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>>37871972
Cool man. Now add another 600mgs of Dxm and ur ready to party.

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>>37872184
potentiating with grapefruit juice 100% sp
should still be a pretty strong peak
much more and it would fuck with my heart too much for comfort

tonight it's just a little weed and vodka but usually it's weed with half a bar. on the weekend it's a nice line of dope and weed.
weed once a day though

Gonna do 450mg DXM and a 0.5g firecracker, wish me luck.

Tolerance finally went down, gonna take 150mg tramadol. Maybe some hydroxyzine to potentiate.

>have to get up at 7:30
>have to go to sleep at the same time as my parents
>no time to do any drugs other than DMT which I'm saving for a special occasion

>>37871972
It's a work for me OP.
Booze and a bump of amps then, weed and PornHub later.

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I'll take 300mg of benadryl or something and smoke a pack of cigarettes

amphetamine is the best drug to ever exist

Exactly what are dissociatives like?
I've done the gamut of them but I still can't explain it to myself or others like I could psychedelics, stimulants, opiates, etc.
Help me hash this out, /drug/. Explain the experience of NMDA antagonism

>inb4 "it makes your life like a movie"
This one does nothing for me and fails to convey what it's really like

I just woke up from doing acid last night. It was fucking great. Now I have to wait another week or so before I get that feeling again.

>>37872827
From what i've experienced it makes me feel like im in a refridgerator

everything is quiet and peaceful

butif you take a bigger dose you get visuals and a headache

>>37871972
Just took a small dose of ketamine and vaping some weed.

For me ketamine is the comfiest drug if I stay below k-hole doses.
That might be partly because I have a chronic pain condition that ketamine does wonders for.

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I'm the meth girl from a couple threads ago. Super sad my hello kitty bong got stolen, and now I'm back to a boring straight pipe. Considering trying mainlining or doing a booty bump...

it disassociate you
your culture, biology and emotions lay bare in front of unprejudiced eyes
a god with no name and no power

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Its there for whoever needs it

Original

>>37873300
Jesus fucking christ, can't you stupid holes let us have one thread without you shitting it up? Your possession of a hole had zero bearing on your comment. I hope you OD and rot.

>>37873300
guys did i tell you im a girl btw :D

>>37872827
They make me feel like my consciousness is being rerouted to bypass my brain. Like everything is seperated between mind and body. Like I'm controlling my movements and senses from far away across and great void or something. All my thoughts are organic and not filtered through my brain. They give me not only visual hallucinations but each of the five senses manifest in a hallucinatory way. It's the bet way I can describe it. It's really mostly indescribable though.

>>37873300
tits or gtfo femdrugbot

>>37873300
Mainlining would be a great next step in your fantastic list of good decisions amigo

>>37873300
wow a girl!!!


you go girl
woth girl power combs girl responsibility haha
girl powere!! haha

girl responsibility is being beaten by the superior sex btw

let meet up and you let me beat you and steal your meth haha

i'll do a booty bump off ofyou! haha. i[ll bump your ass with my fist, hard. hahaha

>>37873300
meth is shit
get some ketamine to help you quit
god I love Ketamine

>>37873400
hmm

how do you get visuals? only time I've ever gotten visuals from any dissociative was when it was combined with something else. I want to get pure /dis/ visuals, what do they look like? How much do I need to do of what?

>>37871972
I just smoke about 1.5 g of weed every day and drink twice a month. Y'all can grind on mmos with me lol

hahahahahaha
duuuuuuuuuude

>>37873677
The best visuals I've got was off I think around 800-900mg of Dxm sitting in a dark room trying to focus into the darkness. Rainbows and ribons and figures and shit dripping into my eyes. Also had weird experiences with keeping my eyes closed while tripping. Lifetimes of experiences played out on the insides of my eyelids like they were projector screens.

>>37872827
>"it makes your life like a movie"
for me it's more like piloting yourself

>>37871972
Just some pot. I usually don't spliff my bud, but I wanted that extra kick that nicotine gives the thc.
My favorites are mushrooms and mesc, but I only like to do those on hikes or camping trips.
>>37873300
Try whoring for attention with your junkie blogpost garbage on /r/meth you gutter trash whore.

Absolutely no one wants you in these threads.

>>37874141
........................but shes a girl?

doing not super girly things? not ur normal gal!

shes so beautiflu i bet...........

>>37871972
made fun brownies for the first time tonight, loaded as hell and watching the new twin peaks

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Anyone here knowledgeable on forging prescriptions?

I want to get some oxycodone, I'm not american and laws here are lax so I can very likely get away with forging shit.

Any oxycodone prescription will look fishy IMO, do you recommend replacing oxycodone with anything else?

Also thinking in forging some valium.

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I FEEL LIKE IM GONNA FUCKING SCREAM AND RIP MY FACE OFF
no more junk at all, or pills or anything. i've scraped all the residue off of tables and shit, and from bags and wherever, making some nasty ass concoctions to keep it at bay. i should be getting more within a couple days. ITS KILLING ME FUCCCCCKCKK!!!! i had some fucking kratom and went through it all too, it helped, but i ran out, boiled the bag today to get FUCKALL out of it. anyone else here in a shitfest like this? i got off the ride for a bit last week and got back on and now i dont have shit and have to wait and i wanna fucking DIE!!!!! i've been looking for any kind of downer to slightly take the edge off, im drinking wine i found in the fridge even though i hate booze. its not really doing shit but i have to try, my skin is crawling. maybe ill take a couple benadryls, but those are even worse than booze. hate em. skin crawling thooooooo FUCK!!!!
>>37873300
DONT FUCKING MAINLINE, CUNT! TRUST ME!!!!!! habits get reallyyyyyy fucking extreme once you do, ive been literally sick all day even though ive managed to scrape a bit of old shit. seriously fucking listen to me, you'll fuck yourself up so bad. just stick to smoking the shit

>>37874167
>doing not super girly things?
"Horrible life decisions" is one of the most quintessentially girly things imaginable.

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>>37874258
>kratom
>boiled the bag

>>37874236
it's important to say which country

anyway that sounds like a retarded idea to me, because you could just use the darknet to find cheap benzos, and make your own opiates from poppy seeds, without going through all that trouble and risk.

>>37874258
if you're in America try using DXM to withdraw, I hear it works wonders.
However you're also getting what you deserve for becoming a junkie.

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>>37873367
I'm a literal addict that almost ODed a couple of times, attempted suicide by OD twice but ended up in ER, and had a couple of psychotic episodes (ended up in a psych ward for 5 days once, with shots and almost being tied up).

I tried with NA, believe me I tried, but I'm an atheist and an autistic friendless robot who happens to be an addict, in meetings everyone else are former Chads and Stacies that used with their Chad and Stacy friends while I am/was a loser that uses alone for days locked up in a room. I can't relate to anyone, and being close to happy people in meetings make me wanna instantly puke or use.

I'm back to using again after spending 30 times in rehab. Life still sucks, the depression and suicidal thoughts are still there, the loneliness is still there, the isolation is still there, failure is still there, anxiety is still there. I'd like to use illegal shit but I tried smoking and instantly ended up in a psychotic state like the last time I ended up in the psych ward.

I just bought 2 beers with 16% AVB and 1000mg of tramadol because I got nothing else to buy and I thrashed my last stash, telling myself that at least I was going to stop using illegal shit (weed, acid, coke, 2CB, MDMA).

I am btw 23.

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>>37874324
>it's important to say which country
Panama located in Latin America.


>anyway that sounds like a retarded idea to me
Can you elaborate.

>because you could just use the darknet to find cheap benzos
Can you elaborate on this? Do you mean silkroad? How does it work? I kinda know how to use torr a little bit. I can ship shit to Panama, first it goes into Miami, then it goes into Panama. That's the only way I can buy shit online, it's very common where I live.

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just a couple bars of xanax right now, too lazy to go outside and smoke since mommy and daddy are home

I'd have good ol' alcohol (boilermakers), THC (joints/blunts) or nicotine (cigars) if I had any.

>>37874258
>anyone else here in a shitfest like this?
Yes me, read >>37874343

Try reading about the 12 steps or NA/AA meetings if you want to genuinely quit. I tried but I'm an autistic lonely robot and shit is harder for robots because we usually use alone locked up somewhere.

>>37874382
>Can you elaborate.
well how are you gonna do it and what are you gonna do if someone catches you

>silkroad?
Silk road has been down for years...
Google darknet market noob guide, use the reddit ones, they are comprehensive and easy for anyone to understand

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>>37874322
i buy it for when trying to quit other stuff or if i cant get any so i dont get sick. i used it and saw powder in the bag and had no more pills or anything and i wanted to scream, i knew it was futile but i did it anyways. it did jack shit
>>37874324
yeah man people totally fucking deserve to suffer for trying to make themselves be in less pain in the first place, haha. life was fucking shit when i started. chance was there and i jumped on it. loved it so much and it made my pain go away i couldnt stop.
>>37874343
>>37874413
damn man. i've been close to od's a couple times too. one time with a mix of benzos oxy and liquor. i've never went to NA or rehab or anything tho. thought about it. im too independent and hard headed, like id rather fucking die than go. i remember my gf telling me her mom thought i was autism spectrum and she used to be a special ed director. sounds about right, i can only socialize while fucked outta my mind and i have published math research shit. i kinda wanna quit and i can actually get through withdrawals but then i get dragged back every time i swear. like everything is way too shit sober and i cant take it. i do my best and most passionate work on speed so it would be hard to quit that, and opiates have a really special place in my heart and any time i see some i have to have them. i've done scummy ass shit to get a fix. extremely scummy shit that i hate myself for really often
>>37874385
i wish i had any xans left, would take the edge off better than anything short of more opiates.

>>37872827
>>37873794
pretty much this, usually i just get lost zone the fuck out and wave in and out of knowing where the hell im at

>>37874492
>Google darknet market noob guide, use the reddit ones, they are comprehensive and easy for anyone to understand
Do you think I could realistically get anything into Panama? It has go to through Miami first though.

>>37874615
Lots of stuff goes international
But the selection available to a Panamanian is not as good a selection as domestic US or within the EU, probably. But it could be done. There will be a higher likelihood of intercepted packages though. Brush up on your law (here in the US, it's only incriminating if you open the package, otherwise they can't prove it was yours to begin with. I imagine this is consistent most places, especially in the Americas)

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>>37874668
>But the selection available to a Panamanian is not as good
Everything I buy is the same shit available to americans technically, because everything goes through the U, S and A first.

Thank you for your input. Is the darknet called "darknet" or is it a specific site like silkroad I'm supposed to find?

Picture related is literally me right now, alcohol is hard to quit.

>>37874525
>damn man. i've been close to od's a couple times too. one time with a mix of benzos oxy and liquor. i've never went to NA or rehab or anything tho. thought about it. im too independent and hard headed, like id rather fucking die than go. i remember my gf telling me her mom thought i was autism spectrum and she used to be a special ed director. sounds about right, i can only socialize while fucked outta my mind and i have published math research shit. i kinda wanna quit and i can actually get through withdrawals but then i get dragged back every time i swear. like everything is way too shit sober and i cant take it. i do my best and most passionate work on speed so it would be hard to quit that, and opiates have a really special place in my heart and any time i see some i have to have them. i've done scummy ass shit to get a fix. extremely scummy shit that i hate myself for really often
You're basically telling me

>I'm too smart for recovery
>I'm too special for NA

Guess what? The same thing goes through my head. That didn't stop me from ending up in ER or from turning literally psychotic a fuckton of times, or for getting shot a fuckton of times in a public psych ward surrounded by literal niggers who shit in the bath tub while looking at you in the eyes.

>>37874708
Going through Miami has nothing to do with it, anon. You're in Panama, that's an INTERNATIONAL shipment. And that's my point: a lot of vendors won't pay the extra postage to take on the extra risk. Don't be dumb

Google it and find out