How do I deal with the fact that I'll never have a girlfriend ?

You don't. It will always be there. One of the reasons why people go to war.
To forget.
And to die.

Practice celibacy.

Not meme celibacy like "I watch filthy shemale porn videos on my computer every night but I don't put my dick in vaginas, so I'm a celibate" celibacy

But genuine celibacy where you quieten your desires and remove lust from your life. Quit porn. Quit sexual fantasy. And your life will improve.

>>37883264
And to kill other men and take their wives and daughters. Don't forget that one

>>37883206
Why does sex make me angry?
I want to rape her.

>>37883206
Laugh at them for their flaws. How their bluepilled slave minds fuck them over in the end.