arts class -- the ones for adults, like boxing, BJJ, or Muay Thai. Great way to meet people while getting fit, too.

i'm going through a mid-life crisis. got some things lined up
>just bought a luxury car
>been doing botox. it's great

next on my list is
>nose job


i realized i can achieve my life dream in 3 years if i really go for it, so i've thrown caution to the win and am gunning for it

>>38192170
This guy knows what's up. Just buy some hair clippers and do it yourself.

>>38193296
Fucking lucky bastard. Get out.

I'm 21.
How do I make sure I don't end up like you guys?

>>38192134
About every 2 months, I go to this small corner barbershop with very few customers. The fat hair-cutting woman always looks really disgusted while cutting my hair.
Sounds unsettling, but I enjoy that she never tries to make small talk with me, so i keep going back there.

>>38193859
1) end your life
2) actually start changing things. better now than later

>>38191524
>32
>new job in two weeks
>105k a year
Doing good OP. Looking forward to being a lot less poor.

>>38193895
what do you do? congrats. that is the best feel

>>38193859
>How do I make sure I don't end up like you guys?
well i ended up this way because i never left my room and don't take social risks ever

>>38193459
What do you do?

How the hell do afford to just get a new job and move somewhere else?

I'm stuck in an unemployement rut and have never had a decent job.

>>38194070
you can have a great job but still be a social loser
i'm on my to be a lawyer (after years of neeting), but my life still ucks

30. Have been in university for 5 years. Still 2 years ahead. I hope this shit pays off.

>>38194095
Don't for a second think your suffering is on par with a person with no friends and no career.

In order to succeed in law, you have to be at least half decent at networking or a somewhat intelligent shit skin (law firms and the government love to shower jobs and internships on shit skins and women). I know what I'm talking about.

>>38194232
may be true for US. but the law system works different in germany. if you get bar approval, you're a god, there's no way you won't get a job

>>38194232
a shitskin lawyer is absolutely lol, i would never hire a non-white or non-jew as a lawyer. i can see how it would work out if they are representing other shitskins though

>>38192688
which you think is better 3meopcp or 3meopce

>my dad has always liked spiderman (he's not as much of a manchild as that makes him sound..)
>wanted to go see the new movie with me as something to do and connect over, since he used to read me the comics and shit [ive really never been into them, but some of the movies are ok. I didnt mind spiderman 1-3 with tobie)
>have to say no and disappoint him
>i'm actually saving him pain because he'll just get depressed from the tranny mary jane

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32 and feel like I'm going off the rails crazy. I could end my plight tomorrow by asking out the girl I see most days but the thought of her asking the inevitable question of "Where are your friends, Anon?" just makes me not bother. I only want to get in her pants anyway and don't give a shit about any relationship but then even that is beyond my social ability.

Oh well, going to go dumpster diving tonight and rummage through trash like a rat looking for cool stuff. It's going to be stormy so with any luck I'll get hit by lighting and it'll all be over.

>>38194483
just go dude. i wish my dad wanted to see movies with me....

>>38194190
I'm similar to you.

33 soon. Will finish uni in winter, and then apply for job training in my field. I have the suspicion I will never earn enough to move out of my parents place.

Getting old is pure suffering. But you somehow accept it learn to take the state of suffering and loss as the new norm. At this point in my life, I don't even fathom how people can establish a normal life, a gf, a family, a stable job with good income. It's utopian to me.

>>38194190
Good 4 you mate make the most of things

Any of you bots have an actual career?
>32
>raised by single mother who cucked me
>worked manual labor jobs since 15
>move abroad and cut all ties with everyone
>no family
>no friends
>no savings
>work paycheck to paycheck
>will die never having known happiness

>>38194500
>32
>the girl I see most days
How do you even maintain a social life at that age? I mean where do you meet people?

Once I've reached 30, I realized that even if I found a gf, it would never be the same as when you're young. Women over 25 (rather over 20 actually) are disgusting and so are most men. It's just delusional to think you're attractive over a certain age.

>>38194614
physical attraction maybe
but you could be more mature and realize there's more to life than pretty young girls

I'll be 25 next month
>khv
>Really obese
>Shitskin
>$150 USD per week
>No car
>No friends
>Working from 8:00-18:00
>Still playing videogames
Is there any hope? Can life get better after 25?

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>>38191875
>girl gives me that "fuck off creep" look

GOD DAMN IIIITTTTTTTT

>mother mentions that she gave birth to you at the age you are now (28).

Damn it hurts. I can't even imagine having sex, let alone a kid right now.

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>>38194653

Like what?

The joyous feel of wageslaving?

More expectations and responbilties that comes with getting older?

Losing the ability to enjoy the things you once cherished while you were young?

The sense of hope for the future turning to dust when you realize this is the best it will get?

The decaying state of your physical body?

The inability to eat as much as you could when you were younger and had faster metabolism?


OH PLEASE

TELL ME THE WONDERS AND JOYS THAT COME WITH GETTING OLDER!!

>>38191524
It's going well. I'm just about off work and I have a date later tonight. Life is good to me

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Started losing weight and becoming more assertive in my life.

Still in a dead end regarding education and job though. I'm pretty sure that my dad has guessed correctly about me bullshitting successfully going to school since he dropped some hints about me having the possibility of living with him and getting a job or something.

I don't mind getting a degree, but I just don't have any goals at all in that area. Wish I could be like one of those people who dreams of becoming a doctor or a pilot, then I would have something, however big of a delusion it might be.

>>38194614
>How do you even maintain a social life at that age? I mean where do you meet people?

I don't have any social life but I take the Dog for a run everyday and see the same women. They smile or try to make conversation but the problem is I can't talk to any of them and sperg out when it gets to intense.

>>38194697
if you think that fucking sucks my mother 21 when she had me and my dad was 18

I am a 24 yo virgin who lives in their basement

they actually managed to succeed with their lives too eventho they had kids when they were yong

>>38193576
Think of how many of those women will just want to be friends! You'll be swimming in friends!

>>38194803
find some hobby that brings you a bit of happiness

>>38191524

>25
>gave it another try
>asked a girl on a 'date' to go bowling
>she said, 'just us two? if you find someone else I will come'

And another refusal.

Got an interview for a job working the night shift in a mail sorting facility. Had an off-hand conversation with the recruiter that it's pretty much guaranteed that I'll get it, as long as I don't turn up and shit on the floor or something.

This will be my first job in years, but instead of feeling excited or optimistic, I just feel dread and despirited. It's not enough money to move out of home, and it doesn't seem like there's any room for advancement. Just a minimum wage job that will last until I either snap and quit or die.

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>>38193913
IT (netwerking). Time to be a faggot and buy a GTR and shitpost on /o/ non-stop for days.

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>>38194978

Just don't shake the managers hand if you don't want the job, son

>>38194653
>you could be more mature and realize there's more to life than pretty young girls
I hate people like you. I fucking hate you.

You're probably not even old enough and have delusional thoughts what it's like to age. Aging means: LOSS. Loss of your body, loss of your family, loss of emotional affection towards worldly things etc. Everyone you know will disappear from your life and/or die.

When it all boils down, you can shove your esoteric bullshit down your ass, because the ONLY THING in life that gives you a sense of fulfillment is smell, the taste and the feel of pretty young girl that gives you the feeling of being loved and who fucks with you.

>>38195088
You're the one who sounds too young for this general
What you're describing is just sex or the feeling that you have control over some young woman that doesn't know any better. Well all the young women DO know better and that's why you're a bitter loser.

>>38194978
Man I know those dead end job feels

29 and have a bachelor's degree, and I can't seem to break $15/hour or find work that actually interests me.

>>38195012
I'm not allowed to shake the managers hand, but I need to do something to at least try and get out of this NEEThole, so I'm not going to back out of it.

>>38192358

I know that feel very well.
I've been feeling anxious for the past 2 years now. Sometimes it gets really bad and I have to hide in a corner under a blanket or under my table or any crevasse I can find. Then I cry hoping to die in my sleep, but it never happens because that would be too easy and I don't deserve that.

I've made my peace and was ready to die, but I didn't. Now I'm trying one last time and I'm not even sure if I want it, but I want it more than to feel the despair again, but not more than dying peacefully in my sleep.
I don't know what to do, it feels like time is running out and I'm stuck in an endless loop of bad feelings feeding on itself.

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>>38195163

"Then we could always try someplace else, champ. What've you got to lose?"

>>38194594

>cucked me
So you were in a sexual relationship with your mother and she cheated on you?

>>38194500

Getting struck by lightning hurts and there's a high probability of it not killing you, but only making it worse.

>>38195222
essentially
she decided running away to a foreign country with a new baby was somehow a good idea

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>see cute grill
>talk to her
>she has a boyfriend

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is it possible to lose virginity in late 20s? if so how? and please give step by step instructions on how to get gf.

>>38195161
on the plus side you don't have a lot of responsibility. If I fuck up at my job I can put people's lives at risk and would be fired.

>>38195340

>get internet dating profile
>find girls
>talk to them until you like one

I found my first girlfriend on Omegle out of all places. The downside was that she's living in a different country, I've only visited her twice for two months and the despair from having a long-distance relationship is killing me.
As long as you use Tinder and find someone in your vicinity, you should be alright. Assuming you like yourself and your life and don't want to die.

>>38195373

>this humblebrag
You are probably the most obnoxious person currently posting on the internet.

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>the real one
>doing his thing
>soon to be to 27
>getting his shit done
And them boyz

>>38195008
i approve. i didn't buy anything cool like a GTR, but it's nice to plop down 30k on something stupid like a car. shekelstein would be proud

25+ rap? where's that guy who makes r9k rap music? he should do a 25+ song

>>38195340
don't be ugly or fat

>>38194614
>Women over 25 (rather over 20 actually) are disgusting and so are most men
AHAHHAHA. Dude you are so delusional. real world is not like animus

>literally nothing to do until I move next month.
>Going to a music fest at the end of this month with my oneitis/exgf
>I want her but i guess what i really want is an idealized version of her cause i now know she is shitty and pretty self absorbed
>she is the cutest human bean I have ever seen though and our kinks line up so well
>trying to be over it. i am in the middle of nowhere currently
>once I move ill be in a college town at my old college and going to school and working, so hopefully will have some social life, might be able to meet a girl?
>spending all my time exercising until then, building muscle and losing the small amount of flab I have
>I just want to be happy. some days I feel like I had it all in my hands and then lost it.
>other days i feel pretty great, but its hard when my days are so empty here.
>Just want to move already. I'll be back in an area with distractions and where some of my old friends are and just need that distraction
>ill also be near my ex/oneitis....IDK if i will fall and try to get with her again or what

gimme strength to not fuck myself up and ruin the happiness I am slowly gaining back robros.

>>38195683
fuck off you fat feminist whore

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>>38195584
This is a work of art, if I do say so myself

>>38194933
Did you know the girl before hand ?
Were you friendly with her (not the casual hi/bye shit)?

If you answered no to either of those two questions you goofed it.
You are putting them on the spot to make up their mind about you right there and then, and they barely know you, its no wonder they refuse your dates.

I think my neet life is effecting my mate.
> he stays up late at night claiming he needs more time a lone with himself play video games.
>Is calling out of work from any discomfort.
>Gained 50 lb after we dated for 3 years
>Claims his life is more stressful because of me.
Is this really true. He went from being a Skelton person on there computer for 24/7 to a person that had to do errands. Is going to the grocery store and other shopping places for 5 hours a week is really that bad? Is being clingy really that bad for someone. Did he just get to comfortable and let himself go?

>>38195764

>his only argument is an ad-hominem filled with internet memes

is babby realizing that he's deluding himself and is slowly losing it because he realized how retarded he is?

>>38196443
>Is being clingy really that bad for someone
Yes.
People want a partner/friend, not a dependent
>Claims his life is more stressful because of me.
He told to pretty plainly its you, you're just in denial here

How long before he cuts and runs ?

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>dropped out of college right before my senior year
>still only making $20k/year
>putting everything I save into repaying student debt
>I'll be well into my 30s when it's finally paid off
if there are any young robots here. don't go to a fancy private college unless you're damn sure you'll finish and do something with it. because this is a nightmare.

>>38196549
I hope he doesn't cut and runs. He always reminds me that I'm to old to start a new relationship. 30 years old so, I don't have time to have a new relationship before I'm 35 years old(if I want to have babies). I have no family or friends so if he dumps me I'm going to kill myself. No one will miss me.

>>38196721
why didn't you do something with it?

You would think because all hope of having a normal life is gone (27 KHV )I would just turn into a savage and not care about anyone or anything since I have no reason to live, but nope......I'm still a timid weak bitch. I wish something bad would happen to me to give me a better perception on life, like a car accident or cancer.

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32 and my dinner this evening is fish sticks and beer. Usually take a nightly walk around my apartment complex for salvageable furniture people are going to throw away.

>25
>Still live in college town, work here at shitty meat cutting job, just barely pay bills
>Not really a lot of friends
>Spend my evenings either in the gym or the dojo
>Certified to teach but can't find a job
>Talkative but resent the majority of people I meet
>Oneitis lives nearby and dates some Cuban who emotionally abuses her
>Try not to think about it, go to work, go to the gym, go to the dojo, go home and look for a job, and go to bed
>Get trashed on the weekends
>Repeat

It could be far worse but I find myself kind of sad

How old before you're a wizard again?

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>>38197331
30, wizardry is inevitable?

>>38191875

>my plants

What are you a faggot?

>>38197373
Good, still more than 10 years away

>>38197373
Only if you remain static and never change.

>>38196816
For all your hoping are you doing anything about it? if you are not then why should they stay with dead weight?

>>38192202
kys normalfag

Originalinindnd

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I'm just so tired of existing. I'm tired of antidepressants that don't work. Tired of waking up and hating the fact that I have to continue to be conscious.

rgsdvzvdyrzdztsugw46wgqghbngfhdb

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>>38191524
>25
>Decently paid wagecuck job
>Have taken virginities and slept with 25ish women
>Own place and own car
>19 year old gf
>Friendless and just watch anime, play Vidya, and hike in my spare time

is there a 38+ thread?
buh-huh-huhhhh ;_;

>>38195707
>Oneitis is an ex gf

Lol she's fucking other guys

>>38199046
>19 year old gf
>Friendless and just watch anime, play Vidya, and hike in my spare time
You can't even keep your story straight for a single post.

>>38192202
Normies leave reeeeee

Reeeee gtfo

>>38194515
>>38194483
yeah man go listen to this dude lots of us wish we could go see a movie with our dads if anything you should tell him about the tranny and go see a different movie or go to a restaurant together

>>38199108
I wouldn't consider a gf a "friend". I mean those are the things I do when not at work / with her

>>38199078
http://www.suicidewatch.com

Will be 27 in a week, still a friendless khv neet, going to my first psychiatrist appointment on Monday. At least a year ago I was working, it was at a call center and I hated it but still stayed for 8 months, haven't done anything for 2 months now, last interview I went was for night shift at an assembly line but haven't heard anything back for a month so I guess they don't want me. Will try to get my driving license but have never driven and am scared of doing it. If I can't get a job that doesn't involve costumer care I'll go back to university, but only want to study history so I can forget getting a job but still would like to work as an archivist, at least I would be doing something .

>>38199078
I refuse to believe you're really 38-years-old.

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>hit that 28 years last month, ex-military stupid lazy fuck.
>Dead end, yet completely comfy and not badly paid job. I basically shitpost, read and watch movies for 6 hours out of 8 every day. Rest I spent by either fucking with my gear or walking with someone to somewhere. Only shitty part is that shift is from 14 to 22.
>No gf and I actually don't want one. I was in relationship before and I finally acknowledged how shitty people most of the women are. I can't hold them responsible, it is their nature, but I just can't be assed to go through that social game again.
>I just don't know what to do with my life. Wish there was some bigger, greater cause, some distant lands to conquer, adventures to have, some just war to fight in. Nothing.
>Do stupid shit, visit escorts, drink too much.
>I fear this is just it and there is nothing more for us in the future.
>Sometimes catch myself wishing for some shit going down.

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>tfw can't decide what I want out of life
>tfw feel trapped and addicted to hedonism despite it not being very satisfying anymore

I wish I could just stop giving a fuck, but goddamn it's hard.

>>38196443
Clinginess is the worst. Guys are independent and typically want a woman around but not at their side all the time. Leave him alone sometimes. Make him food while he's just chillin and go into the next room.

>>38193859
You're already here, therefore it's over. You're fucked.

>27. No hope of ever losing virginity. I've gained 15 pounds in the last year.

>>38197232
God damn, you're one of those people you encounter in the middle of the night creeping around and scaring the shit out of you.

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>27 this year
>Burned out on my career
>All I do is work and sleep
>Don't derive enjoyment from hobbies or work anymore
>Health is eroding due to depression
>Due to depression, I can't be bothered to get help
>Not sure I could resume my career if I got let go, and its all I have anymore

I don't know where all of the enthusiasm went, honestly.

You know, I had to get nearly $2000 worth of dental work done late last year because I had progressively given up on taking care of myself. Even after paying that off, I still don't give a shit.

32
I'm still fit, but I've noticed how I'm thinking about death more often. It's not something farfetched anymore, but something that will eventually come. I'm thinking about the many missed opportunities and how much time is left until I'm too old to do stuff anymore.

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Well I told myself I wouldn't browse /r9k/ again because it makes me feel genuinely hopeless and suicidal.

I stopped for a day and felt pretty decent, but I started to feel dark thoughts creeping back and for no good reason I thought returning here could somehow make that better, just to empathize with people who feel similarly.

Nope, its not helping at all. I guess this is what addiction feels like?

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>>38192688
>tfw now that you're a gnostic you take weird pictures like this seriously enough to exegesise them for like an hour

>>38193226
S. Korean here. Fuck off, we're full

>>38197001
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0106856/
soon

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>tfw 27 neet lost kv status with a ftm trans person i met on soc last December
>tfw been trying to make something happen with a female for almost 2 years now with 0 success
>tfw as a manlet (5'6) your only options are ugly girls or fat girls (even hot single moms wont give me a chance)

Why even live if you can't find a decent mate? and im not failing based on being a neet because there is no dialogue to even get to that point they would know.

I dont know what

I think I slipped a disc, I can barely move.
I wish I had health insurance.

>>38193859
hello i am twenty one as well and would like to know how to make a friend. i hate all the people at my uni. pls help!

>>38191875
>failed a driving test
>drove to the gym
Am I missing something here

I just quit a job i started two months ago when it was the best paying, long term job ive ever had. I couldnt handle the pace of work and expected to be fired soon

I was so scared that in 8 months I would become a 25 year old NEET.

But guys. Just like a few hours ago I got a job offer. Like a real job at a big firm.

I finished uni last year and I'd been looking for work for like the past year in Australia. Everything sucked and then there were two career forums in Tokyo last month and I figured why not. I studied Japanese in uni so I'll give it a shot even though my confidence was 0.

Three motherfucking weeks. I was looking for a job in Australia for like a year, getting rejected for not enough experience, and I found a job in Japan in 3 weeks and my Japanese sucks.

I was ready to just kms because I was so depressed that I was so unemployable and useless to the world. I can't believe I'm where I am.

>>38193895
Did you just graduate? If so, what field? I have a degree collecting dust and am working retail to build XP.

>>38192202
>life going bretty gud
>still play video games, fap to porn and drink in the dark when I am by myself.
Oh look it's me.

I don't know why I turn into a puddle of despair when I'm left alone. Maybe I'm not really an introvert like I thought all these years.

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>27
>got a rejection letter from the college I applied to
>seriously start thinking about suicide because of it
>realize just how sad my life is that I'm pushing 30 and contemplating suicide over a college rejection
>been drinking since then
>>38202979
Maybe he failed the test for his final license but still has the middle one.

>>38203321
>Everything sucked and then there were two career forums in Tokyo last month and I figured why not.

So you just flew to Japan and found a job. Congratulations, that's fucking awesome

>>38193859
If we fucking knew how to not end up like ourselves do you think we would be here?

>>38202163
Not him, but I'd like to hear your interpretation. Especially on the yarn ball.

>>38194594
>Any of you bots have an actual career?
I don't know. I am in a stable job that will pay me my salary forever, but to move up in the world I need to contract hop. I guess that's a career in a way. I don't know. IT.

>>38194671
>Working from 8:00-18:00
>150 USD a week

Nigger what the fuck

>>38194803
You really are a sad excuse for a human being.

>>38194838
>Wish I could be like one of those people who dreams of becoming a doctor or a pilot

You sound like one of those people who listened to Steve jobs say "follow your passion" and "never settle" and are trying to apply it to your life. The problem here is, you aren't passionate about anything because you aren't good at anything. If you pick a general direction and work toward it, you'll fall in love with it because you see yourself being better at it than most people, and that is it's own special type of joy.

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>>38204014
What the hell do you expect? It's /r9k/. No one is here because they want to be here.

They end up here.

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I'm 27, headed back to university in September.
Am I doomed to be a weirdo if I don't have a cell phone? I don't really see it being a problem outside of any group assignments I get stuck doing.

>>38203771
The yarn is easy, that is the spiritual being turned into the dogmatic by being woven into the book. Its also the divine becoming the material. The artichoke things are spiritual man. Spiritual man is synthesized through the material and dogma into a material man which when given over to spiritual turmoil will submit to the demiurge and turned into, quite literally a pawn. The book is dying because its unsustainable existing both as a representation of the divine and its negation. The alien man running the demiurge is just sort of to drive home this idea that nothing but the absolute is unassailable. What I can't figure out is the red guys but I suppose they are probably just various archons.

>>38203540
>Did you just graduate?
>105k per year
Are you fucking retarded or what cunt

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>Just turned 26
>Graduated with Masters in May
>Still trying to find job so I can move out


Fucking people require 5 years of "expierence" to copy papers and use Microsoft office products and still pay like shit I'm going to start saying I'm American Indian

>>38200296
What job? Sounds like the perfect life desu.

>>38204166
At least get a google voice number

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>26
>own two motorcycles
>reliable car
>70k/year wageslave
>the only thing that gives me joy is racing my bike through the streets at night while listening to taiko drums
>tfw she is never coming back
>tfw she will never tell me that she loves me again
>tfw no matter how fast I ride I will never escape this
>don't even ride with other people
>just blur through the night
>sometimes I pass her on my bike
>she will never know its me
>if she did she would probably chastise me over how dangerous it is

At least I can afford to sustain my hobbies

>wear a completely black racing suit at night to obscure my identity
>commute in the day time and to family events in different less aggressive gear

It's like being a superhero but without any super powers

>>38204236
Same boat fampai

>Job requires ten YEARS of HTML5
>HTML5 isn't even 3 years old.

>>38204168
The red guys? Sensory organs maybe, brain, ear and nose?

>28
>Hangovers are getting worse

When I started drinking when I was younger, I could blackout and feel fine. Now If I go to bed a little tipsy I feel sick in the AM.

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>29 years old
>30th birthday is next month
>have worked in the same minimum wage office job for 8 years
>never had a conversation with any single person there
>normally on someones birthday a card is passed round for everyone to sign
>tfw I heard two of the stacies in my department speaking about it
>'hey did anyone buy a card for anons birthday?'
>'Oh, no, nobody wanted to. if he asks we can just tell him that the card shop ran out of cards I don't think he goes outside enough to know better'
>tfw they all think I am some creepy weirdo who never leaves the house
>tfw they are technically wrong because I often go camping by myself
>tfw every friday I steal all the items on the desk of a qt from the office
>then on saturday I go campingand put all the items in the tent and pretend we are camping in the office overnight together
>masturbate and cum to her pictures
>then on sunday sneak into the office with a stolen key and put the items back
>tfw been doing this 3 years and never been caught
>tfw I am very much alone
>still live with parents
>haven't spoken to them in 2 months though as I make all my own food and do my chores
>tfw just send them money online

i hate this life

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>>38193859
>>38202930
>find activity you like to do
>join a club for it
>deal with being around people

It's really the only way. It helps if you really like the activity or like the idea of you doing the activity because it'll make talking to other people about that activity easier. If you're like me, you'll probably never WANT to be around people, so this is just the next best thing.

Or, you know, stay inside and continue as life is. If you enjoy your alone time or recharge by having alone time, just remember that every minute you spend doing something social is a minute you won't be doing something "alone."

>>38205056
That sounds comfy desu.what other music do you ride to?

>>38205193
Ah that helped anon. Thanks.

>19
>Club President
>Intern at Finance job 4k/mo
>College tuition bankrolled by family
>2 close friends, and many acquaintances from my frat


>gf

>>38205425
Welcome. Your exegesis was very insightful. Would not have gotten half of that on my own.

>26
>NEET
>Live with mom
>Typing this shit on Internet Explorer on the fucking Xbox 360 at nearly 4 in the fucking morning

Could be worst atleast I'm not homeless...yet.

>>38205940
>>Typing this shit on Internet Explorer on the fucking Xbox 360 at nearly 4 in the fucking morning

actually sounds quite comfy

>>38205940
Don't you have a laptop or even a phone? Do you normally use 360 IE to post?

>>38206384

Not comfy.

>>38206415

I use to share a barely functioning laptop with my also NEET loser brother but the charging cable got fucked. I don't usually post but I'm bored and sad.

>>38206553

Post more dude you are comfy as fuck

>25 currently


I have a degree, worked in several countries after uni.

Currently unemployed awaiting for my job coordinator to reply.

Feel useless and depressed since everyone else ny age that didn't turn to drugs in my friends group are getting married and having kids.

I have 2 choices left either this job reply or it's a career in the military for me.

>>38206564

It hurts to live. It takes so long to type but I'm still going to do it because I'm fucking retarded.

>>38206768

Yes but whenever you post I am reminded of the 360 sound when you are selecting letters and I'm picturing you doing this and it's comfy af

How many people here post within seconds? They post is converted to material for the archives practically before they've even become self aware.

What a refreshing feeling to know that your posts can only be read after plodding, comfy minutes of deliberate thought.

>>38203321
I just got another job offer a few hours ago. Three weeks and two job offers versus 1 year and no job offers in Australia. Is this a dream

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>>38191524
Business as usual friendly OP.

>>38203639
Underrated. And, you're fucked.

>>38204394
Diplomatic security, mang.

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>31
Just left the military after 10 years of service and 3 operational deployments. During my time in the military I did an aviation engineering degree after hours and just landed a 6 figure job with Boeing so things are going pretty good right now :)

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>>38206975
Fuck reading that makes me happy for you

Good luck in Japan

I just found out my teenage oneitis has moved to Toky to be a legit fucking model, flying back and forth to Europe. From us being homeless together.

Granted I'm doing pretty damn good myself, and she's a touch older so has just over a year of self improvement ahead of me.

I just dunno how to parse these feels, I thought they were long fucking dead.

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>27

Can't complain too much as I have a career slowly ticking along. Went from dreg of society Admin to Analyst, Consultant and soon to be Manager in 4 years give or take. Pulled it off with severe anxiety too. I have to take a break and sit on the toilet every hour so I don't have a major panic attack, it's pathetic I know.

Downside, I'm a piece of shit that couldn't attract a female if my life depended on it. Women revel in compliments and the like, but I just can't be nice. Mainly because in an office environment you see truly how horrendous humans are so I want nothing to do with anyone. People will back stab you and throw you under the bus for anything. Dog eat dog world unfortunately lads, just never become a normie and turn on one another.

Upside, I live at home and get tendies whenever I want and stay up till 4am playing videogames on weeknights.

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>>38203321
That's great news fellow Aussie senpai. Though just get in and out once you get that necessary experience. Japan is not the greatest place to work for foreigners contrary to popular belief from weebs.

Having a hangover after a day of drinking. Fell in the bathroom st the bar and accidentally made a dent in the wall. Paid for it, but I don't think I'll even be going back to that bar. Went home and decided to shit in the bathtub. Scooped the shit out after I was done and decided to take a bath after rinsing out the tub.

Woke up at like 5 am and started browsing 4chan. I should probably stop drinking, but it's the only positive thing I have in my life that keeps me together. The hangovers are starting to get wicked.

>>38208105
I'm thankful i'm pretty reasonable when blind drink. I certainly can't say I've ever been compelled to shit in the tub but no need to go cold turkey on the demon drink if it makes you feel good.

>>38207941
Thanks man. This is legitimately the best thing that has happened to me in years. Thanks for being happy for me.

>>38208085
I'm hoping it will be okay. One of the companies is a French company and the job is at their Tokyo offices - so a few French people but mostly Japanese. The other company is from the US originally and like a quarter of their staff is foreign.

So it's not like I'm working for Mizuho or anything, and the people I've spoken to seem really happy with where they work

>>38208342
Hey.

>>38207955 here.
You should track down my oneitis, fuck the shit out of her, and send me the pics so I can weep and masturbate.

>>38208135
I think I'm going to limit my drinking to three a day from now on. I'm getting fat anyway.

>>38205056

>not dousing yourself and your bike in gasoline and lighting it to be the Ghost Rider

Cmon now sempai

fucking hell on earth, the only thing I still have in health

My life still isn't an anime. I can't take this anymore.

>>38208022

Good luck anon. When you become a manager and have to deal with personnel issues I hope you can see through the bullshit people spew. I only say that being a victim of backstabs and being thrown under the bus when I'm just trying to get through the work day and be left alone.

>27
>make bank
>not clinically depressed
>virgin but zero interest in gf
>probably going to kill self at 40
Who /midlifesuicideplans/ here?

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>just turned 28
>still living with my grandmom because my dad died a few years ago and nobody else will take care of her
>job is okay but I don't make enough money
>need to finish school but my living situation depresses the hell out of me and makes it hard to do anything
>have a few really good friends, probably the most successful area of my life
>drink too much but I've at least been exercising lately
>banged a couple of fat chicks since I broke up with my gf of 8 years last year but have yet to even meet a girl I am attracted to and respect

It could be much better but it could be worse. I'm probably considered a normie by this board but I really can't get along with anybody I meet and I have a few severe mental issues that are really fucking my life up. I haven't made a new friend in about a decade now but it's alright with me. I need my grandmom to die so I can sell this house and start my real life.

I hate myself.
I am constantly reminded how much better I used to be.
I am stupid now, I am overly cynical, I am not charming, I am physically deteriorating.
I am too stupid to express the dreaded things I feel and that might be my problem 0.
I am not lucky enough to die in my sleep and I'm only 27.

>>38208783
You're not too stupid. Grab a piece of paper and write it the fuck down. It'll help to see it clearer. You'll feel better.

>>38208628
>Who /midlifesuicideplans/ here?

i did a dna test with 23andme and i was able to take the raw data and run it through a medical programme called promethease. it tells you how gene variants you have are associated positively or negatively with different conditions. i have a lot of gene variants making it more likely that i get Alzheimers. so i want to kill my self before becoming completely retarded. planning on 50 but if my life doesnt improve soon its going to be a lot earlier.

>>38191524
>turning 30 this July
>never had gf
>rage quit my job a few months ago due to cold war with my female boss
>probably has gynophobia now

Man woman is really scary; they would punish you emotionally if they feel you are valuable.

There is nothing in my life that make sense, there is nothing worthwhile.

> Parents: you reach a point where you can stand living with them and they don't stand you for being a loser.
>Brothers/sisters: they can try to help you but if you are the only one that can solve your problems and if you keep sharing with them you problems they will eventually get tired of you and don't want to know nothing about your problems anymore.
> Friends: sooner or later or they abandom you or you abandom them.
> Gfs: they don't solve your own problems, you can't be with no one if you are a loser and nobody wants to be with you (and it's normal).

>Me: OCD, anxiety, depression, insecurities to do anything... I don't want even to meet girls, in my current state it is impossible to be with someone. Can't do what a want to do because insecurities, OCD and because of fear of speak in public, a want to do a posgrade to make my meme grade have some value and I can't becuase of that. Now discussions all weeks with my parents because they think all the psycological problems I have are stupid things and inventions of mine, that aren't real. Now I am forced to go back to high school to do some course that I don't want to do but I have to do something because if not they will leave me without nothing and kick me out. Now I have to return to high school with 28 years to deal with fucking kids, fucking kids from the ghetto, kinkys, etc.

Now I only want to drink some beers, this afternoon when my parents leave the house and be all the time in the bed or watching porn. I don't fucking care about anything anymore.

>>38208822

I did, over a year ago and it didn't help.
It still feels the same and I know my situation inside-out and I know that there is nothing for me but to reluctantly live because I am too afraid to kill myself, yet. It is driving me insane and I just want to hide in a corner.

>>38208968
How are you going to go, anon?

Hoepfully, I'll wait till my dad dies, then OD of darknet drugs + alcohol in a tent somewhere so it looks accidental.

>>38208783
>I am too stupid to express the dreaded things I feel and that might be my problem 0.
Why are you unable to express what are your problems or fears? Not even here?

>>38208993

>Gfs: they don't solve your own problems
That's true.

While I do love my GF (first GF ever and got her late in life, 25+) it's almost a burden now. Mostly because it's a long-distance relationship, but also because I hate myself and know that I'm a loser so it's inevitable that she'll leave me despite saying she won't.
She's the sweetest person I've met. I don't even think I can find someone as good as her. That's another thing why this hurts, because I'm aware that I'm fucking up the best thing that has ever happened to me.
On top of all the other (self-induced) worries I have in life, now I'm constantly worried about not being charming, witty or fun enough to keep her around. I am also afraid that she'll find someone better and who's actually in the same city as her, despite her reassuring me she won't (and I know she won't, at least until I fuck this up completely).
I think I'm getting a stomach ulcer because of this and my hair is falling out.

>>38209029
>How are you going to go, anon?

This is a hypothetical, fictitious scenario: I think it'd be wildly interesting if a fellow robot went to a filmed poetry contest - one with cameras recording all around - and gave a monologue explaining the constant misery, suffering, and loneliness of his lifetime. A Supreme Gentlemen-esque speech. Then, he reaches for his guitar case and opens it, while all the normies assume he's going to sing a passionate song. He takes out a shotgun, and says to the audience "My blood is on your hands, you vile normies. See you space robots" and pulls the trigger.

It'd undoubtedly receive widespread media attention. I still wonder why a robot hasn't pulled it off yet. It's challenging of course, but I know many robots have taken their own lives without leaving a monologue or video for us.

>>38209045

I tried and am trying. I am, like many of the people in this thread, posting to vent.
But at one point it loses its effect. Sometimes I am also unable to express my exact feelings and then the despair only becomes bigger. Eventually in the end it reaches a high point and that is usually when I realize that complaining doesn't change anything. Then my usual course of action is to curl up in a corner next to my bed and under my table and cry.

>>38209023
>A year ago
Anon that's ridiculous. You can't do it once a year and then be disappointed. You should do it at least once a week. Keep tabs on yourself. Time won't escape you if you do this. Seeing it regularly gets you accustomed to recognizing changes and triggers in your mindset, which allows you to troubleshoot when you're feeling down. Know thyself anon. You are not powerless. If we don't change, we die.

>>38209099

That's the most obnoxiously edgy piece of cringe-worthy, retarded text I have ever read. I wonder how much of an idiot you must be to just even consider thinking that, yet alone writing it down.

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>Just had sex for the first time
>Going pretty good
>We get close and I cum
>Condom was off
>She isn't on the pill
>20 days until her period
Literally broke robot hood to possibly destroy my life and the lives of a woman and an unborn child

You know guys, may be joining military can help you finding a goal...

>>38209132

A "Plan B" pill is 20$.

>>38209029
>Hoepfully, I'll wait till my dad dies, then OD of darknet drugs + alcohol in a tent somewhere so it looks accidental.

good plan. ive been summoning up the courage to jump in front of a train every time im at a station. your way is probably better because mine would effect the train driver negatively and i know a guy who got depressed and jumped in front of a bus but survived and is now disabled. i never want to be a human vegetable. what drugs would you take to do it comfortably?

>>38209141
She's getting it asap (in the morning)
Still, I was pumping her quite good and she was loving it. If I had slowed down and checked we'd still be fucking as I'm typing this message.

>>38209125
Alas, it comes full circle, considering your comment is the most obnoxiously edgy piece of cringeworthy retardation I've ever read as well. I wonder how down-syndrome level intellectually disabled you are to lack the reading comprehension to notice the "it'd be interesting" part. If public suicides aren't interesting to you, that's perfectly fine, but you use any excuse to be a pompous, condescending normie. You're vile, and you don't belong on this board.

>>38209099
>It'd undoubtedly receive widespread media attention. I still wonder why a robot hasn't pulled it off yet.
Honestly? There's a voluntary media blackout on suicide. The media won't cover you unless there's a quran found on your body.

I have to go back to work again. I don't get a day off until Tuesday. I can't type that without thinking hush hush keep it down now voices carry. I always liked that song but my work loops the same twenty songs on their speakers over and over. At least it's not Ashlee Simpson. My city is swamped with tourists and business is good. It's making me miserable. I liked being a cashier at first but it's like playing a puzzle game with varying difficulty all day long. You will get insanely hard ones back to back.

I am considering taking a customer service rep job, inbound calls, and working from home. Maybe I will like my life better if I can jack off on my breaks.

>>38209151

>in the morning
Enjoy your child.

>>38195340
Are you willing to settle for used goods? You do know that all western white women are tainted beyond redemption?

There has been hundreds, if not thousands of chads, jamals and shitskin migrants inside their roasties by the time they reach 25+.

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>25
>5'5" manlet
>no family
>no siblings
>no friends
>living alone in an inherited house
>NEET at the moment
>had a girlfriend of 5 years who left me for another man 1 month ago
>got pulled over for the second time without insurance
>still driving around
>lost a ton of weight
>fighting depressive episodes every other night
>literally no place in town will hire me or call back
>feel suicidal sometimes
>only motivation is the prospect of a future family
>I want 6 kids and tons of grandchildren
>remember every night that I have no more living family and that family was small to begin with
Wish me luck.

>>38209076
I'm in the same situation. I feel I'm slowly losing her. I'm so broken I don't know how to open up and fix things.

>>38208628
>Who /midlifesuicideplans/ here?
i really truly hope i die at age 50.

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>>38209181
95% chance of it working if taken within 24 hours.
Still 5% too much

>>38209205

Why do you find opening up difficult? Eventually you will have to do it as a "last resort".

I found opening up to someone in real life who genuinely cared to be such a relief and great experience. I'd say that's 50% of the amazing parts of being in a true relationship. Obviously I'm not a relationship expert, but it seems like you're withholding yourself the 50%.

>>38209142
>what drugs would you take to do it comfortably?
Bunch of depressants. Heroin (haven't tried yet), benzos, other opiods, and alcohol.

Will do more research closer to my use-by date.

>>38209264

if you o.d. on heroin do you just go to sleep and die or do you have a seizure and violently choke to death like portrayed in some movies?

>>38209076
>She's the sweetest person I've met. I don't even think I can find someone as good as her. That's another thing why this hurts, because I'm aware that I'm fucking up the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Exactly how I felt when I had to leave my only gf and the only person that has wanted to be with me. My case was different back then, I wasn't afraid she will leave me because me being a loser because back in the day I wasn't a total loser like now but I was the one who leave her because of fears, insecurities, I dind't feel totally happy with her personality, etc. SHITTY THINGS that I will ever regret of them but now I can't do anything and in that moment I couldn't take out those feelings out of my head and she wasn't happy either so I had to end the relaitionship. Many times because she was so in love with me. I did it because I was with her for some years to see if those feelings dissapear but they didn't so I did it because niether of both were happy.

>>38209107
>Then my usual course of action is to curl up in a corner next to my bed and under my table and cry.
are you truly 25+?

>>38209133
I have thught it recently but I'm to afraid to be sent to some eventual war or too lazy right now to be doing all the physical excercise.

>>38209188
>>only motivation is the prospect of a future family
>>I want 6 kids and tons of grandchildren
and the money?

>>38209435

I'm 27 and I fail to see the relation of that with age. I find it comforting and maybe it's because it's child-like and brings me mentally back to a "safer" time.

>>38209474
Crying in a corner or behind a table?
Like in the movies?

When I'm very bad I laid in bed listening to music or asmr videos to relax and forget about everything. That's what I do.

>>38209358
Plan is
>insert IV line into elbow
>get drunk
>benzos and shots
>blackout drunk
>inject heroin into IV line

Heroin generally stops your breathing, but as I understand it, breathing stops after you've passed out. Throwing up and seizing is kind of irrelevant if you're passed out. I mean, most of us will shit ourselves as we die.

And, of course, this isn't a short-term plan. Maybe a decade from now I'll marry a "former" slut, decay, and be buried with a woman who never loved me.

>30 in a month
>neet
>never had a real job
>no motivation
Despite all this I have a 6/10 asian gf.

>>38209512

I don't know if it's like in films.
There is just an overwhelming desire to do crawl up and curl up somewhere narrow and die.

Music or doing anything similar makes it worse for me, because I then start feeling an even bigger guilt for wasting my life.

>>38209546
>Music or doing anything similar makes it worse for me,
I don't listen to music, I usually listen asmr videos most of the time. I have become an addict since some years ago ehn I started listening to them.

>>38209517
>And, of course, this isn't a short-term plan. Maybe a decade from now I'll marry a "former" slut, decay, and be buried with a woman who never loved me.

not sure about the whole talking to women thing .i wish i had the courage to jump off a tall building. go out with a bang instead of wasting away slowly. high enough and death is instantaneous. probably painless. youre dead before you realise it. may traumatize a few witnesses though.

>>38209540
>Despite all this I have a 6/10 asian gf.

how did you meet her?

>>38209540
anything is possible when you're white.

>>38192134
>>38192170
reason why I have long hair

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>>38191524
>be me
>failing med school
>teachers literally say I sound like a robot when talking to patients
>cant stop now
have half a mind to go full neet, I only need internet and my mountainbike anyway

>>38209807
how would you do it if you wanted to traumatise as few people as possible?

>>38209823
When I went back to college after a year of being neet.
>>38209828
>anything is possible when you're white.
True. Being tall and white are the only things I have going for me.

>>38191524
Anyone else starting to get attention from washed up Staceys? I've had a couple of 30+ women flirt with me recently. Feels good to know I can probably soon start enjoying Chad's leftovers.

>>38209981
all women 30+ are married here. justruralthings

>>38209940
>how would you do it if you wanted to traumatise as few people as possible?

theres always good old fashioned hanging by the neck. i have a trap door in my ceiling. i could probably tie a rope to a beam in the roof. i live with my parents and brothers and i wouldnt want them to find me though. so maybe in a hotel.

>>38209981
Older women always turn me down, I think +30yo is unironically easier the older you are.

>>38209246
You're right, I just don't know how to go about it.

>>38209981
That's because they have ended their dick roulette and now they are alone and desperate hahaha, fuck them if you want but treat them like they treated you, left them alone.

>>38209540

How can you live like that?
I understand that she might be paying for you, but don't you hate yourelf for being worthless and not contributing anything to at least her?

>>38193459
Honestly tinder worked for me. I was a virgin until 23, had a couple crappy relationships and then tried tinder. This was when it first started though, it wasn't all bots like it is now. I met my gf after a month or so on it, been together three years now. I would say at least give it a shot.

>>38195340
Prostitutes, don't settle for any cheap ones.

>>38210394

Just start talking about it.
I find it the easiest when I'm feeling low/bad. Then I can just pour my soul out and find the right words.

>>38204122
Not him but how did you end up here?

soem of you want to play age of empires III?

>>38210909

Not casual enough.
Someone should start a GTA SA multiplayer server for the 25+ threads. Then everyone could meet up in a bar and share feels or drive around SA on bikes. The download isn't that big and it can be pirated easily.

>>38211118
Let's make it. I don't have anythingto do today. I downloaded it once but many time ago. Give me some link.

>>38211376

No links, but here's what you have to do:

>download GTA SA torrent file (just search any tracker, but make sure you get a torrent for a proper ISO of the game, it's around 4GB) and install it
>download the MTA multiplayer mod and install it
>host or join a server

I would host but my internet sucks. Also, it would be good if there were more people down, so there's a nice start and no screwing around for hours before everyone sets it up.

>>38209076
I'd definitely recommend reading Dale Carnegie's book titled 'How to Stop Worrying and Start Living'. It sounds like your stomach uclers may be worry related.

>>38211436
Ok I will look it. The problem is playing GTA without a pad. When I downloaded time ago that was the main problem.

>>38210569
i think it's more likely anon is stroking his ego thinking a 30+ woman being nice to him = flirting

> 27
> tired of living in middle of nowhere country where I grew up at
> decide to make new start 700 miles away after community college last year
> decent wagecuck and I'm out of my parents house now
> haven't made any friends since then and just get drunk at the house on weekends now
I should have stayed. It's easy to meet people when you already know a few fellow losers from high school who never escaped the county.

>>38211640
You live in your own house, without your parents, you have a decent job. I would be pleased with that.

Also, whay do you expect? move to a new city a meet people in a few months(I don't know how much time you have been there)? Just wait and you will make some friend working or maybe do another activity like a sport or gym or something like that, it will improve your posibilities.

I live in a suburban, working class neighborhood and I am tired of drunks, drug addicts, threatining people and scum in general. I would love to live in a rural area where I don't have to deal with all this scum.

>>38191524
Was a robot till 25. Now i am 32 and i am going to marry my teenage crush. We met again 7 years ago. A couple sice then. After we engaged her parents promisud us their house cuz they are to old.

Its like a dream....few years ago i ate once a day. Drank booze every day. Crying. Looked like homeles in a one riom flat collecting bottles to buy food.

now i am engaged. Work 9 hours a day. Calling a house my own...its crazy. Sometimes i think i killed myself back in the dark days and this is like an afterlife dream.

>>38211640
at least you have a chance to make them. living rural is literally like wasting your life away... even homeless people would rather live in the city streets then book it to a rural town

Im 25 virgin. At work trying to understand how to use microsoft access databases and queries. Why am I so dumb. It seems like everything I try and understand is clouded in my head. Like Im trying to logic my way through problems but there is just a mist wall I cant break. I dont even care about women anymore, I just want to be smart, but my attention span is so low, I cant stop thinking about videogames Ill play when I get home etc etc. Fuck.

>>38212171
This may be retarded advice but you need to hack your brain into working the way you want.

I.e. find something, like learning italian. Make that the "thing" you try and do. Procrastinate from learning Italian by doing all the other stuff you want to do.

If you're sitting there, thinking "no, I have to learn italian, i can work out visual basic when I get home" then you're probably going to learn a ridiculous amount.

>>38204182
I have a job that pays around that much and still have a year to graduate. It's not a dumb question. Pretty common actually

>>38212974
>drag balls over hot coals for a raise
>credibly threaten to quit for 150k
>get less than 105k
>don't leave even though I should
it hurts, anon

>>38205309
>They think I'm some creep
I actually sympathized with you there for a moment till you brought up the stealing qt stuff and masturbating

>>38211436
Hey anon, I have it all, tell me how I make the server and everything.

>>38213028

Check this:
https://wiki.multitheftauto.com/wiki/Server_Manual

>>38213427
have you play before??

I'm playing in some server.

>>38193459
You don't.
If you don't have a solid core of friends that you can share everything with until 20 you're fucked for life.

>>38213427
The server is made, the name is 25+ but I don't see it in the server list.

I have created a thread to all who wantsto play. Come here >>>/v/383157898

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>>38191524
It's ridiculous. Still 29, and still working minimum. For almost a year every single month was a vicious circle of me quitting WoW in an attempt to study more, learn a language, have a whirl at mastering a useful skill and failing miserably. Weeks 1-2: yeah, I can do it. Weeks 3-4: fuck it, back to WoW.

Fuck that shit, I'm going to keep playing and working shitty jobs till I die. I'll be way happier this way than forcing myself to believe that "self-betterment is crucial for all human beings". Not everybody can be a winner, and I most definitely am not cut out for that.

So you could say I'm just happy with coming to terms with myself after a long and pointless struggle.