post sad birthday partys

>tfw turn 20
>get 2 birthday wishes on facebook
>one from mom
>other one from my cousin

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>turned 27
>only my mom remembered
>didn't even have a cheat day

>turned 21
>went to steakhouse with mom
>she cries on the ride home about wishing I wasn't so lonely
>one of the only times she ever empathized

got cheesecake, so it was pretty decent.

>>37900664
>>37900631
birthdays are meaningless after 18 anyway

>>37900631
this is why I deactivate my account on my birthday, then reactivate it the next day

>>37900837
truth. last birthday I celebrated was my 21st only because I could have the alcohol that I had already been drinking illegally anyway.

it's just like any other day except people you never talk to on facebook wish you a happy birthday.

>caring about birthdays when you're a grown ass man

anon, come on

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>>37900607
>having birthday parties past the age of 18

>turned 20
>parents kicked me out on my birthday
fuck life

>>37900607
>turn 21
>have a threesome
>go out to crack a cold one with the boys (& got chickenwings)

>>37900631
Do you live in one of those countries where no one uses FB or what?

>>37900867
Just change your settings so no one post on your timeline.

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>turn 19 a few weeks back
>bestest friend, like basically my brother, 1000 miles away
>messages me on bday "Hey, where did [mutual friends] take you out?"
>nowhere
>Rages at them all in the group chat

Apparently one guy was moving, one guy was out of state, and the other just forgot, so I forgive 'em. But still it was good to have one guy at my back.

>>37900891
>this bait
Kill yourself normalfag.

>>37900875
not me i just want to see a feels thread

>>37900607
sorry about that anon happy birthday from all of us here we are a second family at least these people are to me anyways

>turn 18
>feel like I'm supposed to be having a good time
>expectation fails
>nobody talks to me all day as usual
>extreme mood swings
>cry at least 9 times and throw things
>cut myself for some reason and have it be the highlight of the day

I'm genuinely scared for the next one. But at least I can buy booze then so maybe I can manage some and not want to off myself. Fuck I feel dread just thinking about it

>>37900607
>tfw turning 20 next month

I haven't celebrated a birthday party since elementary school when my mom would orchestrate the whole thing and invite everyone in the grade. Back then we all just showed up to each others parties and had a good time without thinking about it.

When I was 11 I had enough self awareness to realize that everyone hated me and if I threw a party it would be terrible and no one would come, so why bother.

I have a sad picture from my 14th birthday. I was so awkward looking my gender isn't even discernible. I had no friends, no desire or reason to celebrate, but my mom forced me downstairs to blow out candles, open some presents from her and take that one picture.

It depresses me every time I see it. So does every lonely picture of me standing by a cake with a pathetic smile and knowing that my mom was the only other person in the room.
Fuck this thread.

>>37902039
post it, it would make us feel like were not alone

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>>37900607
>Turn 21
>In Uni
>No friends or family who give a shit
>Celebrate by walking to Safeway after class and picking up Birthday Cake Oreos after eating bland jerk chicken and shitty rice drinner alone at the dining hall.
>Sleep
>Go to class the next day.