>mfw I just turned 30 today
>mfw I cant get a job on big companies cause I'm "too old" (I started college late in my life (23) cause I had no money and I had to work hard after graduating from high school cause my parents kicked me out and got my degree at 27).
>mfw my friends are now successful and have kids, meanwhile, girls find me disgusting cause my skin is oily and I am not even fat nor eat garbage food (aggresive seborrea) and my only way to earn money is by working online creating and editing websites for cheap.
Is this the end for me? Did I just waste my money and time on a college degree? Should I just accept I just failed at life and kill myself?
>>38009549
what'd you get a degree in?
>>38009569
Have a degree in computer science
>>38009594
Its not your fault. Some people are just doomed from the start. Before you pull the trigger, smile and be proud you did your best to fight against fate.
Work for less to get in, then once you're good enough ask for a raise.
Doesn't have to be money, it can be overtime nullification or something. Unfortunately, if you're unable to put a foot in the door, you have to use your hand.
>>38009549
Why do you want to work in a big company if their turnout rate is ridiculous? That's precisely why they hire young kids straight out of college, so they can squeeze the shit out of them because they don't know any better.