>meet person online
>they seem very interesting
>smother them in attempts at conversation because I'm a NEET used to constant communication with people who are similarly jobless and used to constant online chatting
>a few times thought I was close to someone while in fact I was testing and breaking their tolerance limits on a daily basis
>they never made it clear before it was too late
>I'm oblivious
>when they finally tell me, or someone else does, it crushes me every time
>every time I think I got a hang of it
>every time I alienate someone again anyways
How the fuck do I find the right amount of talking to someone? My incompetence levels are nearing lethal. Even the people whose first impressions of me are very positive I manage to drive away by being fucking tedious.
I require assistance even if I know I'm past the point of saving and am thus bumping this thread