tfw I will never be happy in my life, never become a normie or create anything of value and always be a lonely weirdo.
Can somebody help me somehow?
Nope lol. Im in the same boat and even a therapist doesn't help. Doctor doesn't care.
My life is fucked. I wish I had a way to guarantee my death by suicide.
you don't need to make anything of value to other people just make things you like
>>38079254
Hanging yourself pretty much guarantees you death if you do it correctly but it's just nasty.
I'm still too big of a pussy for a suicide.
>>38079378
I was considering drowning. I'm moving to coastal scotland soon and I think if I just went far north and walked into the ocean, swim as far as possible, then when I just can't swim anymore i'd dive and breath in water
I like swimming and I think it would be a good way to die because it isn't violent.
>>38079475
It's terrible way to die actually
Just imagine choking with water and can't taking breath.
I would like to die in some distant place far from other people, where no one could find my body.
>>38079607
and how are you going to die? Wait for a cougar to rip your neck apart?
I'm not sure if i'd even try using a gun. Just because of the chance of surviving with extreme brain injuries.
>>38079188
You don't have to be a normie to create something of value.
>>38079631
by hanging most definitely
It would be nice to stay in a forest couple of days and contemplate before i would kms.
>>38079703
I know but I'm too depressed to do something constructive with my time.
I can't find joy with anything
>>38079729
Tell me your story. How did you end up this way?
>>38079188
I know that feel. Lets seek for help together.
>>38079764
I've been like that throughout most of my life
>get born in a shitty dysfunctional family
>have problem with human contact since the early age
>get bullied at high school
>become neet and have no human contact outside of 4chan
>year by year become more and more asocial
It's slippery slope, and I'm probably beyond saving at this point
>>38079795
I wish you good Anon, be strong and try to improve.
>>38079188
Use Tulpamancy to alter your impulses until you become addicted to positive habits.
>>38079188
Tell me, anonsIs your nose constantly plugged up? If you looked up your nose right now, do you just see a massive blockage?This is a serious question btw. Sleep apena is a serious condition.
>>38080124
So basically I should made myself an imaginary friend and talk to myself in order to feel better?
So why should it matter if your not a normie OP? Eventually were all going to die so it's not like being normal or weird will make a difference.
Just find something you enjoy and do it till you can't do it anymore rinse and repeat until your dead