tell me about the feelest feel you felt today
>>37927321
I want to go trip out in a park with a friend but then I realized I have no friends
>>37927321
My birthday today and nobody has wished me happy birthday, including my parents in the other room
>>37927408
Happy birthday anon ( :
Orogonalo
>>37927408
Happy birthday mein neger
I wish (you) all the best and to be happy.
Even if it's death we all wait for...
>>37927444
Nice trips
Will the deliver death ?
>>37927321
>Wake up
>Look at phone wallpaper*
>See that wonderful smile
>Filled with happiness out of nowhere
Thank you, my precious wife (male).
*Phone wallpaper is pic related
>>37927321
>tfw ass is sore and I don't know why
>>37927408
I wish you an original and happy birthday Anon.
>>37927408
Don't worry about those dickheads anon, happy birthday, worry about having fun and nothing else, and hopefully next year will be even better.
>girl from school died of a terminal illness today
Not really that much of a feel personally since I didn't really know her (and I just don't have much empathy in general), but I guess it puts it all into perspective. Just 'cos you're 20/21 doesn't mean you're immune from suddenly dying. Then again she was sick for her entire life so in this case it was always on the cards, it was only a matter of time really.tfw probably going to be the first suicide
>tfw you will never be a father
I can't stop feeling this feel.
>>37927408
yaay its my bday too. One more trip around the sun buddy.
>>37927321
more suicidal thoughts. happiness seems so unattainable
>>37927610
Truly the worst feel ever
Boss was a power-crazy and took me for granted. But for some reason I feel guilty about quitting. The department is going to fall apart under my coworkers(one is a coalburner who has neck/hand tattoos).
>>37927610
feels good desu.
>>37927321
>I felt the feel I don't want to keep feeling
>this thing that is observing everything right now is very limited and temporary "soon" to face complete annihilation but not before going through constant suffering
Watched the bob ross auto tuned song while hanging with 2 of my roommates, one who is a painting student like myself.
I guess it was a blend of elation, determination to do art but knowing that's a road that invites challenge and suffering, hope for a better future despite knowing i'll probably be poor forever, and a tinge of sadness for an awesome human who was gone too soon.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=YLO7tCdBVrA
>>37927321
I never feel anything other than the occasional hatred.
>>37927610
same here anon. i just want to give someone a better life than mine...
>>37929440
no life is still better than even the most lucky of human lifes. plus you can't assure his life will be fruitful no matter how much you try. you can't assure he won't get some horrible disease. only sensible thing to do is not to procreate. don't give the curse of living to another being.
>>37929496
thats why you find a young woman with good genes.. the chances of a child getting a life changing, horrible disease is rare. its what i want but i doubt i will get it anyways.
>>37929578
no matter how rare is it's always a risk you're assuming at the expense of another being. it's not like the kid that doesn't yet exists is missing out on something. there's no one to miss out on something but there will be someone who can take the risk if you do make a kid.
>>37929613
its what we are designed to do.
>tried to kill myself
>couldn't get drunk enough
>just pass out in my car for a couple of hours
Fuck crown royal. I thought I liked this shit. Now, it just makes me throw up. Second time trying, second time throwing up. I just need Jack or fireball
>>37929681
thats some normie tier reasoning.
>>37929772
its what sex is for, moron. we are here to pass on our genes and have a purpose in life. sounds boring and miserable to be 40 with no wife or kids to teach good ways. that will never happen to me but its a natural desire everyone has. its okay, you'll get out of your teenage edgy phase.
>inb4 im 30
>>37927321
>on vacation
>see my 12 year old stepbrother with aspergers talking up girls and making them laugh
>tfw even a sperg has more success with qts than me
>>37927321
All the nihilistic observations and fatalistic worldview I have are not the reason I don't like life. It's just because I'm depressed.
>>37929267
Bro just get on antidepressants, they've worked wonders for my anxiety and depression. I feel pretty satisfied with life all the time now, no more suicidal thoughts