I've been watching this anime.
There's a lot of loser middle school kids in it. They improve over the course the year they spend with that yellow thing.
Getting better grades and getting better at life. There's a backstory for what they do every time they do it, so it doesn't feel like an asspull.
It just makes me feel like shit.
I never tried to get good grades that hard.
I just sit around at home with lots of free time playing vidya and watching anime.
Anime is supposed to make me feel better but instead it making me wish I wasn't lazy and that I was actually pushing myself past the limits I've set for myself.
Do you know that feel?
How do you deal with it?
>>37885288
by doing something useful probably.
Maybe stop watching anime and do something with a purpose, anything really. Focus on keeping your home cleaner, optimizing your food for protein intake, go to the gym, shit like that, just force yourself to do something and you'll eventually feel better about yourself.