Abstract Feels General

Holy fuck. Damn it op, i didn't know i had autism.

>>37934104
There's a term for this, semantic satiation. Look it up.

>>37934104
i can know or feel when a TV is on even if the TV doesn't have any tv show on it

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You are now refocusing on your tinnitus.

zfsdsf

>tfw you stare at a word long enough and the letters start to look like meaningless drawings.

>when you realize what's stopping you from going through the mirror is your reflection

>>37936287
oh fuqq

>>37936287
Good fucking lord that feeling dude

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>>37936287

or maybe because it's a solid object.

>>37936448
Yes, the parallel dimension you is indeed a solid "object".

>>37934104
>tfw you get super intense deja-vu in a place you've never been before

>>37937224
Higher on the street
And I know it's my time to go
Calling you, and the search is a mystery

>>37937224
>tfw you dream that you're back in your favourite, comfiest place with all your old friends and everything's perfect, but then you wake up and realise not only that you were dreaming, but the places and people you dreamed about never actually existed and were just the creations of that specific dream

>>37937224
Or have you? (Vsauce music plays in the background)

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>dreaming about something and it actually happends some time later

>>37934104
>tfw you warn someone of potential consequences of a choice they're about to make, they do it anyway, and the exact thing you predicted plays out.

Having avoidant personality disorder and interacting with people in exactly the way you're scared they'd react to you doing the same thing in order to feel vindicated, e.g. blanking people in college dorm to pre-empt them blanking you. You're in control.

>>37937397
I swear to fucking god this has happened to me twice. Not the event, but objects.

>dream of my entire family having dinner at a table with one of those center spinning platforms
>literally next day mom has some moving guys bring in that exact table with the spinning platform

>dream where friend is using a gigantic blue penguin plush as a pillow
>next day see it in a store, although it's like a 10th of the size

The logical explanation is that I somehow saw these items without realizing and they were incorporated into my dream, but I feel so certain I didn't.

>>37937224
I'm really going insane with this shit
Everyday
Every single day I have that feeling

No, I'm not someone who makes the same shit everyday

The feeling of deja vu is something horrible at this time

I know the future, but can't remember it until it happens

Where did I get that information? Were the fuck did I see the exact same place , people and things

Are we all connected to the future it self? And if that is real
We can't change our destiny

>>37937224
>tfw if you're not sure if it's deja vu or if your life is so repetitive that it just feels like it

>>37937527
>>37937397
Its happened so many times to me im starting to be convinced that people have dormant psychic powers that only awaken when they sleep.

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>tfw no qt splatoon gf
twitch/2salmon4u

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>>37937595
>tfw no any kind of gf

>>37937224
>have a dream about doing something irl or playing some vidya I don't recognize
>don't really pay attention, go on with my day
>after months go do a thing or pickup a new game
>tfw the exact scene from my dream plays out exactly as I dreamed it
It doesn't happen often, but it's weird as fuck

>you start beatboxing after you wank
>you look at a poptart so long and think you see something /x/-related message on it
>when you are in the ER getting IVs and you start playing with yourself

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>you're breathing
>realize how your chest bobs up as your lungs fill with air
>supposed to feel a sense of calm after exhaling all that air
>tfw can't because you're conscious of your breathing patterns now

>>37937550
Psych student here.

Deja vu is just when immediate stuff goes straight to your long term memory and doesn't go through short term memory first. That's why it FEELS like something that's happened before, a memory, but isn't.

>tfw you hang out and have a good time with the only girl you have ever truly liked
>you wake up and remember she doesn't even talk to you anymore

>>37938388
>or that she never even existed

>>37934104
Look up Jamais Vu

>>37934104
I had an episode where this would happen with every single word I saw
I would see all of the root words or words inside of words that were similar to those words
Shit

>>37936287
whenever I take my shirt off, I activly avoid mirrors in my house. I'm not bad, 153 at 5'11", but I always feel like a piece of shit for not using high school to get a greek bod

>>37937782
>position of your tongue
>teeth alignment
>eye blink interval
>hand tension
>environment outside of your eye focus
>did you reply to those mom sleep die reply posts?
>your supernatural fears
>the last creepy pasta you read the
>the embarrassing things you did that you obsessively cringe over
>your fear of criticism

>when you desperately want something but you don't know what it is

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>tfw you start questioning your own eyes
>your mind tells you that you did something that you didn't want to do
>you know that you didn't, you watched your hands the entire time to make sure they don't move on their own once you look away
>you have memories of something you know for a fact you didn't do but if your own minds tells you otherwise, how can you know if what you see is real

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>>37939410
That is really fucking interesting anon, tell me more.

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>tfw become aware of automatic breathing
>struggle to stabilize what you guess is the normal breath rate
>get anxious from the concept of breathing

>>37939255
Same feeling here
But I know I'll tear through whatever I have to to get it
And I think that's what it wants
What a perverse reality

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>>37939473
>you're going to have to breathe for the entire rest of your life
>if you ever stop you'll die

>>37937775
This sounds eerily similar to what I am about to become
Holy shit
Wow
Wow
Fucking
WOw
I cannot believe that this is life
My teenage self knew what I was talking about
My 8 year old self knew what I was talking about
I should have killed myself back then
I've always been fucked up, but I've always been smart enough to make broad predictions
And I knew that everything would be bullshit that slowly drives me insane
Somehow nobody else did
L O L
Life is the worst trip

>tfw even 54m50n is gone now
the old trips were one of the best things about this board. now, we only have trolls and legion faggots left

>>37939442
It's ocd, it fucks me up
basically I'm terrified of touching things and my mind is constantly screaming at me that I touched something or that I should touch something even though I really don't want to
Basically
>in my bathroom
>'GEE ANON IT WOULD BE REALLY STUPID TO PUT YOUR HAND INTO THE TOILET'
>look at the toilet to make sure I'm not touching it
>'ANON YOU JUST LOOKED AT THE TOILET THAT PROBABLY MEANS YOU TOUCHED IT'
>know that I didn't actually do it
>'HOW DO YOU KNOW MAYBE YOUR HANDS DID IT ON THEIR OWN WHILE YOU WERENT LOOKING'
>wash hands about 5 times, repeat multiple times every day

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>>37937624
>tfw no any kind of gf

iktf bro

>Walking down the street
>Just suddenly wonder how exactly I am moving my legs
>Like we don't think about moving our muscles, we just like, kinda do it

I have struggled with this since I was 5 years old, it has always freaked me the fuck out

>work as a kitchen porter
>chef brings over a metal tub of blood from some meat
>I take a big smell of the blood and make a fapping gesture

Smells so good man

>>37939731
I'm worried that by reading this, my subconscious is going to get ideas of its own to fuck with me.

>>37939731
You have OCD. Get treatment. It's entirely treatable if you deal with it quick enough.

>>37939731
I know that feel m8

originally btw

>have to touch things a multiple of 4 times before I can relax

>>37936488

It's a shiny plate of metal covered in glass m8.

>>37941382
that's what (((they))) want you to believe.

origami

>play a game for a long time
>start walking like the protagonist walks and moving the way he moves

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>>37934104
>tfw you have the most vivid dream of your live where you meet a cute girl who really likes you only to wake up as the lonely NEET you are

>>37936287
Just turn off the lights, dude

>>37941527
Your evil twin still knows where you are at all times, he can feel you every movement and replicate them perfectly.

>>37941507
>tfw that wasn't a dream that was an experience from an alternate reality
>tfw you're stuck in this reality instead

>>37941560
What if I grab his dick? Would we jack each other off?

>>37941599
If you reach for his dick he would reach for yours, blocking your hand with his. The best way to handle it would be to jack off infront of him so you can watch him jack off in-turn.

>>37941585
Well I also got stabbed by a hobo in that reality so I guess I'm not too bummed out

>tfw pretending like the reason why you're not following your dreams and making short films/recording sketches is because you don't know anybody who would be interested in being a part of it but in fact you're just so petrified of talking with people and seriously communicating with others that you never even try to put feelers out and see if anybody would be interested so you settle for just writing things you'll never produce and occasionally posting on /r9k/ for (You)s.
Hahaha.

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>>37942025
Whoa dude. Hit too close to home

>>37937550
Read philip K dick

>having no idea how to greentext

>>37939533

Good thing our bodies breathe normally regardless of us being conscious of the process.

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>when you stare at yourself in the mirror for too long and the concept of viewing youself in third person becomes foreign, causing everything in view to melt into pure colour while you gain a feeling of true understanding that everything is you see is all that there "is", which is no different to a dream.

>>37934297
Fuck you Anon, and fuck you for reminding me the eeeeee will never go away

>When nights and nights of self reflecting took you to the logic point where you can only see the world as ultimately a bunch of atoms held together by some force thing and you know there's nothing special about consciousness, or comfy landscapes, or cute girls, everything's just yet another group of atoms

>tfw I ate too many peanuts and now my stomach hurts.

>tfw you say a word repeatedly a lot because autism and forget what the word means/ how to stress the syllables
>tfw short sighted so when you take off your glasses and stare at yourself in the mirror your face slowly starts to become less recognizable

>>37937397
>be truck driver
>Have dream where I go off the side of the mountain in the snow and survive, but I'm slowly freezing to death
>Two days later the truck breaks down when it's -17F and Im stranded for 4 hours

>Move out of town to somewhere 1000 miles away
>Nobody you knew could make time to hangout one last time

>>37944273
ouchh

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>seeing a new word, thing, or concept
>start seeing it everywhere for a few days

>isomnia with much time reflecting on why things are
>already understand what many people are saying are new understandings for themselves

>am very afraid of being put into situations where i dont know what to do / what is expected of me
>dream about work and being put in exactly that type of situation

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>tfw you just have opinions
no goals
no values
just opinions

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>>37937306
It feels like dying each time

The worst is when there's reocurring people, especially women that you love

It makes you want to sleep forever

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>when out of nowhere, in relation to nothing, you just feel like you're a fucking pathetic mess

>>37940307
Don't worry man I'm seeing 2 shrinks about this and am soon to get new meds.
Still the best case scenario is that I gain a bit more control over that voice in my head, it'll never disappear entirely which sucks

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>look at someone in pictures or videos for an extended period of time and suddenly see them as a completely different person, their appearance is the same but also different at the same time

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>>37937224
i see places I've never seen before in my dreams and when i acrually go to the irl i get intense deja vu from dreaming about them

>tfw have entered and alternate reality and sirens blare in the distance when i am close to uncovering its secret to warn me to stop

>>37944033
good bad feel
>>37944273
bad bad feel, feels bad

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>>37946404
Strangely comfy feel.

>constantly day dreaming about being in other people's positions, can never stop imagining what im like through another person's eyes
On top of that im very indecisive by nature and I can never figure out what my current issues are despite them plaguing me
>I'd probably off myself if I didn't have a bf or vidya

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>talking to the person who ghosted you on r9k without them knowing it's you
>they say the feel happy about being alone

Abstract bump

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>>37941638
I am intrigued.

origanaol

>tfw you come up with an abstract feeling

I only sometimes get motion sickness, it depends on the driver. Sometimes I'm perfectly alright, other times I feel like puking all over the place.

I don't know shit about driving though, what are those subtle differences between people?

>>37942025
What kind of things do u write e?

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>tfw you suddenly remember you are alive and you see the last message you sent just to check if you said non-sensical shit during your """""non-alive period""""""
>tfw you sometimes gaze into your reflection on the mirror and you feel weird
>tfw you see your high-school crush and she waves at you and you think about her all day
>tfw you are alone a fucking week but you don't feel terribly alone nor depressed

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>>37949343

>1,2 and 4

iktff. 4s the worst. You think everything is fine but eventually the dam bursts and it feels like months of loneliness is being condensed into each moment and you want to die.

>>37949422
Yea? Well shit

>>37949196
WHAT.. WHAT IS THAT PICTureE?
ORIGINALLY

>>37949530

Artist is gashi gashi, I wish I could draw like him.

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>when you realize there are people who live life on a harder mode than you do and they're not complaining about it and you wished you where a bit more depressed so you didn't feel like such a whinny bitch

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>feel your shin spingle after being giffled in front of

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>had a fuckin rad dream of hooking up with a 7/10 and 9/10 that I know in real life
>vividly remember pretty much every detail, but wrote it all down the next day like a sort of autismo erotica anyway
>treasure the memory as if it actually happened and bust many a nut thinking about it
>feelsgoodman

>>37949196
O, I summon thee Barneyfag
Or does he only care about OP posts?

>>37937824
No this is not the case
I thought it might be but then I started writing things down as they came to me and then they happened

>>37938957
how old are ya senpai? might not be too late

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>>37949343
pic related, friendo. you really in this bitch

>tfw wanna be a cool surfer guy but hate the beach and sand

>>37950078
become a cool skater guy

>>37950078
pony up bitch, small steps. force yourself onto the beach until you're used to it. be the surfer anon you want to be

>>37950061
I love this fucking meme

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>when you get more (you)s shitposting than when you share honest feelings
>when you say the same thing twice but the second time you get more replies because you attached an image to the post

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>>37950139
Similar, check this spicy may may

>>37950239
this is high level meming

>>37942025
h-haha...

original nervous haha

>>37941472
more like
>watch movie/show
>start mimicing someone from it for a week

>when there are just 18/19yos on this board
>when you been here since 09
>when you played habbo from 04 to 2010

>>37950252
existential meme best meme

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>>37944033
>eat a bag of those peanuts coated in chili lime seasoning
>end up with diarrhea after

worth it tho

>tfw your fetish is diametrically opposed to your overall personality so there's a severe disconnect between your sexuality and your belief systems/personality

>>37944224
originally spooky

>>37948518
You're INFP

>>37944445
>>seeing a new word, thing, or concept
>>start seeing it everywhere for a few days

jesus fucking christ that feelerino

>>37936448

Realising that 'solid' is an illusion and the mass of everything is mostly made up of the nothing between the particles of the atom.

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>>37944569
sdfsfsfdasda

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>>37946404
Very interesting. Tell me more anon.

>>37944851

Fuck me, its fucking terrible. I had one of these maybe 5 years ago and i can still remember it like it was yesterday. I was fucking destroid after it, ruined my entire week.

In the dream, i wake up because of all the light in the room, the room is all dressed in white with curtains dancing in the wind, i turn to my right and there is this cute looking girl with pale skin and black hair.
She smiles and whispers "hey sleepy", she jumps on top of me and plants a kiss on my forehead.
We then proceed to cuddle and talk about what we want to eat for breakfast. Then i woke up.

it was so fucking real, her touch felt real, i could smell her hair, the summer breeze on my skin.

After i woke up i couldnt even process it all, never had felt like that.

>>37950061
That absolute feel my friends. Fuck.

>>37950398
it might as well have been real, anon. If you still have the memories and treasure them, what's the harm in remembering it like it was real? Is it because it hurts too much? Why not enjoy the experience for what it was and remember it fondly.

>>37950339
It's called the Baader-Meinhof Phenomenon, its a cognitive bias, not some unexplained mystery. Look it up

>>37950061
When I did acid I stared in a mirror for like 2 hours thinking about this

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>>37949840

Dreams really throw me for a loop.

How are our minds so amazing at constructing and subconsciously directing bizarre, terrifying, erotic and great dreams that are always seemingly normal within the dream unless lucid? All my senses work just as vividly in my dreams, the sensory illusion feels no different than "real life" aka reality.

I've always loved entertaining the thought of life being a dream within a dream.

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>Tfw used to peruse your hobbies more, but you haven't at all for a while
>Tfw it's weird that you stopped doing something you really cared about
>Tfw you realize you're gradually losing interest in everything you care about that requires even a little effort
>Tfw want to do something about it, but don't care enough to do anything
>Tfw the only thing I really care about is how much I don't care

>>37950549
OP meme poster here. Somewhat similar experience. People always warn against staring in the mirror on acid, and it is a bit freaky, but I always really enjoy doing it. My first trip I stared at myself for maybe half an hour. I always look like a predator or something, like a lizard or cat. My head was like it was made of playdough, constantly being squished and pulled different ways. In another trip I've seen my face gradually get younger, and then watched it age rapidly. Saw what I'd look like when I'm 30, 40, 50. I've had to pull myself away from being caught in a loop of what you said tho. Crazy shit...

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>>37950656
sometimes you need a real low low to break the cycle, anon. don't lose hope.
>tfw that crab is throwing gang signs

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>reach enlightenment in dream
>forget when you wake up
I would be Buddha if I could rember shit from my dreams

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>>37934104
>tfw you're asexual and realise everyone around you has a second hunger in their genitals

watch out for this guy, hes gonna start derailing the thread any minute now
>>37950676

>go outside
>hard boner in pants
>have to walk strange
>adjust when no see

>do something out of habit
>can't remember if I did it or not

all that water I wasted because I didn't remember if I pulled the chain or not

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>>37950501
I had never really thought about it this way

>>37950716
Well, on one hand you can't reach the bliss brought by sexual gratification. On the other, you don't have the ball and chain that is a male sex drive.

>>37950865
>tfw double dosing on medicine and protein shakes because couldn't remember

>>37950309
Explain in greater detail

>>37950897
perception is key to life, man. I believe that dreams are a world of their own in a way, and partially a manifestation of your own subconcious. Maybe the woman in your dreams was symbolic for love of yourself? you may have been disappointed upon waking because you feel like the feeling of love with another person is something you momentarily had, but can't reach IRL. But maybe it's a sign that you should work towards turning that love you want to have for another person onto yourself, and be more accepting/appreciative of who you are

hope this helps :)

>>37951047

What utter shit. You deserve to die.

>>37951108
My thoughts exactly anon

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>>37951108
>>37951159
peace upon you man, but if you take grief with what I'm saying, I'd love to hear why.

>>37951247

Your advice is banal, platitudinous nonsense.

>dreams are a world of their own in a way

Huh. Ok. Whatever the fuck that means. Is that supposed to make anon feel better, or worse?

>Maybe the women in your dreams was symbolic for love of yourself?

No you fucking autist dreams aren't fucking poetry they aren't 'symbolic' of things, and anons dream is the same dream almost all robots have, its obviously just the result of loneliness.

>you may have been disappointed upon waking because you feel like the feeling of love with another person is something you momentarily had, but can't reach IRL

Oh well done what a clever boy you are. No fucking shit.

>But maybe it's a sign that you should work towards turning that love you want to have for another person onto yourself, and be more accepting/appreciative of who you are

Juust B(B)Ee #Urself xDDD

>>37951374
I couldn't have said it better anon

Trump q p
Build a Uall

>>37951247

Well? Can you explain yourself?

>>37951108

Surprised the robot hadn't taken this desu

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>>37951374
>dreams are a world of their own in a way

fair enough, I didn't really go into this all that much. Real life is "reality" and dreams are in your head right? Does that mean that dreams are less real than "real life?" You could argue yes. But then that begs the question of whether your thoughts are even "real life." If your thoughts aren't real, and your senses (sight, sound, touch) are just manifestations of your brain, are your senses even real? What qualifies as real vs. not real? It's a matter of perception, but I'd wager you can argue both sides hold some truth to them. This isn't meant to make anon feel one way or another, just to give him a different perspective, which it seems worked in some way.

>dreams aren't fucking poetry they aren't 'symbolic' of things

as it stands, we don't really know what dreams are, other than that they happen during sleep and seem to incorporate parts of the world and our memories into them. You say that they mean nothing, but then say it's a result of loneliness. Wouldn't that mean it's a representation of anon's loneliness then? AKA a symbol of some kind?

>Oh well done what a clever boy you are. No fucking shit.

not sure what point you're attempting other than mockery. I basically said "here's one way of interpreting this, which it seems is the current way you have. Or, here's another more positive way of looking at it."

Last point pretty much seems like you disapprove of optimism or are trying to discredit positive advice because it's cliche. Ever thought that some cliches exist because they're partially truthful? I could easily view the world in a depressing nihilistic way, but what good does that do for me or others? why not pretend that there are positive ways of thinking and acting on supposedly negative things?

I'd love to hear you refute some of this

>>37951584
>>37951630
good explanations take time to type, yo. have some patience and quell your superiority complex

>>37951630

I doubt asking profound questions about what is truth and what is reality is going to do much to ease the pain of loneliness. At best that sort of thinking allows you to disassociate, which is a hollow victory, or to feel a flimsy sense of intellectual superiority, which is a meagre consolation prize.

As for dreams, sure we don't have an exact scientific understanding of what or why they are - but you know what we can pretty sure they aren't?
Art. Symbolism implies purpose and design. But dreams are just a random jumble of shit from your subconscious. Sure there are simple observations you can make like 'gee the fact that anon dreams about love probably means he wants love', but it doesn't get much deeper than that.

If you see symbols or profound meaning in dreams then you're reading into them, and your discoveries are worth just as little as the false profundities people come up with on drugs.

>>37951630

As for why I'm mocking about your interpretation of the dream thats because, as stated, its the same dream almost all of us have. Any thread that mentions dreams it always crops up. The cause is so completely obvious it doesn't warrant 'interpretation'.

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>watching history documentary
>typical dramatic music
>narrator and experts build up imagery of what these people were like, perhaps how they were at the height of the world, culturally or militarily at their time
>get all choked up as you realize everything they worked for is mostly forgetton by people today

All their accomplishments that they thought so highly of amount to little more than a few pages in a textbook for most people and the multitudes of different facets of their existence as people is simply lost to time.

>>37951630

As for your point about optimism and appreciating yourself. It is, as you recognise, a cliche. Thats not to say it literally means nothing, but as with all such proverbial normcore wisdom, its meaningful except where it isn't.

For Chad, or even your garden variety normie, its good advice. They have genuine positive attributes that are valued by others, which they can choose to focus on and so overcome their flaws.

But a robot may not have such qualities. He may not have things about himself to appreciate. Himself is the reason he's here, after all. Thats not necessarily nihilism so much as facing up to it.

>>37951880
the purpose of pondering what's real and what isn't is to dissolve the notion that "what's in the world is real and what's in my head isn't." You say you're pretty sure dreams aren't art, but this just leads down a further rabbit hole of interpretation and perception.

This begs the question of what art is, but I would argue there isn't one solid thing that is "art." It's a fluid concept, an abstract one.

>"the expression or application of human creative skill and imagination, typically in a visual form such as painting or sculpture, producing works to be appreciated primarily for their beauty or emotional power."

this is the basic definition for art that comes up on google. Notice how it says "application of human creative skill and imagination." You acknowledge that dreams are a jumble from our subconscious, and I would say a large part our subconscious plays is giving us an unconcious interpretation of the world, and splicing it together in a unique way. I would say this qualifies for being "human creative skill and imagination."

You say that symbolism implies purpose and design, but I think one of the primary focuses of symbolism is finding meaning where it isn't explicitly said. "Real life" is us assigning meaning and structure to "reality," and if there isn't a clear cut border between "reality" and what's in our heads, then it's perfectly valid to say you can draw meaning from dreams, as it's just another form of "reality." I don't know why you assume all meaning derived from dreams is purely simple. You would have to admit in turn that there isn't an inherently complex meaning to the real world, so why does one mean more than the other to you?

Yes I'm reading into meaning in dreams, but for the reasons I stated above, why does that make the realizations false?

>>37952196
word count exceeded.

Ultimately, I was just trying to find a way to restructure what the dream meant to anon, and push him towards improving himself to improve quality of life. I don't think there's anything wrong with this. If there's anything that gives anon a better chance of finding someone to love him, it's improving himself

>>37951935
with this, you could argue love means nothing at all, as millions of people experience it in very similar ways.

>>37952019
and you're right, he might not have good qualitites about him. My advice was pretty generic. I didn't mean that as a way to escape his reality to chase a percieved better one that's inherently false. I was simply trying to frame things in a positive way to help him come to terms with, and work with his current reality.

>feel you want to contribute a feel but your entire thinking way is abstract and not easily put into words without writing down a paragraph because cant easily verbalize my feels
>feel too tired to bother trying

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>>37952269
I hope dreamanon is reading this, I think both sides could be helpful to them

>>37952269

I don't think you can extrapolate that love means nothing. I was only pointing out that an interpretation of what the dream meant was unnecessary.

Its like if someone posted 'I'm in love', and you responded with 'love. noun. A strong feeling of affection'

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>>37952361

I don't think there's any helping him, anon. Its five years on and the dream still fucks him up. What can another thread on /r9k/ do for him? In the time since, he's probably sat through millions

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>37937224
>tfw when you have deja vu and you predict something perfectly

>>37952586
>>37937224
whoops, dicked up the (You)

>>37952463
You said that the dream means nothing or is irrelevant because it's a common occurrence which played out roughly the same way it has for thousands of others. I was counterarguing that love is a common occurrence and plays out roughly the same way for millions of people. The common theme is that while you could argue both things are irrelevant because of their common occurrence, the human mind is so complex that both that type of dream and a certain type of love have many intricacies that make them different enough to be meaningful in different ways, which validates interpretations of both experiences as meaningful and "necessary."

>>37952495
Probably not, but articulating these thoughts and debating them is probably good for the brain/learning. And I've had some fun with it

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>>37934104
no no no no no
DELET

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>>37952651

I'm not so sure humans, or their desires, are all that complex. Apart from the robots suffering debilitating poverty, illness or abuse, at the root of pretty much all the complaining here is

>tfw no gf

And its as simple as that.

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>>37952811
Fair enough. I'll agree to disagree. While many human experiences are similar, I'd argue that no two human experiences are the same. This is my personal philosophy. Your point seems to be that they're similar enough to the point that it doesn't matter, which is a fair opinion to hold. I'm just saying that you could argue either way, which I think we both did sufficiently enough.

7.5/10 exchange, would do again

>>37944445
That first thing is called the Baader-Meinhof phenomenon.

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>>37952905

Fair enough, anon.

God help me. We started two hours ago. And I've spent the last seven hours mindlessly tabbing through every thread on /r9k/.

>>37950160
Images attract people man. Might be that your feelings are the same shit everyone always sees here.

>>37953026
Christ, that did not feel like two hours. I've just been typing out long debates in different R9K threads and doing some Sunday cleaning while I waited for responses.

I'm satisfied with how that went though. I thought you were just a presumptuous douche at first, similar to how you probably thought I was just a brainless hippie. I think we both backed up our points well enough though, and reached a satisfying conclusion. Better than just puking up a irrelevant argument...

>>37951047
>thinking dreams are symbolic
Dreams literally don't mean a thing, stupid. They're just good entertainment.

>>37953039
I guess that's more comforting than the thought of being ignored

>tfw you've lost your own world-view from years of browsing 4chan and try to make up a new one using logic and past experience but always abandon it due to the amount of work involved

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>>37953283

Yep. Two more hours of the only life we have.

Well, I suppose I've spent them about as best as I can given the circumstances.

I did think you were a brainless hippie. And well, I guess there's no-one else to take it out on, so we talk shit here.

>>37953468

This. I'm paranoid that I have no connection to reality, and that everything I think and believe is actually nonsense.

I try to make sense of it all, but how do you do that when you have no experience of the life and the world outside of memes and vidya?

>>37934104

It's CALLED "semantic saturation"

You fucking beta cuck no learn words loser cuck cuk.

Bet you wanted a (you) for that, didn't you?

>>37953482
It's understandable. Easy to ignore that there's humans behind the screen. And I don't think it's time wasted, debate is a skill so we build. At least it led to something somewhat fruitful

>>37953407
Lol piss off bud, I already paragraphs typed out on this

>>37953532
Well, you could try diving head-first into philosophy and building from the ground up. I'm reading Plato's dialogues right now and something in it feels promising. Not sure exactly how your paranoia is manifesting, but perhaps reading about Metaphysics may be of use to you. If you see the world as an illusion, you have something in common with the ancient Hindus/Buddhists, and might want to read their texts. That is if you really want to be grounded in the world once more instead of wasting away on 4chan, which I'm guilty of too.

On the other hand, you can construct your world view out of memes. Just be sure to post the results here if you do.

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>tfw you reestablish contact with old catfishing targets after a year's absence and now you just want out again but ghosting them twice would be rude
Can't wake up, save me

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>>37953730

No I'm not paranoid that the world is literally a metaphysical illusion or any spiritual shit like that, its just that I'm aware my experience of life is so pathetically limited that I don't actually know anything about the real world - as in living like a functional human being.

>Be a man
>Never been into gay stuff
>Be forced to gay stuff with another man
>Enjoy it

>>37953730

I mean I cant even fantasise about it I just cannot conceive of the parallel universe in which normies go about their lives

>>37953777
So in other words, you're upset that you're not a normalfag? I thought this was the obscure feels thread.
>>37953799
In what way? It feels good to them. You can go deeper than that, but it's not that complicated.

That's called jamais vu, OP. It's like the opposite of deja vu.

>>37953794
what did you two do together? How were you "forced"?

I've kissed a few guys and blown/gotten blown and really enjoyed it. Anal sex is a bridge too far for me though

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>>37953604
how dare you anon.

>>37953892
>what did you two do together? How were you "forced"?

He recorded me looking at tranny porn and then blackmailed me. He made me give him a hand job and blow job while wearing women's underwear.

>>37937561
No, it's when your brain stores a short term-memory as a long term memory, so you then think that you dreamt it when you really didn't. Once you realise this, you'll notice it a lot and be able to manage it better.

>>37950540
>Baader-Meinhof Phenomenon
3rd time this week I've heard about it. Spooky.

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>>37934220

SAMIES! Thought I was the only one.

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>tfw you realize that youre nothing else but your brain making decisions to sustain tour body i.e. himself. So you get the thought of going againtst your brain because you feel that youre not merely him and youre something more and thus by killing yourself youl'll beat your brain and gain freedom freeing yourself from this damn body. Anybody else get these feels ?

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>>37954185
Suspicious...

jlkl

>having something new come into your life then seeing it everywhere
I recently got a Saturn and I never used to see them anywhere but now I see one almost everywhere I go.

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>>37950398
This is what normies get to live every dau

>>37954325
Like a Sega Saturn or the car?

>Have one of those "uncles" you know friend of the family.
>Been around since I was little
>Develop a thing for him.
>We start having a weird sexual, but non-sexual daddy daughter thing
>As soon as I turn 18 we start fucking.
>we have this relationship till I'm 20 almost 21.
>Find out my parents are divorcing.
>Slowly find out threw the divorce that my mother cheated on my dad with uncle.
>Realize i'm him daughter
>Realize i've been fucking my own father.
>Realize all the daddy daughter stuff we did was because he knew and still fucked me.

>>37954344
The car
Orig

>>37939873
And then you end up walking weirdly and "manually" because you become concious of it. Too relatable.

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>>37954412
so which Saturn is it anon

>tfw no ion redline with the stock supercharger and hidden rear doors

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>>37954447
Just a standard ion. Looks exactly like pic related

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>>37954348
Really fucking nice. [og] really hot 2

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>Full name is Benjamin
>Everyone just calls me Ben
>Sign stuff 'Ben'
>Sometimes hit with the sudden realization that I have a 'J' in my name
Fucking blows my mind every time

>staring up at the sky and starting to feel afraid because of the vast empty space around you and imagining suddenly "falling up"

>>37955031
I get this when my panic attacks and anxiety are at their worst levels, irrational OCD fear too, its a shitty, irrational feel and I hate it desu.

I just use logic and reason to combat it, like of all the times I felt that way it never once happened and I recognize it as just part of OCD and anxiety disorder, the feelings and anxiety and the possibility exist only in my mind, in reality gravity is keeping me on the Earth and my OCD thoughts have no effect on reality so then I get over it, but it comes back when my panic attacks come back typically during the summer every few years desu

Surprised to know I'm not the only one who gets these feels

>>37937397
Way to often, longest time it took was 4 years. I don't know why I remembered it, but I did.

>>37944273
> moved from NJ to Louisiana
> know that feel all too well
> people couldn't even make time when I visited a year later and told them about it weeks in advance

>>37950555
They made a movie based on that you know.

>>37941359
I have something similar,
If I move one appendage I need to do the same with it's opposite, I then need to do the same but the opposite (the best word I can use to explain it is symmetry)
This keeps going until I lose focus, lose place or with great mental effort restrain myself. I've started to get better with it but I end up doing stuff like this (assume L is my left hand and R is my right hand)
R L L R L R R L R L L R L R R L
(It gets more extensive than this)
(If you guys can see you half it you get the same but opposite and it continues when you keep halving it)
Anyone else have this?

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>>37956618
What in the absolute fuck, I did this throughout all of my youth. I did it with all sorts of places, to the point where if I flexed/used one muscle I had to use the opposite in symmetry and the same amount of times. Something else had to occupy my mind to stop it. Thankfully it went away as I got older but what in the fuck was wrong with me? I used to think if I didn't maintain the symmetry I would die. Is that OCD?

>>37942613
Shit
Unoriginal comment being made original even though I'm making the making original part longer than the initial comment, amirite?

>tfw you're driving and suddenly realize you're on a mobile platform powered by explosions

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>tfw my mind is creating false memorys about me drinking coffee
I never drank coffee before so why is my brain creating lies?

>>37958254
Are you sure you're not actually drinking coffee anon?

>>37958254
Covfefe drinker confirmed.

>tfw you have a really intense/epic dream and you wake up exhausted

>>37937782
>>realize how your chest bobs up as your lungs fill with air
Your chest should move out, not up.
If it moves up then you're breathing incorrectly.

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>>37939533
>have dream
>think about breathing
>start breathing manually
>dream stops
>die

>Have a dream that name is not my actual name, it's something else
>Forget what it is

It's been bothering me for a year or so now, I think it was Aidan or something.

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>dream about being 12 again and raiding the fridge in my old house frequently
>even in my dreams there's nothing good to eat in the fridge

why

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>tfw you have to look at yourself in the mirror before heading out

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>Catch yourself in the mirror for a second and forget that that's what you look like

When you've gone so deep in analyzing the world, the meaning behind the meaning, the meaning behind that, and why we are able to ponder over such things with our feeble minds, which also begs the question to you: What is conciousness, and how does it really work... etc.

This is the worst kind of feel, I swear I'm not crazy.

>>37959094
I consider it more a slight general expansion, up and out at the same time, like a balloon.

>>37956700
IDK man, never been tested. If it is it's very mild

>can't step on the invisible lines that come out of corners
>they'll kill you
Anyone else know this feel? I always try to jump over the invisible lines at corners

>>37936287
Wrong. You're the only thing stopping your reflection from getting in

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>>37961753
asdaasd

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tfw found a cute guy to be my bf, eventually we soon realize that it wasn't going to last longer than two months because we don't share the same interests. anytime we meet up if we don't have sex or watch tv there's always awkward pauses cuz both of us don't really understand eachother's interests.


Its been two months but we haven't seen eachother for two weeks. we both haven't decided to split yet because we both hope that it can still work.... somehow.... idk how....

;_;

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>wishing you could just walk out, and walk forever with nothing but your thoughts
>leave no note, just go

>>37937595
>No qt rural gf who plays kids games and collects stuffed animals

>>37934297
JOKES ON YOU I HAVE A FAN ON, HA.

>>37936287
Holy shit I used to be so frustrated by this as a kid

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>>37962212
>tf

dsafsf

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>>37937550
>Where did I get that information?
because time isn't linear and can leak

>>37963021
This nigga gets it.

>tfw this is all a projection all the events that ever happen are already stored on the server

>>37937224
This shit is scary as fuck sometimes. I remember before I had a dream when I was younger I was playing with my little cousins in the backgarden of my father's house. I ended up picking one up because he fell and hurt his knee, just after it was time to go inside for dinner and their mother called us, standing in the doorframe.
About a month later this exact thing happened. I remember I just kinda stopped and told sure be in in a couple seconds. I was pretty freaked out and even told her I had a weird sense of deja-vu. It's happened a couple other times but this one always stood out to me.

Ocean Man makes me sad because no one will ever take my by the hand and just show me the underwater world. Ive always just wanted to see how things work down there and just silently observe them

>>37963081
Fuck meant to respond to this one. >>37937397

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>>37963086
>you will never be able to breathe underwater
>you will never be able to just drift away at the beach and start a new life down under

It's not fair bros.

>>37934104
>tfw you studied too hard and hallucinate shit every other day
>tfw you close your eyes and see textbooks
>tfw not even being a summerfag can fix this

>>37934104
talking to yourself in strange voices because you're lonely

>>37937782
>>37939110
Nope no matter what you guys do, I don't think it'll work.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8gffeoF9S0 Listen to This, great to relax to. Any fans of Avatar: The Last Airbender might find this emotional too.

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>killing imaginary multidimensional creatures with mega powers beyond the gods
>create a formidable villain who's power is greater than your so so you have to transcend into another level of power not yet seen
>tfw going after the gods but still have to beat a few demons then it's time to put this over a decade long imaginary journey to end
>postponing it because it's too fun
>27 years old

>When you swear you heard someone call your name while listening to a song, bit when you take off your headphones it's silence
Gets me everytime.

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>the more I say a word the less sense it makes
>I struggle to form coherent sentences since I forget how to use the words properly
>mfw

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>>37950676
GG no re, dude.

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>>37964354
>create an imaginary world where i proyect my ideologies
>more than 4 years devoleping the story
>literally the only thing fun in my life is just to stay in my bed contemplating my own imagination
>postponing it because there is no other reason to stay alive
>19 years

>>37965673
Whats some of the most interesting stuff to come out of your head?

>>37937824
How was this proven?

>>37965400
Got source on this one my dude?

>>37949856
>Or does he only care about OP posts?
Of course, because he's the OP of all the threads he bombards.

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>>37951374
haha he said platitudinous

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>tfw have to go to the shitty 24-hour corner store because the other one's too close to a playground
>tfw the new school they're putting in is near my favourite restaurant so I can't go there anymore once it's built

>>37963193
At the end of season 4 I couldn't sleep very well because I kept worrying that I was leaving an Overwatch match for some reason or another. I'd also see the headshot marker and shit.

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>you will never carry a close friend or girlfriend home on a comfy semi-rural road at dusk, your forms silhouettes on the crimson sky, under powerlines and sparse trees

>You're doing something random
>All the sudden, for a brief second or two, you ask yourself what is this, what are the things around you, who are you, you detach yourself from the world, everything becomes absurd, and then you return to normal and the feel goes away quickly.

>have been staring at phone/tv screen/monitor for long time
>Have to stop to go throw out the trash, get groceries, walk the dog or something
>Slowly transition from animated 'graphics' to real life resolution
>realize just how much escapist media you consume as a coping mechanism

>>37950393
it happened really suddenly.
>voices in my head are asking me about dogs committing suicide
>suddenly the world flashes dark, like in movies when robbers override a camera feed
>rule out travelling through time and realise i am in an alternate reality
>dont know who did it but i know why, because i was going to figure out the secret about them killing dogs
>outside when it happened, check trees for faults in order to confirm my theory, think if i have changed realities there should be mistakes somewhere
>as i start hear a siren in the distance
>figure out its a warning to stop investigating, dont know what will happen if i disobey so i leave the tree alone
>this at least confirms my thoughts

everything seems infinitely similar but i know my consciousness has taken over the body of my alternate self in this world

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>>37954348
o..oh...

hmmm

>Had a lot of nightmares since I was a kid until like 2 or 1 and half years ago
>I was abused, humilliated or was in a situation where I had to act quickly, beat an opponent or save someone
>I never did anything
>felt an horrible sensation of my limbs having no strenght or slowly losing it
>the nightmares always ended with me being unable to do anything and fucking scared of everything
>now I know that I had them because of a crippling fear of failing something or being unable to do it right
>I still cant get over it and live with the fear of knowing my limits and realizing how useless I am

>>37963021
That image is until you click the thumbnail. Then it becomes endearing.

>>37934104
>tfw you're driving somewhere at night but it looks entirely different than at day and you get excited because you never saw it that way before

>>37936287
Oh shit nigga, why doesn't he go left and I go right?

>tfw your crush is your mom

>lying in bed in 90+ degree room pretty hungover
>feeling anemic blood slowly and languidly circulate through bloated but fragile body
>cant do anything but close eyes and hope you don't stroke out when you go to rub one out to fat girls pissing their pants
>imfuckindyinman.m4a

>>37934297
I wish i didn't open this thread , fuck you
Originemo

>tfw fear using question marks

>tfw everything seems to be made of tiny dots, like you can see the individual "pixels" in your vision
>Nothing looks real anymore, the world is "flat" and fake looking
>There is never complete darkness. Even when you close your eyes you see the "pixels"

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>Pants are loose when standing up
>Too tight when sitting down

>>37939255
>when you desperately want something but you don't know what it is
It's the brief happiness I experienced as a child when I didn't care about women, work or life in general.

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>>37934104
>Tmw you have a dream about a girl you've never seen before and the very next day she shows up in one of your classes

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>>37934104
>tfw you stare at a word for so long it loses any semblance of meaning

>tfw you feel like you are having the exact same conversation with a different person in a different place.

>tfw so isolated you actually feel invisible in a crowded room.

>Feel when aimless in everything. Like going for a walk with no direction at night.

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>>37969799
Nazi frog probably seen Madoka...
Or rather Homura.

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>>37934104
>out in public
>hear voices calling your name
>look around
>there's no one looking at you

>tfw

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>>37969416
>There is never complete darkness. Even when you close your eyes you see the "pixels"

>tfw those 'pixels' gradually become vivid hallucinations of your dead relatives

>>37945355
>when out of nowhere, in relation to nothing, you just feel like you're a fucking pathetic mess
> in relation to nothing
Nah. I know what it relates to.

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>Have problems but everyone else has worse problems so you know that if you complain people will just tell you to stop bitching but they don't realize that you've never been great at anything and you've never raised your voice or broken down because you're so terrified of what people think of you yet so you try to please everyone and people appear to say that you're sweet and nice but you've always fearing that they are masking their true opinions because you've never been good at anything nor have you truly opened yourself to them.

>tfw no stressed business husbando to greet when he comes home by taking his bag, sitting him down on the couch with a drink and sucking his dick so thoroughly that he falls asleep after he cums

>>37964354
>mfw adding/editing to a mental fanfiction I started when I was 7 almost every time I take a shit
>27

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>>37950309
I know how that feels anon. In public I consider myself very sexually conservative, but in private I've got more kinks than a water hose. It's not fun.

>tfw the abstract pointing that flight attendants do regarding emergency exits

>tfw you imagine btfo'ing connor mcgregor then doing the spock handsign and bowing, crowds would hate you at first but respect your skill and heart.

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>be on diet
>Losing the weight
>people trying to feed you junkfood

inbcredibly /x/ this thread is.
really r9k I'm, impressed. Took me some time to read. But this shit here is fucking mysterious!
Thanks, is what I wanted to say, I think.