How disgusted are you with yourself at the moment?
Very. I fight to urge to vomit every time I see my reflection in the mirror. No wonder my oneitis didn't even want to talk to me in the first place.
>>37946107
Completely nuclear right now.
I really should leave my old retarded friends behind and work on my shit. You guys are pros at such things, how do you piss off your group of friends so much that they do not want to contact you but anymore but also avoid hostillities.
I can not trust myself to just refuse their offers in the long run, I need to cut it all off somehow.
>>37946107
I'm the fat eye on the broth in the gutter
I am a dried up drop of camel saliva
I'm a wrench which damages the nuts
I am the broken cable of your headphones
>hangover
>last showered over 24 hours ago
>remember listening to a bunch of faggot music when drinking last night
>haven't shaved today
>>37946107
Every time I look at myself in the mirror, I just wanna choke myself.
>>37946107
This is the second time I've drank at work (for this job atleast). The first time I just brought the remainder of a bottle of sports drink with vodka in it with me when i went to work while I was hung over. This time I bought vodka and put it in some poweraid on the way to work. I've crossed a line and it isn't s good one to cross.
I set myself 5 goals today and achieved 2 of them, so 60% disgusted
>cook myself something healthy for dinner - achieved
>don't smoke weed - achieved
>don't drink - failed, had some wine
>don't fap - failed twice
>don't look at porn - failed twice
Always known im an ugly piece of shit, never really believed I had a chance. Just accepted that and dont try to think of it too much.