On the nature of study groups

>>38139557
Contd.

>Now onto personalities, latino nerd is, well a nerd, but being from a latino background, seems less like one in how he talks and dresses, you wouldn't even know it if he didnt wear glasses. Fa/tg/uy is well quite big, as well as an interesting hobbyist and amateur game developer, he is charismatic and he worked previously in an office job, till the company he worked for shut down, he is now pursuing an education to get a new career, sunglasses dude is the cool guy of our group, seems the most robot somehow, he admitted to me he dresses cool, for the sake of looking cool, hasn't told me if he has a gf yet, so we'll see if he's robot or not. asian stacy has admiited to being adhd, has a bubbly personality, slightly airheaded, but hardworking so far. And as for my personality, we can safely say it's shit, as are most of the people here. Anyways today we got into an unfocused bit of smalltalk. The stacy brought up the topic of the group's formation and assumed everybody knew eachother before it was even formed, a previous session had made her realize that I was the one who formed the group. More info came out today, making her realize I actually knew no one prior to the group and had to recruit. When she found this out, she proclaimed I was the confident leader of the group due to being able to approach random people, and getting organized into a group. Before I could shoot down that kind of idea, the group had already agreed with it. I sighed, and just started to work again knowing how shit I was, how shy I was. Latino nerd said he started talking and contributing ideas to our group, in part because of how confident I looked somewhat. Even though that was more just me trying to contribute in order for there to be a culture of helping each other within the study group rather than it just devolving into a shitfest of just sharing answers instead of trying to teach.

>>38139577
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>Anybody ever run into the problem of people putting you on a pedestal? Making you seem like you're more than you know you are. I tried to plant in their heads that they could be better than me, and that the group was made to do that, but seemed to be set in thinking I was smarter then them, even though I was the shy, self hating, and underachieving, straight-F, loser back in my elementary and highschool days. The only thing that changed was my realizing I couldnt dwell on and try to fix my shitty experiences, and childhood. Realizing I had to progress or die unhappy and alone. I dont know, I feel different now that's sure.

Learn to greentext original faggot

>>38139704
This lmfao . Literally rofling right now xD. Not even going to read OPs posts

>>38139557
1. Stop being a faggot
2. Stop being insecure
3. Get to know the people in the group
4. Be honest or you will hate yourself
>Learn
>How
>To
>Greentext

t. sunglasses

>>38139557
>>38141010
You are climbing up to that normal life and people will recognize your efforts. Try not to be hindered by your failures/paranoia or lessen yourself to accommodate others. Being acknowledged/accepted is different from praise. I don't know why I'm typing this but I was in a similar situation and the hesitation lead to the group and imo the opportunity of a lifetime to fade a way. DONT BE A ROBOT YOU CONFIDENT FUCK