is now open for at least 2 hours
come, order some beverage, bitch about girls and life
Jukebox is now playing:
>>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLhN__oEHaw
>>38082210
I'll take the usual, extra dry martini.
I started talking to this girl; however the inevitable boredom supersedes my enjoyment with her at this point. I think I don't really care about relationships at this point and would rather go for a Chad approach. Alexythymia truly is weird in deep relationships.
>>38082403
strange is the world we live in
some would give both their arms to ever get with the girl, being bored with one is unthinkable for those poor sods
>>38082210
Whine with scoops mixed in. Failed warm up rep this morning
>>38082510
sorry pal, I do not get your order, because whining with scoops mixed is domain of media talking about certain president
I'll give you wine with ice scoops though, sorry for inconvinience
and how did you failed that warm up? You twisted your ankle or something?
An old fashioned.
The love of my life became a crack monkey, almost overnight. I don't want to say it's as if they died, because that may happen soon enough ... but I can't save them.
whiskey ginger ale.
my best friend and I are talking to the same chick. she likes me, but I can't go out with her because my friend means too much to me.
Vodka and club please.
She tried to talk to me again, said she missed me. Then i found out she already has another boyfriend and I told her I didn't love her anymore because of it and she got upset. Why did she hurt me so much?
I'll have some mead. I'm starting a full time job monday, working 6 days a week... I'm too depressed for that, i will commit an hero as soon as I move out of my parents house. No chances of me surviving this world
>>38082694
you cannot save people from themselves anon
no one can but them
>>38082703
go with her
your happiness>his happiness
forever and always, this is how the world works
>>38082703
left order at a bar, sorry
>>38082210
I'll have Crown Royal and Dr. Pepper, on the rocks, in the largest glass you've got.
Also, I have a humble request for the jukebox.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3yhy9xTMbk
>>38082739
>Why did she hurt me so much?
people hurt each other anon
there is no reason but our humanity
>>38082787
oh for fucks sake
you got to work to have money to buy real life mead, don't you?
what is source of your depression?
>>38082839
we're out of Dr. Pepper for now
>>38082210
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cqk5of8LgLE
This song to make you feel a bit better guys :)
>>38082455
To those who would give anything for a relationship are those who have an idealistic version of it. Once a person has become jaded to a certain degree and realize that relationships are not an ends but an inconsistent means of passing time, only then will the idea of relationships become trivial like everything else on this planet.
But of course, it does help pass time well if it's with someone decent, but that's winning the lottery. Then again, moderated drug usage passes time pretty well too.
>>38082839
oh shit I found Dr Pepper
>>38082911
Time for shots then. Thanks m8
>>38082931
>drug usage
I prefer controlled alcoholism, but whatever floats your boat
right now I'm drinking 40% spirit that marinated itself in pine shoots for 1 month
tastes bitter, like my feelings right now
I passed my phase of giving anything for relationship, and right now I do not even care that much outside of social occasions when I need pair
>>38082932
Thanks a ton for digging up the Dr. Pepper. Do a shot with me man
>>38082821
but if I'm honest, i probably care about his happiness more. anyway, im too beta to ask her out without being really drunk or really high and id probably fuck it up.
>>38083102
>Do a shot with me man
ok, but only this once
>>38083140
valuing someone else interests over your own will fuck you up sooner than later
Dry Manhattan please.
It's been a rough week for me. I hooked up with my best friend last week. Multiple times. We're both confused now and agreed to spend some time apart. We've still called and texted a bit this week. It's 4am and I can't sleep.
I don't want my best friendship to end. I'll call her and ask her to hang out on Monday, I know she has nothing on. If she rejects I'll know she either wants more space or wants to move on.
I can't say I really regret it, but at the same time I wonder if we would've stayed best friends had we not done it.
Either way, it won't be the last time I see her. I still have her panties and she has my underwear at her place. She also has some of my stuff.
Just anxious because I don't know what she's thinking.
She said, "I still want to keep you as a friend, I enjoy hanging out with you." and she also said, "I feel like that put an expiry date on our friendship."
We hugged and said goodbye to each other the last time we met. I don't know how things are gonna be, I've been stressing about it.
>>38083301
coming right up
it will be ok anon
one way or the other, you will have very happy memories of your times together
>>38082210
Do you have any ice tea, its my favourite drink
got any milk?
>>38083431
I have many things in this bar
here you go
>>38082210
give me a gin tonic
I'll have to work tomorrow and I really feel exhausted and can't go on anymore. I've talked to an psychologist on thursday and but I don't think it will change anything.
just found out I served drinks anonymously for a while
>>38083451
sure thing
>>38083431
Recently drank Arizona iced tea for the First time. The southern tea was pretty good , but the black and white mixed one with ginseng and honey wasn't so good.
>>38083372
Thanks, there was a saying I remember:
"I wouldn't feel so bad about it if it hadn't been so good."
or something to that effect.
Should I call her and ask her to hang out? We both suggested that we spend time apart, the last time I saw her was Tuesday last week. I'll see her again Wednesday this week but I don't know if I can leave it that long.
And it won't be the same. I want to hang out with her privately.
I'm also wondering if when we meet I should a) play it cool and fun like nothing happened and it's behind us, which she suggested the first time it happened or b) try to have an honest talk about it with her
I'm leaning towards a) atm
>>38083475
I do not believe in psychology
vodka solves problems way easier
give me an old fashioned and convince me not to kill myself
>>38083496
Try lemon ice tea, it's probably the best
>>38083496
The Southern style tea is disgustingly sweet, but I think Southern Style is always too sweet. The Arnold Palmer Arizonas are the best
>>38083520
if you kill yourself there won't be any more old fashioneds
>>38083501
I got no idea pal, seriously
I believe you should call her, but frankly, I had never been in situation that is even comparable to yours
also, honesty is always good
>>38083503
true that.
Ive been drinking since this year almost every week and I think it at least releases some pain. Alcohol is the best drug out there
Get me a Sea Breeze please, bartender.
Well, just another weekend. Mom joked about never having grandkids from me but I know it hurts her. I feel left out in this family, mainly because they're all chads and stacies and I was the oddball out.
Fucking hate life, man.
>>38083602
have you considered marrying some landwhale just to marry anybody?
>>38083544
>>38083548
Want to know something funny?
Here in Italy Arizonas cost 3,50 euros per can, and the 99 cents ticket is still on it.
>>38083496
Raspberry is the best, peach and lemon are great too
>>38083572
your advice has always been solid, from the times I've been here, so I'll call her.
she went out with one of her students (she gives tuition) last night,just platonic, long story but he won a prize ticket for a fancy restaurant and had to take one of the teachers so he chose her (of course, she's cute and fun)
she told me she was gonna buy some nice shoes for it when she called me yesterday (she only has sneakers). I didn't think seeing her pictures having fun would make me feel bad though.
I had chances to hang out with friends this weekend too but I turned them down because I was thinking of her, and I'm scared I'm catching feels because I don't want that to happen.
fuck me, I'm getting a drink in real life. don't have the ingredients for a manhattan, maybe some hibiki on the rocks. It's nearly 5. just fuck me. thanks for listening to my bullshit.
>>38083709
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUc3wpDRiXM
>>38083658
I guess I should rephrase what I said. I've accepted I will die alone, it's inevitable. Just when relatives bring it up does it hurt, and because of this I've been neglecting them. Tried talking to them about my situation but they can't grasp it, they always say to me to have faith and hang on even though they've had partners since they were 12...
>>38083782
call her when you are sober
drunk calls ruin relationships
>>38083815
>it's inevitable
nothing is inevitable anon
only death and taxes break that rule
>>38083849
she might call me again, we'll see how it goes. if I don't get a call by around 430 and I'm done working out and doing chores I'll call her.
There's been a creeping thought to just end the relationship since she isn't worth all this stress.
I might end up sleeping in since it's five and I am not even vaguely tired.
I'll have a Hibiki to match what I'm having in real life, if you don't mind.
>>38082603
Grip slipped and turned skullcrushers into the literal thing
>>38083998
if it is not stressful you are doing it wrong anon
>>38083808
Yeah you know in vaporwave groups you americans are always complaining about that 50 more cents , I wouldn't even care as they cost so much here.
>>38082210
Kentucky mule please.
I keep switching between utter nihilism, doing almost nothing until sleep, and being filled with optimism and energy and working as if I'm already successful at my dream career and a millionaire off it too.
Wish I could be more consistent, this back and forth swinging is tiring and means every time I fix my sleep schedule a bit it gets ruined a few days later.
I love this thread. I'd love to have this more in the board, barman old open more threads
>>38084632
such is the life ot bipolar man
>>38084632
I also get this back and forth of emotions during the day :/
>>38084632
forgot your order, sorry
>>38084748
thanks, I will open from time to time in next two or three months
Frogs and Feels is seasonal thing
>>38084323
I'm nicely toasted now, switched to my friend Jack because I'm no longer tasting the whiskey.
Just wanted to say thanks for the Frogs and Feels tavern. Somehow it's been there when I need it the most.
A little stress is good but I'm gonna forget her for now, I've been listening to jazz and some favourite tunes and I'm in a good place right now.
I'm comforted by the knowledge that life will go on regardless in its own way, and we had a good thing while it lasted, and its still lasting for now.
Gonna drop a coin in the old jukebox:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jvXywhJpOKs