>22
>haven't been going to college for a year
>didn't tell it to my parents
>they'll kick me the fuck out once they find out
I have no willpower to do anything, let alone work. How do I ease myself into an heroing? I've always been a coward.
get drunk my good man
exactly how drunk are we talking for it not to hurt to cut my arm?
>>37875990
You're only 22 man. If you end your life now that's just a waste. hell, you could move to Thailand or some place where life is cheap and just work a shit job. Try to live a little
>>37876150
I'm a beta faggot who's terrible with people. I've seen what men who are virgin at 40 look like. I don't want to be that way.
Besides, the reason I don't want to live anymore is because I can't live from playing vidya 24/7, which is what I've been doing for the last year,
>>37875990
Why not try to keep the deception going? If you don't feel like KYS, you could try to put some effort into it and deceive them for a bit longer. If you don't care about them you could literally pocket the tuition money with a little bit of effort.
>>37876216
ayy, I'm in a similar situation. I plan to hang myself. You should do the same desu, best way to off oneself if you don't have access to a firearm.
>>37876299
I've been lying to my parents for 5 years, always making something up so I could just play more videogames. I am on the brink of getting kicked out as we speak. I've used every sociopathic form of manipulation and deception possible.
>>37876304
Why do we do this to ourselves? I've ruined my future and destroyed the trust of my parents. I've traded everything in life for more vidya.
>>37876216
If you already play vidya all day and that's what you like to do. isn't that basically how a 40 year old virgin would spend his days? then maybe that isn't such a bad future for you
Been doing the same for the past 6 months
I'm 28 with a good job, saving up for a house and decided to quit, I don't have the time/energy anymore
Parents weren't OK with it when I told them so I lied and told them I changed my mind
>>37876430
I am miserable and I can't make myself work.
>>37876384
There's worse things than wanting to play vidya. If I were you I'd start making plans to get a job/find a roommate so you can do vidya in your free time (there will be more than enough, fuck all these NEETS who expect perfection).
>>37876512
Might make you feel pathetic (which you are atm), but why not ask your parents/ friends of family etc. to help you find a job? Sorry, not really buying that you can't work especially when a little money comes in. Being incapable of GETTING a shitty job is somewhat understandable.