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>tfw sit inside and pretend I'm in a bunker in a post-apocalyptic warzone

>>38162526
>have been cranking my amp to 10 playing Zeppelin riffs for the last 7 hours high on amphetamines as a prefuck you for the fire works
Before that I masturbated for 3 hours

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I'm all alone, dark with some music playing, might as well sleep here in a bit.

>>38162683
We're all alone here dude.
We all
Know that feel

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>>38162526
>Crush is with bf right now watching the fireworks go off
You know, sometimes it's not even the fact that I can't do that with her. It's the fact that I can't do that with anyone.
>Even if they break up, she'll always remember that "Hey remember that 4th of July when we watched fireworks together by the sea"
Never in my single life have I had that power. To create in someone else a moment so unforgettable that it becomes eternal, something that lingers in their memories forever. I don't know how that feels like. I don't know how it feels to create a such an instant in time, in the mind of somebody that is so valuable, so precious, that no matter what happens for the rest of their lives, they'll never forget that moment.

Why can't I skip to the part when I die alone anyways? The end is clear, and this overthinking is poisonous. And yes I'm a sensitive faget I hate that as well but can't change it much

>>38162752
Ask her about how it went. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not next week but do ask.

Don't make it obvious. Don't make it creepy. Just do a one liner about how your 4th was and ask her about her's. Don't ask about her boyfriend don't ask about the beach. Ask about how she liked it.

Maybe it wasn't a good memory. Maybe it was average.

what the fuck time do fireworks end

>>38162752
Fuck dude. This...

>>38162752
Get some beer dude

Legally or not. You need it

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>>38162719
Wish you for the better anon, really I do.
Being alone is what we're use to, doesn't make any easier for us though.
>>38162752
>Never in my single life have I had that power. To create in someone else a moment so unforgettable that it becomes eternal, something that lingers in their memories forever. I don't know how that feels like.
Same anon, same...

I got kicked out of a party at my University by freshmen as a Junior and thought about killing myself at 11:59. Drunk AS FUCK!

>>38162873
Already ended desu
25 minutes after starting. Poorfag in rich city

Fucking goobermint cheats out on fireworks

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>>38162752
>Why can't I skip to the part when I die alone anyways? The end is clear, and this overthinking is poisonous.
damn dude

>>38162526
H E L L O D A R K N E S S M Y O L D F R I E N D original comment you fucking spastic captcha

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>>38162526
Does anyone feel comfy?

We can get through it, let's post all our comfy images.

This one is an old castle in Germany, It was once part of the Hansa

>>38162526
I fucking hate jingoism, my dudes.

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>sitting alone here actually trying to learn something
>reading is always really painful, but it's even harder with these goddamn loud fireworks
>recently receive a text from a friend asking to hang out
>plsleavemealone.png

why is there no clear-interrupts instruction (for life)?
It's so difficult to learn anything when there's always someone or something requiring me to stop what I'm doing, and come back later. I can't just come back later though, as I usually don't have enough energy to force myself to learn by that point.

I want everything to go away

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>>38163320
I'll share this one, then I'm off to bed, well after the feels go away that is.

Night anons, hope you guys have some good rest.

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>>38163423
Work deep into the night. Put some comfy music on (if you're ok with that) and study and read until 3 am.

Works for me. Normally the night is quiet, peaceful, and cold. Mirroring my heart. Now's a rare exception

>>38162526
>decide to try to get in the spirit a little bit for the 4th
>go in garage and dig around and find some old bottle rockets
>light them on by one in my yard by myself
>eventually just mindlessly lighting them while thinking about 4th of July as a kid when I had so much fun with family and friends
>one last feeble pop
>get up to go back inside and notice that I burned a hole in my favorite shirt
I don't even know why I tried I knew it was stupid and I did it anyway.

I went to see fireworks with my family. I was enjoying it but then some highschool normies came by with their girlfriends and stood near me. I hate normies so much.

>>38162526
I'm actually depressed af that I'm not out doing something like normal people. I can't wait for the night to be over.

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>>38162752
A beautiful insight, anon