>tfw keep telling myself "you're gonna be OK" every day
>tfw fighting off feelings of depression and despair
>tfw generally feel lonely and value every moment of human interaction I can get, but fear getting too close or becoming too distant
>tfw only just recently realized how little being liked by others truly matters compared to honing your best qualities and overcoming personal challenges, but only after years of shitty experiences with "friends"
>tfw want to break through as my own and shine like the star I know I am but spend most of my down time shitposting because I'm broke and have no car/driver's license
It's getting better, but the day-to-day rut is frustrating. What's up.
>>38007665
I know your feelings all to well Janna poster, I've been drawing and requesting art to fill the hole people left out.
It's pretty fucked up way of coping but I don't know any other way.
oh and Shitposting on the chans help with the loneliness but it's never enough, but I refuse to talk to anyone in fear of getting hurt and hurting others.
It's just too much, I've grown tired of it all my experience with other people have left me despondent on life.
I want to die but am too much of a coward and past attempts were fruitless.
>>38008177
>drawing
I'm surprised how satisfying it is to draw things. it feels much better than shitposting
>>38008233
yeah, the stuff I draw (when I get my ass around to it) is really poorly done and morbid but I still enjoy it.
I haven't touched my pen in a while cause am currently in an even worse slump in terms of mood but hopefully I get back to a much more tolerable mindset.
maybe it's just laziness though.
>>38007665
i needed to stop being so afraid of my own feelings
embrace the emptyness anon and let it be a part of you
bear your burden as we all do
>>38008233
also i dont post often
how 2 disable trip on mobile?(overchan)
>>38008757
nvm
got it
>>38008685
>embrace the emptyness anon and let it be a part of you
Don't listen to this anon, if there is still hope in your heart and a yearning for a different life than pursue it with every fiber.
don't give up like others have if you still have a light.
also go away phone poster.