you die every night when you go to sleep how to deal with this feel

I don't sleep, because sleep is the cousin of death.

>>37990557
Realize you have nothing to fear from perma-death cause you've experienced non-being thousands of times already and enjoy your new freedom from mortal dread.

I long for the day I finally die once and for all.

When I sleep, all I do is dream. If that's what dying is like it sounds fucking awesome.

>>37990557
Actually you die every single moment. The guy from five minutes ago was a different you than the present one, you just inherit his memories. The only real 'you' is in your short term operating memory. Enjoy your ~30 seconds of existence, Anon.

>>37990557
>>37990569
this
stay up as much as possible and you don't miss as much on life

>>37990576
This.
Only I couldn't have worded it that sophisticated