When did you first realize life is shit?

When I was very young, I had a shirt that said "life is good" and I wrote "not" between is and good.

I was always pretty edgy. Guess I was born fucked.

>>38013368
Twice. At 12 when I was bullied and friendless. At 17 when I realized I was still friendless and couldn't make contact. How come that normal ways of behavior are embedded within us to make us happy if we cannot use them.

I was already depressed and wanted to die during childhood because of feeling like I was supposed to be female and all the things that are expected of males felt too brutal and unnatural to me.

>>38013368
When I was in elementary school I studied hard every night like a good goy but still got shitty grades. After a particularly stressful night, I just said fuck it and stopped caring. From that point on I did the bare minimum of studying and only did the work that was expected of me. I suddenly became an A+ student. Receiving shit for caring and applying myself and receiving positive results for not giving a fuck about the work or myself definitely fucked me up.

I have no idea how old I fucking was, but this loss of drive and motivation is probably the root of all my problems.

>>38013368
After I left school and lost all my friends.

>>38013368
When daddy came into my bedroom for the first time. He came three times that Night

>>38013368
after dropping out of school you realize what life is going to be and how shit it is.

>>38013507
>loss of drive and motivation
That's what happenned to me in high school. I don't fucking want to work anymore, just play vidya, travel and shitpost. I wish I could win the lottery one day.

>>38013676
are you a boy or a girl?
oregano

>>38013698
Then you end up having additional years of adult experience and being jaded that create a major gap between you and your peers who stayed in school.
I don't think it ever evens out again. People who stay in school and go to college seem so sunny.

>>38013931
Even some normies have a hard time in college, sometimes. For me it'll probably be worse given I'll start as a robot. I guess it's still better than dropping out though. Cant afford neet lifestyle.

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>>38013507
This

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