>Been depressed since I was 14
>weight loss, self harm and insomnia for years
>22 now and decided to finally see the doctor about it and get something done
>have a shower and do my hair so I at least look presentable going out into the public
>anxiety rampant, shaking and can't control it
>go in and explain my situation to the doctor whilst stuttering
>"You look clean and healthy so it must not be that bad. Change your diet"
What the fuck?!?!?! I finally do something about this and I'm told I look healthy so it can't be that bad?!?!?!?!
I'm fucked now. What do I do?
Professional help is a meme
There is no escape
The nightmare continues
>>37972321
keep cutting yourself, it seems to have worked for this long. maybe go a bit deeper this time instead of those superficial ones you always do. yes i'm telling you to kill yourself
>>37972321
A GP's not a wizard, and besides, you probably do look healthy. It's retarded to give someone a million pills when they're not severely ill, especially when it's a psychological problem rather than a physical one. You can try going to a shrink, but it's probably not going to help a whole lot either.
>You have to go outside, and you have to put yourself out there
>Well if you don't want to get better, if you're not interested in putting in the work, then I can't really help you.
Psychiatry, everybody. It's a sham whose foundational knowledge is built upon torturing people in university "studies." They don't know shit.
>>37972321
Same thing happened to me.
I always feel like ibdidnt develop into a full male. Like I skipped puberty. No hair on face or body, moobs, higher voice than the average male, etc. So I asked the doc for a testosterone test. Came back as 164 which is really low for a guy. She told me to lose weight and exercise. I'm doing that but a number that low needs testosterone shots. I could understand if it was slightly lower thsnbthe average but come on.
>>37972351
wow you sure are edgy mister. Does linkin park play in the background everywhere you go?
>>37972338
This.
Order some LSD from the Dark Net, then buy a firm looking rope.
>>37972362
I wasn't aiming to be drugged up. I was after at least a little bit of useful advice, referral to see a professional in mental health. All I got was a proposed diet change that I already explained has been done. After 8 years, it's sad she assumed I haven't already tried that.
>>37972351
Whoa, it cuts clean
>>37972382
My fear about seeing a professional. If I can't be helped then what's the next step? If talking doesn't solve it and medication doesn't solve it, what do they suggest next?