Today is the first day of summer in the States lads, and also the longest day of the year.
I thought to myself when I woke up today that it'd be a great day to go to the beach, and it was. It was warm enough to be comfortable in just a shirt and shorts, and the sky was crystal clear.
The only problem is that I didn't have anyone to go with me. I called the one IRL friend I kinda/sorta have and he never got back to me. My sister is out of town for work, even my mom is on vacation and out of the house. Besides that I have no one. I drove to the lake and hung out there for an hour or so but watching everyone walking around in groups or as couples depressed me so I went back home.
It's dark now, so I'll try again next year.
I am so, so utterly lonely lads. It sucks so much desperately going down your list of people to hang out with and basically having no one. I can't imagine what it's like to have tons of friends you can call on and at least some of them will be available, or even better to have friends who'll call YOU and invite you out to stuff. I just can't imagine.
Sorry for blogging, I just needed to get that out to someone, somehow.
>>37880098
Hey man it was the summer solstice here yesterday in the UK and i didnt even know about it, regardless im a shut in so it was just another normal day for me though it was kinda cool laying in bed at 10.30pm trying to get some sleep and seeing how bright it was outside still.
This post is kinda elliot rodger tier though, driving to the beach and getting jealous of couples etc? Come on man those are people you'll never meet, dont get jealous over strangers so easily.
Hopefully next year you can do something on this day!
>>37880098
its ok op, loneliness is a cruel bitch and i can only hope she leaves us alone one day. stay stromg brobot