>little cousin wets bed
>he's 12
>didn't kill myself because it would devastate him
>was going to help him grow to become confident
>bailed on his birthday out of anxiety for big crowds
Who else /role model/ here?
Anybody failing hard at it?
Don't feel bad for bailing. I bail on my 92 year old grandmother because of anxiety too.
But you could always make it up to him by making a party/something special for just you two.
I failed this year when I offered to tutor my baby cousins with their highschool math/science. Never helped once. I'm the oldest cousin. They're 2 of 4 girls from my aunt who's a single mom.. I try to be there for all of them but shit it's hard to get teenagers attention and have them actually listen