I'm living abroad and I feel very lonely and depressed

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at least I can look at beautiful tarot cards

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Back in my country I used to drive a car, here I don't. I really miss it, but not as much as I miss having a dog around.

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It's not like I felt very welcomed back there. I didn't belong there, and I don't belong here. Will I ever stop feeling so threatened?

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Today I had to ask some questions to a posdoc in my group and to my advisor. Both of them are utterly indifferent to my work and to myself. I don't feel regarded as a sentient being.

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But I guess it's better this way, I cannot relate to them at all anyway.

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I will remain in my room during this entire weekend. And also on monday probably, since I have been working from home to avoid having to handle people.

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It honestly does not feel like things are going to getting better for me. But I have promised myself that I'd live at least until the age of 30, and I'm not breaking my promise.

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On my way home I saw a girl with very big breasts on the street. I will never have her.

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I have been having weird thoughts since I found out about Jordan Peterson. Mystical thoughts, really. And to think I'm an atheist.

>8 replies, 1 poster
You sad, sad creature. Here, have a (You). >>37915018

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>>37915351
Thank you. You are an empathic person, aren't you. I hope you like dogs as much as I do.

Where are you from and what country are you staying in?

>>37915370
I don't like living things. That's probably why I gave you a (You).

>>37915018
I feel you. I moved from eastern EU to france 2 years ago and even though I live a better life now I still miss the 2 friends I used to have.

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The ending scene of the original Ghost in the Shell movie really impresses me. I wish I could myself leave my humanity behind and become something higher too.

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>>37915384
I'm a very paranoid person and don't like giving personal details about myself on the internet much. But I'm currently living in Europe.

>>37915394
I see. I hope one day you have the chance to change your mind.

>>37915397
At least you live a better life now. I feel like I moved from one pit to another.

>>37915018
>where u from
>where u at
>what u studyin
>do u recommend going abroad to do a post grad after your experience

>>37915448
>Europe
Das too vague man. Just name the country nobody will know it's you. There must be like thousands of foreign postgrad students in any given country

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>>37915453
Well this gave me the chance to live away from home for the first time. I don't have my mother here, so I have to wash my own clothes now, for example. You learn many things like that.

You also learn a lot about society from being immersed in a society different from yours.

>>37915492
Fair enough, I'm in Switzerland.

>>37915528
I thought they liked foreigners in Switzerland?


Also do you know how to do tarot card readings? Might come in handy when making new friends

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One would think that I'd go out a lot now that I live on my own. But I stay inside as much as I did back home. It makes me really tired to see other people, and it's uncomfortable to the point where it's painful to have to talk to them. I'm just not one of them.

>>37915528
>Fair enough, I'm in Switzerland.
Holy shit, that's the closest ever to me for another robot.

>>37915573
>I thought they liked foreigners in Switzerland?
Not, if they are Germans.

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>>37915573
People here are very nice. I dare to say that the Swiss people are the nicest people in the world. But I'm not one to go after people and show interest in them, am I.

>>37915581
Are you Swiss?

i live in zurich. where are you my lonely friend?

>>37915622
>lonely
>But I'm not one to go after people and show interest in them

Well there's your problem.

>>37915622
>Are you Swiss?
Nope, Austrian.

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>>37915652
What is it like in Zurich anyway?

>>37915686
Vienna is quite a lot like Paris, to my surprise.

>>37915684
I don't know how to be in any other way.

>>37915736
zurich is great. i couldnt imagine living in any other swiss city. well maybe basel. but i have been thinking about moving to the country side

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I honestly don't know what my life will be like in 5 years. Maybe I will have found some peace?

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>>37915794
Those towns within the Alps look really nice. Living in the mountains.

>>37915802
most young people dont know what their life will be like in 5 years. calm down

Why don't you just go to a brothel. Prostution is legal in Switzerland, right?

>>37915844
hmm if ill move to the country side i dont want to live in a tiny village where everbody knows everybody. thats why i like zurich. it gives me anonymity. also i dont want to commute to work everyday for 5 hours

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>>37915861
But I feel severely removed from society. Without any support there is no limit to how much I could crash.

>>37915888
I'm not interested in sex. I wonder if 888 means anything.

alright enough teasing you fucking faggot. where are you originally from? why are you im switzerland? What are you doing there? give us some fucking info

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>>37915991
I'd feel really unsafe if I did that. In real life I speak so little that people probably even doubt my sexuality behind my back. Please accept how much I feel comfortable offering at this moment.

>>37915908
That's a fair point. Still, it would be great to be one of those village people and feel completely at home and accepted there, I think. Those people are very lucky.

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>>37915018
Literally me and literally how I feel

Just seeing this thread fills me with amazement of how coincidences work

anyways, my lack of socialization scares me and i feel like comming here was a waste

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I'll go to bed now, thanks for all those who replied or even who just read my messages. If anyone wants to comment, rest assured that I'll read it in the morning, and will be very happy to do so.

Have a nice one, and good luck.

>>37916139
One last reply: the way I think of it, every time you do something new you become a more prepared person. And that will make your future self grateful, for sure.

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>>37916226
>One last reply: the way I think of it, every time you do something new you become a more prepared person. And that will make your future self grateful, for sure.

It will improve everything about you, but your social skills. I have learned how to fight the bureocracy and how to be more independent and strong. Many improvements, but I will forever remain an autist with a locked permanent asocial personality with no social skills and that stresses me. It is unpleasant and I want to shrink and hide from the shame and emotional pain.

Good night.