Do you ever look back at who you were a few years ago and cringe?

>>38054064
Nah I miss who I was, now I'm just morbidly depressed, jaded, cynical and fucking soulless.

Oh Annd

>blowing Xanax
>beating my meat to zoo porn
>self harming
>not sleeping EVER
>out of a job
>crashed my car again
>alcoholic

21 now I miss being 18 having a soul and good friends. All I want is to feel again, why is that so hard to ask

When I was 13, remember thinking that I was a naive peace of shit at 12. When I was 15 I cringe at my 13 year old self, and now I cringe about my 15-16 year old self.

Will this happen forever? When I'm 40, will I cringe at who I was at 30?

No because you're implying things have gotten better

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>>38054064
Maybe i wasnt self aware but atleast i was happy.

>>38054064
Yes and no, sometimes I'm amazed at how little has changed
haha...

>>38054064
I turned down Stacy for awkward gay sex when I was 18.

I want to go back in time and bitch slap myself

>>38054064
Assuming that a few years ago means 3, I don't miss those days very much at all.

I was a complete lunatic and on whatever drugs I could get a hold of. There were days that I couldn't even lay down and listen to music, because shit was so fucking crazy all the time. I couldn't eat or sleep. I was completely alone safe a few junkie "friends" and would lock myself in my room so I wasn't able to hurt anyone but myself.

I might not have my life completely in order but it's a hell of a lot more enjoyable these days.

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>>38054064
i do that for myself in the present

>>38054064
Not really, I like who I was a few years ago better than who I am now.
I think I must have Stockholm syndrome because I miss being an addict.

>>38054064
The inverse...mostly...

>>38054312
Pro tip: snorting Xanax isn't that good because you just get high from the drip just take it orally m8 more effective that way

>>38054312
>>out of a job
then get one, and youll solve 98% of your problems.

>>38054319
Yes anon. The reason being is that you'll wish you had the knowledge of the present to assist you in the past,which would result in you not making the mistakes you made beforehand.

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I cringe at things I did yesterday and the day before, and before and so on because I fuck up constantly. It's ridiculous.

>>38054064
I cringe at me from about 6 months ago to about 4 years ago
before then I was a proper normie but i've fucked it good and proper, only now do I have the introspection to see

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I only sorta cringe at some things at age 17 and below. 31 now. And even so, I blame everyone else around me, not me.

>>38056145
Oh, actually, I was into low carb and paleo around age 25-26. That was pretty cringe worthy. I did some really extreme diets. Gave myself gout twice, was in denial. Ate gross shit. Preached to some other people about it.

>>38054064
No because im still cringe

>>38054064

I look at my past, present, and future and cringe.It's just a universal inevitability that I will kill myself, i'm just delaying it until mom dies or some of my limbs get amputated. Whatever comes first.

>>38056255
Aye, I feel the same. I've came to the conclusion that I'm probably somewhere on the spectrum. Everything I try to improve myself socially just fails.

>>38054064
every year
oregano

>>38054064
that implies I'm cringing at my current self.

I used to be really violent and psychopath when I was little.

>>38057413
Same. I was like a wild autistic animal as a child.