I just realized I have no friends because I'm mentally insane

>>37941177
i will be ur friend

>>37941177
You should indulge yourself in things that favor isolation. How exactly have you been told that you're "off?"

>>37941177
Maybe you should seek professional help. If more than one person has suggested it why not listen? Just go in for an evaluation to any registered psychiatrist.

you should avoid normies
they don't understand real and perceived mental illness

OPs underaged and edgy, mods please ban him

>>37941177
That is a beautiful image. Where did it come from?

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>>37941215
>more than one person has suggested it
these people haven't suggested shit
it's been normies calling him a freak of nature

Well, why don't you just embrace it and kill them, then?

They make you feel bad, you make them feel bad, too.

>>37941245
If that's true an assessment will see that and he can move on without this bothering him anymore.

>>37941193
"You should try applying for benefit, seriously, think about it."
"You're nuts! Have you been traumatized?"
"What have you been SMOKING?"
"You know, there's only so much we can indulge."

Holy fuck man, I am so FUCKED. I live an unnaturally solitary life, with NO social contact after work. I tried to make friends occasionally but they were put off.

>>37941232
I am 21 and have been living alone since 18 after I got kicked out and went homeless for 6 months.

>>37941215
What's the best that could do? Be monitored every second of the rest of my life?

Also, the best one I ever got was "You're an empathy junkie, I swear to god I'm never going to contact you again", it was told to me by a 67 old year jew.

>>37941372
Not even close. For most psychological problems they will give you treatment, usually medication or therapy or some combination of both, it's incredibly rare that you would be held and monitored unless you threaten to hurt yourself or someone else.

>>37941177
>tfw find a friend (or group of friends)
>keep it cool few weeks
>sperg out over something
>people start to see that i am actually trash
>leave group and eventually find new group of friends
>this keeps happening for 20 years now

Only people who put up with my shit are my family and like 5 of closest friends. Talk about offing yourself OP, I'd do it if I wasn't pussy.

>>37941177
You're language isn't fucked up.

You don't show any delusions of persecution or grandeur.

You literally have enough perspective to see what those interactions mean.

You aren't as crazy as you think, you are probably just a little eccentric and might benefit from self isolation. Or you could at least try to find some friends of a similar nature. It's a bit hard too, but eve a normie you can talk too while you get hammered or whatever can really take the edge off the whole social isolation thing.

Alaska awaits.

>Should I just off myself?

It doesn't get better. I live out of loyalty to my family. We all die. We evolved to fear it (or we'd not have survived very long as a species) but for the individual death is oblivion.

The death of the mad mind is the only way to end madness. When there is nothing to think mad thoughts they will not exist.

>>37941454
Fuck, I always wanted to live in Alaska, but I live in the shitty balkans.

Thing is, I think I have a weird narcissistic way of talking to people, which have began thinking I'm gay because of that.

I have a weird ass robotic way of walking down the street as if I'm trying to seem normal.

The only good thing I've been told is that I should be an inspector or something, I am really good at of over analyzing situations to the point of paranoia, and I only "let them in" on the stuff that doesn't seem batshit insane.

>>37941192
Sure, do you have discord or something?