Let's have a depression wave thread
bumping cause I love this kind of aesthetic
>>38104906
Maybe you are a whiny faggot hows bout that?
>>38105583
/threadfsghot lol Hagen
I don't have anything to contribute, but this is great
Just plop the yellow man from google maps onto a random part of eastern europe.
feelsverybaddman
>>38105737
not a bad idea at all
>>38105847
Know the feeling anon, makes you feel empty inside. 0/10 would not recommend.
>>38105737
alright I tried it, most of eastern europe looks surprisingly good
>>38105847
iktf.
>Used to be obese
>Unhappy
>Thought fatness was the cause
>Got shit together
>Fully recovered from fatness
>Still feel empty inside
>>38105927
found some good stuff, now i wanna go there
I can't remember the last time I was happy, brobots. Help me.
>>38107110
Can any of us?
>>38105962
You treated a consequence, but not the cause of the problem. It's more common than you'd think.
Every time I feel like working out, getting a fit body, a nosejob, trying to fight the baldness away... I remember that I'd still be just as miserable with or without those things. Than I give up.
crippled feelings
>>38107245
I suppose not. The ride never ends for us, we'll never fit in anywhere exempt from this board.
For what I have done
And have failed to do
I am sorry
I'll contribute some of the stuff I have.
who /just waiting to die/
embrace the cold
Any good /lit/ with these feels?
What's the point in caring when everything is on a downward spiral to hell?
The waves are strong
When did your life begin to go wrong?
>>38105737
Shiiiieeeeet
It's like some dystopian post-apocalyptic world.
How many years of your fucking life have you wasted, sitting infront of a glowing screen clicking and pushing buttons to complete meaningless games, browse porn because you have no one and shitposting on a depression selfhelp forum?
System update needed
You drink too much, you dont smile enough and you spend too much time alone.
>>38107782
That's how 99% of eastern european villages look like. I used to live in one for 3 months a year during summer when I was a kid. It was pretty chill but desolate at the same time. Some things never change.
Having those bad thoughts again anon? Just go to sleep, you will feel better in the morning.
>>38104906
I don't know what that's an image of, but does anyone have source?
it looks like a video
>>38107110
Does he have... four mustaches?
You are stuck inside your head, you will never be able to get out.
when will i get a break from this living nightmare
You are in love with someone who has forgotten all about you.
>Crying room AKA R9K
lonely and robotic
Concentrate really hard, think back to when you were very young.
>>38107943
I'm in love with someone who doesn't exist...and even if she did I doubt she would give me the time of day.
>>38108011
Me too anon. How can anyone else ever be enough?
>>38107559
What would be the source for this?
Some people are meant to be unloved.
>>38107894
Looks like a single pic of a rundown residential building from soviet area, with filters. The quote is from aldous huxley.
premium sad aesthetics from the world wide web
How in the hell did we get so fucking lost?
>>38107907
THERE ARE NO MEANS OF ESCAPING THIS WORLD
IT PENETRATES EVEN INTO YOUR SLEEP
I've been in a constant state of anxiety since 8th grade.
all alone
original original
Gandalf feels
Anyone got a source four this T shirt ?
Worst of all, we dont always understand or even remember the events that made us the way we are, how can we even begin to heal without knowing exactly why we are broken.
Sometimes we think we do and spend years barking up the wrong tree only to discover how wrong we were.
Sad kid in the 90s vibes
The box that sucks the colour out of the world, takes the zest out of your thoughts and the gleam out of your eye.
>>38104906
I'm so tired but even if I sleep it never goes away
Who else knows this feel, original
>mood
OrIginal
>>38104906
I have so many of these.
>>38108431
I do. I don't like anything anymore. I don't even like drinking or jerking off. I think I'm losing it.
>>38108358
dunno why but out of all the things in this thread this resonated the most with me
>>38107804
Too many, friend
>>38108461
please dump them, I like them a lot I don't have that many
>>38108054
Denpa-teki na Kanojo, if I remember the title correctly.
>>38108477
I don't think that I'm going to make it, guys.
I far too close to the edge, and I don't know how to get away from it.
It resonated with me a lot too, thats why I chose that one. I had a very serious computer addiction when I was a child, it broke my mothers heart to see her kid waste away their youth sitting infront of a glowing screen. I was very aware of the hurt that I caused her, whats more is that I really did want to stop playing computer games and actually go play outside like a normal kid, I imagined smashing the computer, or not having one and it filled me with happiness, but I did not have what it took to stop so I continued to be glued to a screen until I grew up.
My parents just wanted a normal happy kid but I couldnt be that for them.
>>38108534
I don't want to live like this anymore, and I don't really want to change anything either. I'm missing something that I don't know how to get or where to look for, and all the other options seem to be for other's sake and not my own.
>>38108558
>>38108477
Sorry I forgot to tag you, this is my reply linked
>>38105962
Young n0thing was cute af
How many of us could actually function in an adult relationship at this point, with no problems caused by years of isolation or autism?
>>38108011
i would prefer if this feel went unfelt.
>>38108558
I know how you feel anon. Goddamn, you made me feel things.
>>38104906
https://soundcloud.com/sound-wrongboy/rose-gold-ft-sbthemoor-kind-prod-bioquery?in=sound-wrongboy/sets/smoke-signals thread theme
>>38107998
Lmao that's a fucking Young Adult quotation.
This thread is garbage. Real depression is in /lit/
Before you know it, you will be old and you will wonder where all the time went.
>>38107943
Just text them
https://youtu.be/iqKxjDTE9dM
Why dont you give your dad a call? I bet he misses you.
>>38108499
Here's some of them.
I can't just give away them all, then I'd have nothing original.
https://mega.nz/#F!bd8RkCQQ!Hl4paeOKQ2YEe-_l_NPn9As
I think I've ascended with my sadness to the point in which my classmates ask me "Why do you look so sad" even when I am happy by my standards.
I got a new anal wart. This time inside my butthole. I had 2. Now I have 3.
Every time I think my body can't get any worse, kaboom, it gets worse. It's amazing. I've got so little from the gene pool game.
>>38108750
can't, he's dead.
>>38108702
Dont have their number and they were only my therapist senpaipls no judge or bully
>>38108781
Im sorry to hear that anon
original posting
>>38108011
Imagine you dream again and again of a girl that you will meet once you move into the college dorm because she happened to be right in the room next to yours. You forget about your little fantasy because it's plain silly and just want to be normal. And then you get there. You're tired from traveling and you keep repeating to yourself that you must not fuck up meeting the others. You seem to be earlier than most. You head towards your room and pass an open door. The cutest thing you've ever seen stands there with her luggage waiting for the others to come. She greets you with the sweetest smile, tells you her name with a voice you will never forget, but your mind just shuts it out and don't hear it - it's just a blur. You manage to blurt out your name and show her your room number. "Oh, you're right next to mine". You don't really hear that either. "I guess it's just us for now.". You give an autistic nod and open your door, then let it shut behind you. You then disappear for the rest of the year, that greeting, those words, the door closing, coming in your mind again and again. Because she was too good to be true. And your dream is just that, a dream, that you are too afraid to face because you are not worthy of her. You are just an inconvenience, an autist she is forced to be around from time to time because of fate. You had faith in fate and you saw what it can bring. You don't deserve it. You were born to not deserve it. She's real somewhere. Fate will tease you at some point but remember that it's not how things are meant to become. What it really wants from you is being away from it all. Because you will never deserve any of it.
>>38108825
thanks
I need to sleep guys, talk to Y'all tomorrow. G'night fellas.
>>38108870
Goodnight anon
ORIGINAL POST
FUCK THE FUCKING ROBOT I JUST WANT TO SAY GOODNIGHT TO SOMEONE
The slav has saved me many times
A happy day.
>>38108273
Fuck man dont do this to me
>>38105737
looks good man, i wish i was there
>>38108982
"I cried, actually. I cried. Then I said out loud, 'This is not why I became an actor'. Unfortunately the microphone was on and the whole studio heard."
>>38109082
This is why I only reread the books even the original lotr films are pretty terrible in comparison
>>38107943
its true
I called her a few weeks ago after no talking for almost 9 months
I asked her if she was thinking of my because I couldn't stop thinking of her
she said I don't cross her mind
she was my everything
I put my heart and soul into loving her with every ounce I had so she would stay
only to realize that I should have put that into my life purpose or finding that purpose deeper thereof, and she would have loved me for it
instead
I chose to love her
What's everyone up to? I am eating cereals without milk.
>>38108069
I'd say japan. We're not big into ac.
i'm in love with the person that she once was
and now here i am, knowing that i'll never experience love again because i can't let go of the one thing that kept me going, she herself murdered it.
to know that i'll never touch her, never kiss her lips, never see that same beautiful smile is soul crushing. and yet here i stand, waiting for a gimple of hope, something that teels me "she's still the same person, she just forgot"
i'm getting tired of waiting
funny, she was the first and the last, since we were kids i'd always say that i'd protect her no matter what, something always told me i needed her.
remembering us together, i was unstopable as long as i had her, as long as i could be her shield, as long as i could hear her voice i was happy.
and now to see that that little piece of heaven is completly dead, buried under her new self hurts so much, and it hurts even more to know that i can't do anything.
this is worse than anything i've ever felt r9k
help
>>38109233
listening to philip glass on spotify while posting on a sadboard while directly outside of my back porch in my apartment there are happy people doing some sort of drunk mating ritual socializing in the pool with beers
I don't want to go out there because I'm too self conscious about my body to take my shirt off and they seem to know each other already
I wish I had friends
>>38109233
Having some toast and jam with some tea, listening to a last podcast of the left about reincarnation. Your cereal sounds depressing
>>38108133
YOU ARE CAUGHT IN YOUR OWN DREAMING
WHERE THERE IS NO SPACE
>>38109291
who was she before and who is she now
is she a basic instragram bar s l u t now?
>>38107638
Doctor Glas
>>38109303
That sounds depressing, its not nice to be alone when you see others having fun. Can you take a sneaky photo for us anon, so we can check out the vibes
>>38104906
it's you, op, who is hell.
Trust me.
>>38109347
will post this is fun now
>>38104906
here is some real depression wave
>>38109326
yes
it hurts so much to see the only one that gave my life meaning turn into just another one of them
i've tried so many times to drown these feelings with alcohol and other girls but every single one of them has the same problem:
they'll never be her
Heya anons, why are people hideous to me? I try so hard to feel attraction and have tried to form romantic relationships before, but all my words of love are empty and I can't muster the energy to stop lying. I'm lying so hard to myself right now, I want to believe that there is someone out there I can coexist with. I think i've lost something anons, i'm sure I put it in a safe place, but who am I keeping it safe from?
this was from the gf thread earlier today
>>38109523
You put something of you in a safe place to protect it from something and now you cant feel love? What happened, were you abused?
>>38109537
>robot
>not being an antinatalist
Pick only one.
>>38109558
Nah boi, that would be a convenient excuse though. I'm just a bit lost
this is to pictures what emo is to music
>>38109439
as men our life meaning needs to come from our higher purpose, what we can give to the world.
If our purpose is a woman, it signifies a weak man. If our purpose as men is our higher cause and goals, we allow our woman to relax into their divine feminine essence in love and emotion while we as men can uphold our masculine energy of high levels of consciousness. when we unite with the woman in lovemaking, we can indulge in the emotion and passion and love that the female brings to the table, this way the cosmic forces of duality are in their relaxed and natural states. The problem that many men face is that, in a situation where they find themselves bored and lonely, not focusing on their cause and goals / purpose, they end up emasculating themselves by indulging in feminine things like booze and porn and drugs and sadfriends that therefore enable our unhealthy system of existence. When we focus on masculine conscious energy, like when we are hard at work at a greater purpose that helps the world in some way, we are showing that we are true to ourselves, and if we are true to ourselves, then a woman can trust us to be true to her, therefore she can allow herself to fall in love, and be, love.
I am not a robot
I am a
h u m a n
b e i n g
>>38109233
Just sorted out some wiring and mechanics on my joystick. Should be back flight siming again next week.
>>38108527
Thank you very originally much.
This feel is in and around me
First time I read this I cried myself to sleep shortly after.It was something that really hit me cause I could relate and everything it described was more or less my every day life for the past 3 years...Not feeling alive,just breathing
thred ded
ded thred
>>38107943
yes, and they'll never feel the same way again
I miss my planet...
Stay with me
The world is dark and wild
So remain blissfully unaware
My child
>>38107943
Yeeep. Reeling from the fact that an almost two year relationship was destroyed in a matter of three days is surreal. This sweet girl who had the brightest smile and who would look at me with eyes so full of love and want that made me feel so needed could hate me and want me to die a painful death is incredibly surreal. It feels fake. On one hand I'm working on my self, my studies, and my art focusing on my success. On the other thinking about all the memories we had and the times we shared just having a grand old time it makes my heart have this strange feeling. The thing that makes me feel like my heart is gonna pop is when I think about how I will never see those loving eyes and how they will be for someone else. I don't think I can get over someone like her.
I'm prepared to die alone.
>>38107998
That's never been the case for me, aside from when I was an infant. My parents divorced when I was 5, my dad killed himself when I was 7, and I was bullied throughout my childhood, and I've had very few friends in my life.
>>38111289
Omit the second and.
>>38111297
Replace the comma before it with a semicolon.
>>38109317
AND ARE HELD FOREVER WHERE THERE IS NO TIME
YOU CAN DO NOTHING YOU AREN'T TOLD TO DO
THERE IS NO ESCAPE FROM THIS DREAM
THAT WAS NEVER YOURS
THE VERY WORDS YOU SPEAK ARE ONLY ITS VERY WORDS
AND YOU TALK LIKE A TRAITOR
UNDER ITS INCESSANT TORTURE
>>38110048
My friend wrote that on a wall and killed himself about 2 weeks later.