can we have a bipolar thread? How are you doing guys? Do your

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>>38000218
They thought I had schizoaffective disorder at first, but it was actually just psychosis during my manic episodes. I'm on 2 300 mg doses of clozapine a day but they want me to get up to 2 400 mg doses a day. I don't think it helps, and I hate the side affects but my psychiatrist insists that I take it.

>>38000450
I feel you. I get 750mg valproate and as side effect I got tired and have tremor. I twitch like an old man with parkinson's when I take a nap.

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>>38001247
I took a lot of different anti psychotics but I never had to take valproate. I get tremors too. I also get dizzy, sedated, and blurry vision, and I drool a ton on clozapine. The drowsiness kinda gets better the more you're on this shit. I also have to go in for blood work once a week. I almost prefer psychosis to clozapine.

manic depression is fucking hell jesus christ, was taking meds for like 4 years and they did fuck all

>>38001547
what happened after the 4 years, senpai?

>>38001854
completely nothing, i'm slowly losing my sanity and all of that, sorry if i'm exaggerating but i literally got nobody else to talk about these sort of things

>>38002017
>i'm slowly losing my sanity
I know that feel. I feel like the longer I remain in this world the closer I get to completely losing it. Any day I feel like I can hit the breaking point, if I haven't lost it already

>>38002127
Suicide it's our only answer my dude, i'll try to get some Nembutal on TOR and pray that the package comes in.

>>38002283
I realized that a long time ago. I tried when I was a teenager but overdosing on pills didn't do it. I don't think Saber would like it if I ended my life early though, and her happiness matters more than mine

>>38002127

That was almost poetic. Good stuff.