Shameful Faps?

>>38031526

>be in middleschool
>puberty hits and i'm horny all the time
>fap constantly, but it's not enough
>want a gf to help
>girls won't give me the time of day
>get really horny one day
>3 faps in a row doesn't stop my boner
>goes into the laundry room and steals my mom's dirty panties
>sniff them while jerking it
>cum with the force of a 1000 suns

That was the beginning of my incest fetish

>>38031755
>goes into the laundry room and steals my mom's dirty panties
>sniff them while jerking it
Fucking gross dude, literally throwing up.

bump, serious potential in this thread

In terms of cringe, ive occasionally had to resort to extrememy obscure fetishes. One of them was cumming on glasses

In terms of deviance, I once got off to scat, though I was wasted and it wasn't very graphic

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I took pictures of my mom's feet when she wasn't aware and jerked off to them

Not my proudest moment but I regret nothing and I'd do it again

>>38031755
n-nick?
org

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I don't know about you guys, but I feel shameful and guilty everytime I fap to my anime waifu

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I fap to this shit and similar things often
It's my fetish

I just masturbated to all my cute straight friends. Used to feel pretty guilty about it.

>>38031526
I fap to animal transformation porn at the beginning of each month when my go to site updates.

Probably getting off to soft vote, now that's degenerate in itself but it gets cringier. I had a few mods installed on Starbound, pretty typical weapon overhaul mod, a general kink mod and vorebound. The kink mod had an avian bound to a cross beam thing and I went a bit further by submerging to to the neck in honey to satiate a WAM fetish. After the fap I looked at my screen in disgust, a bunch of creatures eating eachother while making cringy statements and a pixilated bird in bondage.
At least I keep my shit relatively tame.

>>38034233
>general
*vore, fucking phone auto completes to vote

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>be me
>five years ago
>a bunch of people a my school started talking about an app called ifunny
>I get on it and start looking up shitty memes
>eventually people start following me
>I follow them back in hopes of them not unfollowing
>I look through my subscriptions tab - or whatever they call it - one day
>filled with furry porn
>I looked at the pictures a bit longer than I'd like to admit
>start fapping
>do this for two months before I realize that it was gfur
>try to go back to normal porn but it doesn't work
>ifunny got me hooked on gay furry porn
>my shame knows no bounds

Didnt have any wifi so I jacked it to a song, Trina Look back at it.
>I know how to fuck
>I know how to ride
>I can spin around and keep that dick still inside.

HOT!!

>>38031526
You have no fucking idea
>looking at incest captioned gifs
>mostly momcest
>get into it
>too into it
>more into it than I've ever gotten
>imagine myself raping my mom
>realize I really want to
>remember all the repressed abuse
It was even deeper than shame

Quick thread-relevant question: why do people find vore arousing? What excites them about the thought of being eaten alive? It's like they just ignore the part where you're painfully dissolved to death by stomach acid and wind up as a turd.

>>38034437
Vorarephile here, I find vore arousing because I like the idea of being helplessly eaten alive, digested (while masturbating furiously) and shitted (shat?) out. Whether I'll go through such an event in my life remains to be seen but one can always fantasize..

>>38031526
w-what's fuck her corpse? i'm scared to Google it

>fapped to a cartoon cow once
I dunno man

>>38034375
Interesting post, anonomyous

Anyone remember that Durex commercial with the balloon animals fucking? Yeah.

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I fapped to some gay shit earlier today.

Felt very disappointed in myself because I immediately wanted to be a top not a bottom and wanted it to be female I know.


Nofap unleashes my degeneracy. If I fap everyday I am straight, lol.

fapping to trannies mostly. i'm a chad with many friends and i sometimes feel very ashamed after jacking off to a tranny.

just the idea of dominating a cute guys petite ass is so hot

>>38031526
It is always about feet for me when I fap.

Cringe-worthy:
>find cute effeminate guy on Instagram
>DM him asking if he would be interested in financially dominating me using his feet
>he actually replies with interest
>we talk and even exchange pictures
>feel like I am all in once I send him the pictures of myself
>wants to Skype
>I hesitate for a very long time
>finally answer his call but block my camera
>say nothing and disconnect from call seconds later
>tell him I can't do this
>he tries to get me to come back
>say no, exit Skype, delete everything, and pretend like nothing happened
>get in bed in lay in dread thinking about what just occurred

Another cringe-worthy one was when I paid a straight 18-year-old guy to degrade me over Kik and show me his feet.

Deviancy:
Probably fapping to snuff stories and artwork involving women killing people with their feet, watching videos of women mass crushing cockroaches bare foot, and writing out story commissions that were too grotesque or uncomfortable to the point that the writer backs out

>>38031526
Fapped to the thought of fucking a clone of myself, either male or female. Realized that it was actually disgusting after looking at myself in the mirror.

>>38031526
Extreme/brutal cuck humiliation captions

>>38035085
At least let it be a girl you faggot

Strapon/feet/ general femdom porn. I gap exclusively to it.

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>>38031526
I just unironically fapped to literal gay porn. Not ambiguously gay trap porn, I mean one manly man pounding another manly man in the ass. Don't get me wrong, it's not the worst thing I've fapped to, but I don't even know if I can deny being gay at this point. Self inserting as the girl in porn and wanting to be a woman is one thing, but actually watching and getting off to gay porn is something new to me.
What the fuck have you done to me 4chan?

This picture here >>38034060

>>38035226
That's the type of shit I fap to on a daily basis

Turn around while you still can ni[B][B]a

Not a fap but

>6 years old
>thought the internet was a miracle machine
>thought it would deliver me anything
>started searching for impossible things
>searched for porn for everything possible
>including everyone i knew and ever met
>searched for what i thought would be so ridiculous that it would be funny to see at the time, although incredibly disgusting
>searched for porn of every single family member all the way down to my great grandmother
>realized it didn't actually work that way and wondered what computers are even for
>left the search history there and the window open without giving a fuck
>my mom and my sisters huddle around computer later that night after my mom finds the search history
>they're all reading through everything in silence and disbelief
>hear them talking about it from my room, completely disgusted
>lock my door and hide under my bed all night wondering why i'm so retarded
>next morning my mom screams at me and my sisters avoid me like the plague
>blame it on my sisters
>dad overhears mom and decides to take the blame, saying he was the one who searched for it
>mom yells at him for taking my side and lying again
>forces dad to read through the history while I stand in the corner
>i'm still claiming that i didn't do it and blaming it on my sisters
>never got to use the family computer again and sisters told everyone at school

>>38031526
>Pivot StickFigure Animator
Dude, I did the same exact thing, more than a few times.

I jerked off to a guy in a fursuit getting fucked by another guy in a fursuit.

Fapped to a guy getting fucked in the butt by some dude in a wolf fursuit.

>>38035225

The weird thing for is that if I'm watching a lot of hetero porn, I can imagine sucking off the guy if he's really good looking, or something like that, but gay porn just kills any sense of arousal. I can fantasise about male friends, but the porn makes me feels cold and empty in a way I can't explain.

>about 14
>find moms pink dildo
>go into bathroom and blow it while jerking off
>not even gay just had a milf thing and idk lol

very glad this is anonymous

>>38035466
how'd it taste? god thats so hot

>>38035424
That's pretty much how I used to be. Like self inserting as the woman sucking dick or getting fucked was really hot but gay porn just felt weird and wrong since there was no woman (trap or otherwise) involved. I went through /hm/ out of curiosity and instead of being turned off I ended up fapping to gay porn. This is after I've been the target of many obviously gay lewdposts throughout the day, which I thoroughly enjoyed. The slippery slope meme is real, save yourself before it's too late.

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>>38034131
Same,I feel so fucking weird

Probably just bestiality, wasn't even into the animal just the woman getting fucked really. Did it twice and never again, I am not at all into it

>>38031526
jerking off to a 10 year old girl whos also my second grade cousin. just thinkin about what i did makes me feel sick..

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>>38035424
>>38035522

Same, it just got worse and worse.

Shame on me.

>>38035466
This, just replace "moms" with sisters.. truly i am a degenrate.

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>>38031526
>fiance

plz leave, take a few writing classes, learn how to spell, come back armed with a tolerable level of style & technique & apologize for ever posting here.

>>38031526
Unironic minecraft porn

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>>38031526

Cringe-worthy:
>11 years old
>have parental controls set on my computer
>the only available website is Wikipedia without any images
>think of ways to get aroused
>search "sex"
>start fapping
>cum while reading a Wikipedia article about sex

>12 years old
>parents made it available for me to use a program called "Lego Digital Designer" where you can digitally build stuff using Lego
>make an oversized bed
>add male wearing boxers and female wearing bikini figurines
>set them in a doggystyle position
>fap and cum
>save the project for later
>every time when I want to fap add more characters and make them have an orgy

>>38033950
Poorly animated cgi is your fetish lol?

>>38031526
>15 at the time
>father and I are going though old pictures to scan and save
>come across one of my mother
>bikini, tanned and tight body, standing on a beach (it was Aruba), legs a little apart
>dad wants it scanned
>do it and save it to CD but also into hard drive
>few days later pull it out and jerk off while looking at it
>cum and instantly regret
>do it a few more times, always regret jerking off to my mom's picture
>one night doing it again
>father walks in, sees me staring at picture of my mother with my cock in my hand
>tells me he understands needing to masturbate but to a picture of my mother? just wrong
>delete picture but still use my memory to fantasize and jerk off
>still regret it every time

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>>38031526
I once jacked it off to a video of 2 elephants mating. Not sure what I was thinking at the time, but I came buckets.

>>38037213
I mean, yeah... I've fapped to my mother a few times, but having your dad find out about your fetish would kill me.

>>38034789
I think the name is pretty self explanatory.

>>38035091
I'd fuck a clone of myself.

Cringeworthy and degenerate.

>in high school in theater class
>had a mad lust for this short haired chick with big tits
>I was working the sound/light booth with her one day
>she went bouncing down to the stage to align some lights
>left her hoodie on the chair
>smelled so lovely
>no cameras or anything in the light/sound booth and I could see every path of ingress
>whip out dick and fap away
>sniff the hoodie more
>cum buckets into a styrofoam cup
>put a paper towel over it to help mask the smell of fresh nut
>she comes back
>she asks what that smell is
>shrug

She fucking knew probably but never said anything.

I still fap to her bouncy titties 12 years later.

>>38032923
It's not that obscure, I've also gotten off to that a couple of times.

>rubbed shit on my dick several times
>Ate my own shit twice

>>38031526
all of them because fapping is a sin against God

I fapped to /ss/ a couple of times after getting bored with vanilla porn and now I keep thinking it'll flag me as a pedo on a polygraph.

>>38038750
won't that make you sick? I never got how scat play doesn't just leave people in the hospital with some bacterial infection

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>fucked myself with my mom's dildos multiple times
>eaten my own cum multiple times
>stuck my dick between the couch cushions and fucked it multiple times
>pissed in my own mouth whilst fapping
>fapped whilst sleeping in the same bed as my sister as a teen

I'm a degenerate who should kms.

>>38039119
We need to talk.

>eaten my own cum multiple times
How did you go through with it? I've edged some out a few times and tasted that, but when I actually cum I don't want to eat it anymore. I've done legs over head method and that's okay but kinda ruins the orgasm by being in some shit position

>pissed in my own mouth whilst fapping
Nice. Legs over head?

Being a telepath makes every single one of them shameful. Intrusive thoughts don't help.

>>38039173
>How did you go through with it?
Well usually I use the legs over head method, I find with some stretching beforehand it's not too uncomfortable. The few times i've eaten from my hand I've been super horny, usually after abstaining from fapping for a week or so. Sometimes i'll cum in a shot glass or whatever and then eat it an hour or so later when I'm horny again.

>Nice. Legs over head?
I just lay back in the shower and leant agains the glass and pointed my dick at my mouth. Can be quite difficult to piss on cue though.

>>38039313
I normally abstain from fapping for a week. I guess I'm going to have to try two it hot off the tap off my fingers.

When you do it in the shot glass, doesn't it get old and gross looking? I mean I realize cum is always kinda gross, but, when it is white right out of my dick versus after it has been sitting for a while is a lot different.

>leant against the glass
And how was it? Did you enjoy the piss?

>>38031526
>le 12 year old me is horny and doesnt have internet
>take picture of my ass with my fucking nintendo and pretend its a girl and cum to it

>>38031526
Fapped to a story I wrote about my qt cousin doing things with her dog. The most shameful part was my mother finding the story

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>futa
>Ballbusting
>anal vore
>castration (actual dick removal kind)
>urethral penetration
>scat
>people eating shit
>nose hooks and mouth hooks
>prolapsed anuses and vaginas
>mind break
>diapers
>eye removal
>orgasm denial
>ponuts
>exhibitionsm
>monster tf (qt girls becoming disgusting)
>uglification
>bald
>mating press
>ntr
>cum inflation
Bonus points if
>Sylveon
>Goodra
>That one race from wow that's blue
>Mami Tomorrow
>Yoko litter
>Tsunade
>Iyo (Animal Yokocho)
>Lum

I'm a walking meme, and I want to die

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>>38039543
>Those fetishes
What the hell is wrong with you

I still sometimes masturbate to seeing my parents have sex one day. And it wasn't a quick peek.

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>once fapped to the sound of my sister getting railed in the next room

Kill me.

>>38039543
>orgasm denial
what's this one?

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>>38033060
>feel guilty whenever i dont fap to my anime waifu

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>>38040098
When a person is about to cum, another stops them. On edge and suffering, can be extra kinky.

cringe worthy:
>middle school
>have new bass guitar that i was learning to play since i was obsessed with various rock music at the time
>get naked
>hold bass like i'm on stage playing a concert
>imagine the concert is for all the girls from my school and i am playing at a talent show
>strut around my room as if i am on stage, whispering to myself what i would be saying in the microphone
>"WHO WANTS TO SEE MY DICK"
>imagine them all screaming
>eventually put down guitar and fap while imagine girls rushing onto stage and touching me

deviancy:
>spend the night at best friends house quite often in middle school
>he has high school qt sister who leaves her clothes on bathroom floor after shower
>when friend falls asleep, sneak into bathroom and smell/try on her used thongs and clothes
>did this around 50 times, and near the end, began stealing her thongs and fapping with them at home
>decided to stop, seemed too risky
>stole maybe 6 thongs

I fucked my family's couch once while watching HBO softcore porn on the big screen TV at like 2 am back when I was unbearably horny and hadn't found free porn streaming websites yet

Not my proudest moment, and the couch's friction brought me to my senses after my dick caught fire 15 mins into it

>>38031526
Fucking myself up the ass with my moms dildo while sniffing her panties.

When I was 13/14 I found and started frequenting /b/. I had already been bounding around some crazy websites and tons of alt hentai but then I got to a point where I was masturbating to amateur beastiality, incest and rape videos like every night for a while. It got less frequent but every once in a while I'd still indulge. All that stopped around the point where I lost my virginity a few years later, finally understanding the draw of real life women

I jerked off to pics I took of my sister. She was hot that day. No regrets

Oh yeah, I jerked off to Carrie Fisher when she died. Had a weird necrophile feel

>>38040177
How is that even possible? Once I reach the point of no return there is no return.

Ill give you three

Fapped to rogue the bat when i was like 12

Around same time i stayed at my grandparents house and I would sneak into my college age aunts room and steal her bras and panties to maturbate to.

Had a neighbor girl a few years younger than me with big tits. A few years ago when i was given their garage code i would go into her room or her moms room and sniff their clothes or wear them and masturbate on their beds. Kept a few vras for myself one time. Stopped doing it when mom remarried last year anf turned the girls room into like a hobby room or some shit.

Shit I thought of another one.
At computer camp at georgetown uni during summer, age 14. Bunked up with another guy in dorm rooms in one of the buildings. Realize that were across from girls dorm, turn out all lights when guy falls asleep and watch girls change clothes. There was always this one that would change by the window, fap vigorously not a few feet from this guy most nights.

Im sure theres more but goddamn I guess I feel pretty degerate now.

I hotglued an old doll, you know the kind that appears in shitty horror movies.

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I feel shame when I masturbate to cute Turkroach slut but I do it a lot because she's hot and cute

>be me
>junior year of HS
>with friends
>before school
>my friend's 9th grade sister and I are playing fighting
>start fighting for real, but still friendly
>punching her is making me horny as fuck
>She says in a low little girl voice
"Stop it mister!"
>hard as fuck. Steel pole hard.
>Can't get rid of it.
>Go to gym restroom
>Fap to her IG, and a few creep shots
>Cum buckets
>don't wash hand
>have five her before she goes 1st period
>She has a bit of cum on her sleeve


She knows this happened too.

>>38040857
>she
oregano for my pizza, please

>>38041049
She is an actual girl there are child pics and teenage pics and we know her real name
Also she is Turkish so its unlikely she would be trans since her childhood

>>38041000
DEVILISH TRIPS

holy shit anon. Any pics? I'm kinda horny now

stop it mister!

Be me
>14

>saturday morning
>everybody sleep
>dick is diamonds
>Pull out laptop
>find short video of milf queefing
>Hear noise
>orgasm
>turn around
>mom staring at computer in disgust
>she looks pissed
>anon what were you looking at
>smile and say at least I'm not gay
Luckily she didn't come in when I was fapping to the scat/fart porn I had saved

>>38041078
She's still underage. Sorry Anon.

>Go to parent friends home on Saturday to eat dinner.
>after dinner they all talk
>be 11
>go to their bathroom
>lock door
>feeling horny
>no one will wonder where I am
>notice dirty laundry basket
>talk all my clothes off
>get in it
>smell the ladies and mans clothes
>pretend they are both fucking me as their stepson
>fall completely in big wide deep basket
>orgasm
>get out feel ashamed and weird as fuck
>did stuff like that again

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>>38035344
Wha in the fuck of name am I
what

Every fap is a shameful fap

I hate being addicted to porn

>>38040857
As a Turk I would like to let you know that there are better looking boys in my Islamic lands

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>>38041049
Have a Turkish tranny

Once got doxed and had all my information leaked online.
Breach of privacy and being humiliated and all my information being forced in the open without my consent or approval was extremely arousing. Fapped like crazy while overcome with humiliation lol

When I was younger I used to edge and never cum because I was afraid of killing the sperm and it would be considered the death of thousands

oops

>>38032985
M-mummy?

Ffsfgb

>>38035072
>i'm a chad

Citation needed
Orrrig

>>38041256
She's not a boy just anorexic but that makes her rly sexy and girls with eating disorders are usually slutty too

>>38036553
Good god, is that image you? I feel bad for your parents.

Got real horny once when my gran's dog was in heat. Put peanut butter on my dick and had him lick it off. Came buckets all over him, but felt fucking disgusting afterwards.

>>38039976
Thats hot though.

test post oregonalo

>>38031526

There's a series of erotic horror stories featuring stuff like:

>Woman fucked by huge tentacles that fill her with enough cum she literally explodes

>Woman fisted to death by an arm that's holding a phone connected to a call with her kid.

>Woman turned into a human onahole by 6ft long 12" wide cock then literally covered in cum...by a dragon in an ocean of cum on an alien planet

>Woman dp'd to death by 2 giant spiders who proceed to eat her head and tits

>woman whose baby gets aborted by giant spider dick

10yo girl made airtight by (you guessed it) giant spider dicks

The spider ones I mentioned the most of as even though it's been 10+ years since I found the stories I still fap to the them. If I ever got rich I'd commission someone to draw them.

WTF happened to me? I used to be happy fapping over a picture of a pretty girls face and now this shit gets me off. I am ashamed.

>>38043494
too much fapping, lay off for awhile

Not terribly interesting by thread standards but fuck it.
I've fapped thinking about my cousin and two of my aunts. Had several dreams about my cousin, including
>at our gran's house
>she invites me to a local park with her
>we go there
>goes into the pushes
>pulls down panties and starts pissing on the ground
>then we end up back at hers, in her parents bedroom
>she wants me to fuck her so, being a good cousin, I oblige
>wake up rock hard and cum buckets thinking about it

A weirder one would be a few months back when Sesame Street introduced that autistic girl. I hooked my laptop up to the TV so that her face filled the screen and I shoved my own face against it while I jacked off.
Might do it again tonight.

>>38035225
youre not alone anon

did you had any "gay experiences" in the past? as child?


i had and i think thats why i found it "horny" and tried to fap to it because i remember how horny i was back then.

sucks hard if youre first sexual experiences were with another friend (male) sucking each others dick

weird

i even dont know how this happened i wasnt i love with him i was just horny and he also seemed so

maybe i was possessed idk

>>38034437
The process seems warm and sticky, and the way the prey dominates with 0 effort really does it for me. I'm a giant(ess) vorefag though. Fuck I'm getting turned on.

>watching youtube stream
>notice random really cute lil boy like 12 years old
>so naive, feminine, happy and plump
>the combination turns me on
>fap thinking about him sucking me off, swallowing my cum, or me fucking his ass
>cum buckets
>try to ignore the shame

first and last time fapped to stuff so explicitly gay or pedo. idk wtf happened.

I wanked off to my own poo

>>38036303
sisters sounds less degenerate than mother. Probably biased because I have no idea what it's like to have a sister

>>38034437
I'm heavily into BDSM, domination etc as S part of the equation. I absolutely abhorr the idea of being eaten alive myself. But I love the idea of not just controlling and owning a girl but basically snuffing her out entirely, reducing her beyond even a pet or play thing. She'd be simply food, forever mine and could never leave me ever. And yes I am posessive as hell.

Blame an ex of mine. I was a content consensual sadist before she escalated things. Constantly telling me how she wants to stop being a person and just become a part of me etc. Eventually broke up with her because she got really crazy over time.

>>38043799
>tfw just got back to my computer after waking up
The most gay thing I did while young was some light crossdressing (panties/stockings). If I had a source of girl clothes that actually fit me I would have crossdressed more, but I was too skinny for anything else to fit.

Never had a sexual experience with another person, gay or otherwise.

When I was young my mother told me that Ronald McDonald's spirit was inside a tree at the cemetery, when I got old enough I went to the cemetery and had violent sex with the tree. I'm still angry with him, even now.

>>38035063
>Nofap unleashes my degeneracy
weird, i heard it had the opposite effect on most people.

>>38036303
I can feel my power level rising

>>38037213
>lol anon don't do that
>ok

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>>38037104

LDDesigner was released in late 2012.

Dude, what are you? 17?

>>38036303
That whole thing was full of racism, sexism, and homophobia. Don't listen to that bullshit. Nothing wrong with trans.

>>38044691
Who shit in your happy meal?

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I'm a girl and mostly I like girls but I do fap almost exclusively to videos and conversations with guys who are cripplingly anti-social and shy. There is a few things that branch off from this and it's very light femdom type of stuff like facesitting, tying him up, stepping on him (gently), and squirting/pissing (idk if squirt and piss are the same or what) on his face.

Since I have Avoidant Personality Disorder (AVPD), Agoraphobia, and Social Anxiety myself it's VERY hard to find a guy I consider shyer than me. So its almost impossible to find a victim so to speak, I mostly just fap to my imagination.

I think I have this because when I was a child I was groomed and molested by a non blood related relative. I was aged 8 to 11, by my step grandfather. It wasn't violent molestation, he groomed me and my female cousin a year younger than me. He bought us shit, acted like a kid, and constantly told us he loved us and seemed very genuine about it. He would touch me and press my head against his hard penis during wrestling, and at night he would come in play with my vagina, also taught me how to masturbate. Most of the time when he came into my room at night I just left my body, and would watch like an out of body experience.

I'm pretty sure it fucked me up.

The reason why I have so much shame for my attraction to shy guys is because it's almost only in shota that guys show signs of shyness and this makes me feel like a pedophile and because of what happened to me I honestly think pedophiles should fucking die. I've never even thought about doing something sexual with someone under 18 though so I know I'm not a pedophile but I still feel like one because I exclusively like shy, stuttering, squirming virgin boys.

>>38043494
Where can I find some degenerate stuff like this

>>38045142
In 1989 I got a Ghost Busters 2 Happy Meal straight after seeing the film. On the commercial there was a drinks can that had a ghost in it, when I got mine it just went psst and it was an empty can of air. I vowed right there that I would kill his fucking family if I didn't get my ghost.

>>38044692
That's the same for me too, testosterone unleashes the most absolutely disgusting fetishes

>>38045212
I think I like all these types: girls, trans m2f, sissies, and shy virgin shota boys, because I was molested and these are the only types I don't feel scared around. I don't like 'masculine' men period. Not even to have conversations with. A guy can still be boyish if he is shy. Same goes for a tomboy f2m butch king, as long as he's shy the way they look or dress doesn't matter. If that makes sense. It has nothing to do with looks and everything to do with their disposition.

>>38034871
Why did you fap to a cartoon cow?

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>>38031526
I once fapped to my cousin.

She was over 18 so pic unrelated I swear!

>>38045212
Why do you think what your Grandfather did deserves death? Was it really painful?

>>38034263
>ifunny

>get ifunny in 10th grade
>get into politics
>discover 4chan through ifunny
>miss out on life because on 4chan
It's alright

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>>38045309
bruh, Cow is fine as hell. Who wouldn't fap to this beauty?

>>38034263
I found some furry game on Newgrounds way back in the day, and was utterly confused by why people were jerking it to animals. But all the comments kept talking about how hot the zebra was and so on, and so as a 12 year old retard I was convinced there was something wrong with me for not finding furry porn attractive - so I spent a few weeks masturbating near-exclusively to that game because for some reason I was convinced that was the normal thing to do.

Yes, I did grow up with no male role model.

>>38045344
I once fucked my cousin.

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>>38045408
I don't know if normie for non-virgin, or descended for fucking family.

>>38045346
It's fucked up to molest a child. I literally shouldn't have to explain why. Is your moral compass that fucked up? He was Step btw. And he's already dead. Also he was in prison for doing it.

>>38045359
That is shit mate not impressed that wasn't what u fapped 2 was it?

>>38045472
I'm not that anon, I was simply making a joke

>>38031526
Did anyone else here /pillowfuck/?

>>38045515
You think people that jerk off to cow cartoons are a joke, fuck you!

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>>38041169
>pretend they are both fucking me as their stepson
fuckin hot dude

>>38045573
It's not as funny as tiles, but it is a little humorous.

>>38045610
Cow's standing on tiles, that's the dream

>>38031526
I fapped to a naked girl once.

>>38045645
How is that sexy? I don't get it

Oh boy being on chins for 10 years I fapped to pretty much anything there is. Just to test my limits. Even the heavier stuff
At this point I think the concept of shame is lost beyond me

I masturbated to the PS1 game Anna Kournikova's Smash Court Tennis. That developed into doing it over a picture of her I found in the newspaper. I stuck that pic on my wall and went for it daily.

Also fapped to dido's album cover for no angel,lots and lots. Became a little crazily obsessed with her eyes and ended up writing and sending her a letter which, now I look back, was incredibly creepy, talking about a psychic connection I had to her eyes, and how I knew she knew about me and how I would find her and make her love me if she didn't reply.
Fuck man I'd forgotten that stuff.

>>38045843
I don't think you've ever seen naughty luxury tiles separated by masterfully made grout lines before. The majestic hooves of a cow stepping all over them is just pure sex added on top.

>>38046046
Golden lad

>>38035063
the opposite for me senpai
if i constantly fap i get gayer and gayer and want to be a qt trap
if i nofap, i go straight again

>Tfw accidently came buckets to FNaF porn
>Shame for 7 days
I hate it when you cum to something forbidden

>>38046046
Cows aren't majestic

literally videos of Brazilian and Mexican girls being shot and beheaded. I'm not sure what happened or where I went wrong but I want to die and I think I'm going to kill myself with the rat poison in the basement . It's too late for me

My aunt was staying in my room while she and my cousin visited. I slept downstairs. My aunt and my mom went to Costco and I ended up using her bra to fap. I rubbed it on my dick and ended up cumming on a towel I keep on the back of my door. Felt good.i still want to fuck her.

>>38034320
I've fapped to songs a few times. Mostly rap

>>38045013
You know something's true when a leftist hates it

>>38038750
I love how blunt this post is

>>38035344
Your dad sounds like a good man

I used the peel of a banana once. Felt alright but more mess than it was worth.

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post-op tranny porn
I like knowing that they've medically changed their body for life and can never go back, it's kind of hot.

Have 100+ pictures and vids in my porn folder.