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>>37878016
>had hope
>don't

I'll take constant numbness over sporadic optimism with intermittent suffering.

>>37878016
somebody looks like they need some Party Rock

>>37878016
It is possible to heal if you can quit! I fell for the jew/nazi meme very hard when it first came out but I managed to get it out of my system. However that was only one out of a lot of derangements and it is very overwhelming. Sometimes I think if I was somewhere else I could get swept up in it and forget this place and things related to it, but then when I am somewhere else I either have this bitter outlook or am understimmed by the lack of (You) rushes and it prevents me from appreciating where I am.

God damnit, it shouldn't be possible to become fucked in the head.

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>>37878016
you just need to leave. don't concern yourself with us. those of us that stay here; belong here.

the ones that have a chance and feel upset looking at this board don't belong and will leave. those that need the closure of this place wil stay because they need this.

this place is good because it lets you know that it is ok to have anger, it is healthy to have hatred, as long as it doesn't consume you which it wont. so many people think you need to be this fucking happy or content person every second but it's not good for you, it's not healthy. many people meed to get angry, and we are them. we need to get angry, to swear, to curse entire genders, races and religions even if it's just online.

/pol/ is unhealthy becasue it literally just breeds bad behaviour and makes someone feel justified in being a bad person. all we want on /r9k/ is to vent. I'm not claiming I "get" this place, I just know I'm ok with everything that goes on and I feel at home ad at peace browsing. I'm not the ultimate robot, I'm just a robot that feels connected, and this is just my perspective

now fuck off normie.

>>37878016
Not much. I like anime now and I found a number of video games that I really like that I would never have found otherwise. I live alone and sometimes end up wasting hours here because I have nothing to do otherwise so eh this website may have fucked over my sense of time management.

My fetishes were always fucked from the very beginning and this place may have actually tamed them. I still have only three friends who have been around since I started coming here. I still can have a normal conversation with people, but I never really enjoy it, like I always have.

>>37878182
Literally the sweetest thing ever said on /r9k/

These posts annoy me. 4chan has done nothing but good for me. It only fucks you up if you're baby-tier impressionable

>>37878016
I was starting to get happy again. Thought i had an identity for myself. I am a normie but alot of the pain and loneliness embodied in this board i really feel. I dont know what to do. i feel like a half breed.