i hope everyone is having a terrific time tonight!
End my suffering
Your comment was not original because fuck you.
>>38072316
You are now looking at the picture of banana split. You are now feeling better.
Upvote, comment, rate
>>38072390
it isn't all bad, chief! we all got unique troubles with unique solutions! you just gotta trust yourself to find the only answer that works for you!
>>38072316
You too my anonymous friend
MY LIVER IS DYING FROM ALCOHOL ABUSE FUCK THIS BUT I CANT STOP BECAUSE ITS THE ONLY SATISFACTION IN MY LIFE
Watched some South Park episodes, ate a sub (really good), now just here browsing til' I sleep.
>>38072655
I want a sub. What kind of pizza did you get?
>>38072619
I did. I turned my life around but im still depressed and want to die. Why cant it stop.
>>38072898
It was a pizza sub (meat lovers), a nice cheat meal for once. First time being there too.
>>38072941
Damn that sounds nice. Was it comfy?
>>38072918
Have you sought professional help?
>>38072968
It was kinda hot in there, had fans on, felt decent. The people were nice, food was prepped well. Really had a good time. Tomorrow I'm hitting up a bar for some drinks, looking forward to it.
>>38073030
Im glad you liked it anon. Hope you have a restful sleep and a fun time drinking!
How was your day so far?
>>38073017
I havent. Should I? It feels scary to open up to some random person.
>>38073068
Thanks, drinking makes me happy for no apparent reason and forget the bad for moment while it lasts, I like that.
It's 2 a.m. here. Still hanging around, overall it was a good day, a rarity. Gonna get out in the morning or day for a good exercise. How about you, how was yours?
>>38073089
It is scary, but you can't let this rot in your mind destroy you. If you've really turned things around for yourself and your depression hasn't gotten any better then it's clearly something much more deeply ingrained, something that isn't necessarily conditional, and that's really fucking dangerous. You can't let yourself get piloted by a disease like that, trust me.
>>38073156
That sounds nice. I hope you have more!
It was good! I was just relaxing listening to music and got a workout in so now im just browsing r9k and watching youtube vids.
Rest well anon!
>>38073178
I dont know... ill think about it anon. I thought it was normal to have these thoughts.
>>38073253
Good, good. Keep at it with working out as well!
Have an enjoyable rest of the night.
Talk to you if you're around when I post.
Night, friend.
suspended from work, gonna be fired soon, gonna lose my apartment soon, small panic attack over it, its all ogre this month for me
>>38072918
Look up Vitamin B Deficiency, seriously
>>38073320
It's normal to be sad and unsatisfied sometimes. It's not normal to be consistently and utterly hopeless and suicidal when you can't rationally understand why, when you feel like your life is, from an objective standpoint, not bad enough to warrant these thoughts. I'm not going to act like I know you or that I know the specific situation that you're in, but I know at least a variation on the feelings that you've expressed and the normalcy that it contrasts with.
You can also probably take solace in the fact that a therapist didn't become a mental health professional so they can judge random people and be a callous asshole. They're in their field because they WANT to help you. You're not the first or the last fucked up person that they're going to deal with. You're not opening yourself up to a person whose point of reference is only normal and healthy people, who isn't going to understand what you're going through because they've never encountered someone with your mindset before. This is a person who is trained and equipped to encounter people who aren't healthy, and more than that, they're experienced in these encounters.
>>38072316
Joke on you I'm from Asia so it's morning over here
>>38073352
Good night man. I will!
>>38073476
Say which country so we can mock you specifically based on your answer.
Hell yeah, my day was pretty fucking terrific. I was promoted to manager today after around a year of tedious kissing ass, and scratched a lotto ticket while at the gas station that was worth 50 bucks. Life is going along pretty great right now.
>>38073459
ill go ahead and look into it. Thanks for the info.
>>38073579
Proud of you anon! That must feel great. Keep that shit up.