Have you ever known someone who committed suicide?

>>37871288
My sister committed suicide 2 years ago. There was also a friend who committed suicide as well but I didn't know him as well.

>>37871300
using what methods did she do it?

i would fuck kiera knightley so fkn hard

>>37871315
She was a pharmacy major. I believe it was a pill overdose, don't remember what type. She took them with a ton of alcohol and by the time they had her hooked up on life support, her liver was long gone.

>>37871288
No but one of the guys from a local high school killed himself in the janitor's closet at night a few (7?) years ago.

>>37871288
This one girl I used to be friends with in middle school. She was always extremely moody and a bitch to me sometimes for no reason, I can still remember her words despite it being 10 years ago. I gave up trying to be friends in 8th grade.

Then when we were 18 she hung herself. It started to make sense why she was so moody back then, there was something wrong with her. It's been five years since then and her best friend is barely getting by without her. Her poor mother suffers every single day too. I wasn't told the reason why she did it, I just remember a strange feeling of being upset the morning I found out she died.

I knew this older guy that blew his head off with a shotgun all over my friends grandmothers bedroom. He was kinda a piece of shit though.

> going home
>last train
> aproaching my town station I hear a big crash
> brakes go off
> body parts all over the front of the train
> Realise it's the mother of one shoolmate

>>37871288
Knew a guy from /soc/--also used to trip on old9k--who became an hero.

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>>37871396
>kills himself in hs janitors
fuck man that s hilarious

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>>37871288
>18 years ago circa 5 years old
>playing with my neighbor next door also my age
>be together from afternoon to night time
>our moms would joke how we'll get married some day
>one day we're hitting each other with inflatable swords in his driveway
>his dad walks up to us
>he bops his dad and his dad drops dead
>run to my house to get my mom while he tries to wake his dad up
>my mom told us to hide in my house and don't look outside

Turns out he was a suicidal maniac and swallowed a bunch of pills even though I was at their house. It's a little fucked up that he came up to us so we can watch him die. Him and his mom moved away shortly after, and he gave me a pink ballerina jewelry box that I always kept. My entire life I always wondered how he turned out, and eventually searched him on facebook. I was really shocked.

>pictured him being a sweet smart boy
>instead he's a piece of trailer trash
>all of his pictures were him drunk even as a teenager
>not even good looking
>I ask him if he remembers me
>he doesn't
>mfw

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>>37871288

A youth friend, his dad commit suicide by hanging in his basement

He actually discovered him while my other friend was upstairs

He heard the intense dreadful screaming coming from below in the basement

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M friends said he first said > oh here you are ! or something along those lines

The friend upstairs thought he was being chased or something.

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Can't imagine how that impacts you or witnessing your dad hanging in the fucking basement

>>37871541
>roastie has ridiculous expectations of how kid who father offed himself in front of him and is left to be raised by a single mother would turn out
>mocks his appearance

I've come to expect this

>>37871288
My friend hanged himself almost 2 years ago.

>>37871541
Nigger his father killed himself in front of him how the fuck did you think he would turn out

>>37871541
A shame you didn't suicide instead.

>>37871622
my uncle killed himself in 2011 by hanging in my cousin's staircase. She found him first and now have a terrible ptsd and is a social recluse.
She s 20 and i think she never had a bf

my second cousin used to be a bush pilot in Alaska, he flew hunters and supplies out to the villages in bumfuck nowhere that couldn't be reached by train or car in his little single engine plane
He got all fucked up and flew his plane into his ex-wife's house but only succeeded in barbecuing himself to death

I want to an hero without anyone knowing

>>37871747
So? He can't let his dad's mistakes ruin every single generation after. Now his kids will have a shit life being raised by an alcoholic and heroin fueled asshole. It won't end until someone has the decency to break the cycle

>>37871863
>haha it's just a potentially life-threatening shock that robs a child of the singular most important influence in their development in all areas
>haha it just completely cripples a 7 year old child, planting the seeds for mental illness due to the inability of a child's brain to cope with the tremendous loss and immediate threat of death hard-coded into his brain from thousands of years of evolution
>haha it's no big deal, his dad just made a mistake, he should have MANNED UP

fucking women. You people don't deserve the asphalt you walk on

>>37872129
Stop responding to it, you butt-fucking retard.

>>37871541
Die soon cunt.

>>37871288
my aunt jumped from the twelfth floor of her apartment building
I cried an inordinate amount at the funeral
her ex husband was a fucking crazy person so that may have played a factor in her suicide
her daughter lives with the ex now though and I'm worried about her.

>>37871288
Yeah, but he was unsuccessful. One of his brothers came in and cut him down. The next day he was hanging (no pun intended) with our group like nothing happened. A raspy voice and a viscious red scar around his neck testified to the contrary, though.

So many that sometimes i wonder if im not the Ghost Of Depression.

>>37871472
Who was it? Tripname?

>>37871288
One of my best friends. Two years ago pretty much this week...

>>37873244
>cut him down
Sorry for the colourful language. He was helped down.

My secondary school English teacher snuffed himself after he brought his porn USB into school instead of his work and the IT moderators picked up on it. Lost his job, was afraid he wouldn't be able to teach again, on top of home problems and obvious manic depression he thought it'd be best to end his life. Shame, he was a nice man

My bullies dad hanged himself, he was in debt apparently

poetic justice

>>37871288

Yep. I was a looser and so I hung out in the computer lab in high-school. One jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge, one had access to a dentist's office and inhaled laughing gas, and I forget what the third guy did. Another one got mega fat, and one animal abusing asshole became a total drunk and dropped out of college. One cripple became a cop. One guy had to drop out of college to take care of his sick mom and became a used car salesman. The rest of us became successful. There were only like 12 of us total.

My mom. I was told at first that she just died of some vague medical complications, but when I was older I was told the truth. Probably for the best, kid me couldn't handle the truth.

>>37871288
Yeah a kid I went to school with my entire childhood killed himself right after graduating from high school.

we weren't really friends, but him and my best friend smoked me out for the first time, and it was a good memory. RIP bro, you were alright.

Yes, my first and only girlfriend committed suicide over a year ago. I miss you J

>>37875906
Have you kissed the corpse or licked it? Was there an open casket?

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no but i fear my sister would under the right circumstances.
We aren't exactly close which would make it worse I think
She had a kidney transplant when she was 9 and god knows how long it will last. shes 24 now. still lives at home with us
we grew up without out a dad (he died)

My friend killed himself last year.
He was 30, had a wife and 2 kids.
Everyone was bitching he was selfish and that he should have told people he was depressed.
I tried telling them it's harder for men to open up and they told me to shut up and fuck off.
His wife doesn't even acknowledge me anymore because I didn't make her feel oh so fucking special and agree with her he was a pussy for killing himself.

>>37876018
Weird question, but no, I have not defiled her corpse in any way. I don't know if it was an open cask funeral, I wasn't invited. Her family doesn't like me (Not that I did anything wrong to them)

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>>37876098
i just looked it up and the average lifespan for a transplanted kidney is 15 years from a living donor.
its been exactly 15 years

>>37876098
>Everyone was bitching he was selfish and that he should have told people he was depressed
It's not selfish to commit suicide, but it is when you have two children. There's no excuse for abandoning your children like that.

>>37876157
sorry i meant for >>37876074
original

>>37876166
>There's no excuse for abandoning your children like that.

Except it is the 21st century and we are thought children are a burden and you have to live life maaan.

People genuinelly expect life to be a harem anime or something then get shocked its not like that.

Lost 3 friends to suicide. 2 over drugs and one cause his parents would not accept the fact that he was gay

>>37876219
> Some people in society say having children are a burden so it'sokay to abondon your children after they already exist and scar them for life
Like I said, no excuses. Your friend really is a bitch, you can get mad at me and call me names and go through mental gymnastics but it's the truth

>>37876269
Actually if she was single mother the child is better off being put up for adoption

maybe it was the right thing

>>37876269
I just read original post nvm

>>37876269
it would be great if people matured bro, but what can i say, at the end hedonism is just the way things are right now.

plus with internet they can just find someone to support destroying kids lives anyway.

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>dude finishing his career
>handsome
>have many "gfs" (official gf is a 10/10)
>literally good personality and kind with everyone
>rich
>everybody love him

why

>>37871359
Did she leave behind a note?

>>37876370
probably because he was faking it til he made it and then realized he was a complete fraud in every aspect of his life

it's an old story

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Was friends with a robot who did it. Probably gonna follow in his footsteps soon. He said we were more alike than I had thought. That guy knew me better than I know myself.

My uncle committed suicide because my aunt left him.
Tbh didn't know him much, lived in Florida and I only go once every like decade

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>Not taking some innocent normie fuckwits with you

This is how a true robot plans to go

>>37871288
One of my friends did it some years ago. This is the main reason I haven't yet done it myself.

>>37876546
An honest question, if you are gonna die, why not do something that you would never think possible before?

Like selling your property and becoming a mercenary in africa, or exploring abandoned cities or fullfiling some childhood dream?

You can also shoot up your enemies for Krom.

>>37876876
Yeah but doing real, outside world stuff is exactly what suicidal people can't do. Sure it's nice to dream about. But I'm sitting in my room thinking about how much of a worthless loser I am. I can hardly find the energy to wake up each morning, much less become a mercenary in Africa.

>>37871288
a HS friend of mine OD'd on purpose on thermogenics in 2015, to this day his parents have not been the same, his mom seems to be so sad, when he was alive she got cancer but because of him she fought her best and got better, I feel bad for them

>>37876947
then why not go the extra mile and become a loner in a creepy place, like some hotspot of weird stuff, or in the mountains, completely alone.

You can explore things alone you know.

>>37876962
how much does suicide really hurt the loved ones?

Seems like a really complicated matter.

>>37871288
Yeah, a guy I vaguely knew in high school hanged himself in our sophomore year, then another guy I knew even less OD'd on heroin
>>37876962
>OD'd on purpose on thermogenics
holy shit that sounds like a horrible way to go

>>37877047
>how much does suicide really hurt the loved ones?

about three fiddy

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To explain why this kind of fucked me up, I'll give some context.

>seventh grade
>i don't really have any friends, and middle school is when the bullying was the worst
>new kid in school
>turns out he's in my gifted classes too (gifted is basically classes that you get offered to take after they give you an IQ test and get a really good score from like first grade when they see that you're smarter than the normies)
>everyone in those classes pretty much hates me except for my one friend, who actually moved away not too long before this new kid came in
>i'll call him C
>C is a really big guy (bane joke not purposeful) and is really shy
>i just want friends, so i start talking to him
>turns out we have a lot of similar interests; same vidya, some shitty older anime, etc.
>never friends to the point of hanging out after school, but we talk a fair bit in school
>not a friend per se, but more than an acquaintance
>like this for two years
>freshman year of hs comes
>he's a lot more distant for some reason, a jock now, in fact
>i try talking to him outside of class, his friends just shit on me and he awkwardly joins them
>try inside of class, same thing without the friends, so basically telling me to fuck off awkwardly

(cont)

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>>37877555
>stop even trying to be nice to him, consider him a piece of shit now
>completely alone now
>one day in a class we both have, we get paired up for an assignment
>he actually is talking to me, at first it seems like he's doing it because he has to, but then he starts being actually nice
>it's like it was two years ago
>something seems off the whole time, he seems like something's on his mind but doesn't say anything
>asks if i played red faction: guerrilla, i say no, he says it's his favorite game, and i should try it
>smile and say sure and that we should hang out and play it together some day
>end up moving four hours away a month or so later
>on the bus for my new school to go to a football game with the band
>shitty blackberry-tier phone vibrates
>"Not sure if you were friends with him, but C killed himself last night"
>get this really fucking weird sinking feeling
>feel fucking nauseous and it keeps all of my effort to not puke
>apparently it came out of nowhere and he shot himself with his dad's gun
>if there was a note i was never told what was on it or if it even existed

I still play that fucking game every once in a while in honor of him.

Funnily enough, his suicide actually was the catalyst that set off the depression that I still have to this day.

Rip, bro. Wish I could have helped you.

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My dad killed himself two months ago. I keep thinking it's going to be easier but everyday takes another emotional toll on me and when it's not emotionally exhausting I'm drowning in paperwork and legality.

Yeah. A former classmate/ kinda friend. He was a very nice guy. He doused himself in gasoline and lit himself ablaze in his garage. RIP Nathan

Also another guy who was a former classmate and lived down the street from me. Don't know how or why he did it.

Uncle blew his brains out
Sisters friend od'd on heroin intentionally (left a note etc)

Luckily I don't personally know anyone my age/ from school that killed themselves.

>>37877555
>gifted classes

I got stuck in these because a test I took in the 1st grade. Completely seperated me and maybe 10 other kids from the rest of the school and ostracized me from my peers. If we're going full armchair psychologist, I wouldn't be surprised if those classes were a contributing factor being the robot I am today.

>>37871288
Sort of knew someone who that did, I had talked to them a few times but that was it. It was weird though, found it about it. Went back to watching TV and a few hours later watched Obama announce Osama Bin Laden had been killed. Weirdest mix of feelings that night.

Classmate a year behind me killed himself his senior year. Pretty sure it was wrist-slitting.

He had multiple people posting on his Normiebook wall EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. for like 3 years afterwards. His mom posts on it every day still

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>>37877630
life's a bitch man

>>37877047
>be me, suicidal for years
>visit my parents
>they get a phone-call from an acquaintance
>It was the mother from a childhood friend of my older brother
>the mother explains that her son has committed suicide a few weeks ago
>my mom starts crying because of a guy she hardly knew

From that day onwards I knew it would absolutely destroy her, if I killed myself....

>>37877783
yea my mom cried a lot when my friend OD'd with thermogenics, she knew he had bipolar disorder and thought it was suicide from the get go, it's rough bro

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>Be on online chat.
>A dude from time to time came there and spoke.
>He had a gf and all.
>He was kinda emoish, but it was those years.
>One day he told that his girl couln't date him anymore because her parents were against their relationship. ( I was offline at the moment though, I've read the logs and what the other dudes told us )
>He went nuts in chat at that point.
>Then he went offline: "I want to be alone, I'm fucking killing myself now."
>It wasn't the first time he joked about killing himself
>Some time passes (like an hour)
>He's still offline.
>"Okay, Let's check on him." Says chat.
>He doesn't answer the phone.
>"Maybe he doesn't want to answer us"
>Chat finds number of his dad.
>We tell him to check on his son.
>He was hanging from the celling at that point.
>He used his shoes's strings.
>The dude who called the dad told us that the thing he heard across the phone was the dad opening the door, the dad calling the name of his son and then the call ending.

We were late.
I don't feel like I could have changed things if I were online, but from time to time I think about how maybe stuff could have ended differently.
Such a shame.

>>37877783
this actually happened to me a few weeks ago when my cousin killed himself, his parents totally cut him off because of drugs and alcohol and such and he was miserable, he would wake up at 6 am to be first in line at the methadone clinic and that was all he cared about in life. My mother cried when she found out too and I sat there emotionless because that fucking cunt took my bed out of the house to "let me know how the real world is", disinherited me, wrote me out of the will, called the cops on me several times for being too loud in the hopes they would either kill me or haul me off to a mental institution.

It seems heartless, but I saw red and lost it for a minute, I laughed in her god damn face and told her she was an even worse son to me then my dead cousins parents were to him. I fucking loathe my entire family.

>>37871288

No but my boss just died completely out of nowhere at a pretty young age from an aneurysm and it's been really hard to deal with. He was so awesome, one of the only people I genuinely liked among the 1,000 or so people at this company. See him every day with his top tier bantz and then one day he's gone.

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>>37877774
Pretty much, this year was already off to a shit start and this has been the cherry on top. I imagine it'll get less terrible with time but it's hard to even try to pretend to be positive.

>>37877047
>How much does suicide really hurt the loved ones?
It's pretty awful and I imagine based on circumstances it could be worse. I live with a lot of guilt and I had no idea my dad was suffering from depression (let alone bad enough to end his life over) - I can't imagine losing someone who has openly expressed their desire to end their life and/or attempting to reach out for help for their depression. I imagine that would be even more crippling.
>Seems like a really complicated matter.
It is incredibly complicated. In my case I had police and grief counselors show up at house with only my younger sister there. As I was the one listed as the emergency contact, they wouldn't leave without notifying me. After that it was a circus of phone calls, family showing up, calls from the apartment complex.

The real pain is dealing with the assets. As the oldest child of a divorcee all responsibility fell on me. Funeral homes, calling the ME, making sure the apartment was cleared, closing accounts. All me. His life insurance and motorcycle have been the biggest pains in my ass

I just told my mom I was gonna kill myself very soon. She didnt take it too well which confused me because I honestly think they would be better off. Well Ive already made up my mind, first Im just trying to have closure with few things before I end it.

>>37871288
I've lost 12 people now but I saw 2 of them do it in front of me. My best friend killed himself at band camp in my room, the second one jumped off a bridge in front of us at his birthday party

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Yes, the best friend I ever had. She had mental issues bad enough to get NEETbux, as did a her mom and grandma who she lived with. After a particularly bad interaction with them she made the decision to off herself when she'd get the next month's pills/money. The worst part for me is looking back at our chat logs her last couple weeks and her venting suicidal thoughts, which seemed like what a lot of people like us casually but not seriously do. I might've been able to save her if I was more attentive and heartfelt and just generally a better person. If I wasn't a worthless NEET I could've sent her money to start a new life in this shitty one bedroom apartment she showed me. I actually talked to her briefly the day she died, and I basically was just like "fuck yeah, I fixed my computer, I'm fucking off to game," because I'd been having trouble setting up my new computer. I've never been closer to anyone and I miss and think about her every day.

>>37879058
Just wife her anon, and don't forget she has to solve her depression on her own, the most you can do is be supportive

>>37871843
Whys this

>>37879119
You dumb fuk, she already offed herself almost 2 years ago. But I totally would've wifed her or even just been a supportive friend(inb4 orbiter, we transcended that bullshit). I often fantasize about a life with her where we win the lottery and NEET it up doing non-hard drugs, playing vidya, and eventually travelling.

But I was supportive, just not enough to matter. If only I was more serious and detailed and heartfelt with my language...

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>>37871288
yeah, my next door neighbor.
I grew up with him on my street until I turned 18 and was always quiet, never spoke to anyone, extremely polite and always kind to all the kids and our parents on our street. Never really fit in and never really interacted with people at our local parties with all of the families on the street though, just quietly stood in a corner and exchanged words with some of the fathers with typical dad banter.

About a year ago he met at first a seemingly nice lady and started noticeably spending a lot more money (which I'm guessing he saved over the 20 odd years of being alone) on her and himself, for example he was bought her and himself a new Mercedes and got his house extended etc etc. Everyone was happy he had met someone.

Then about a year after meeting her he threw himself off a bridge onto some rocks in the middle of fucking nowhere, the woman he was with didn't say a thing to anyone, moved and bought a huge house, land and a pool etc.

I wish he had reached out to someone but he apparently had no family left alive to talk to.

I hope he's happy wherever he is now.

>>37879259
>But I was supportive, just not enough to matter. If only I was more serious and detailed and heartfelt with my language...
To be honest, if things were as difficult at home for her as you said then I doubt even the most heartfelt pleas for her to seek help would have been enough. Once she had her mind made up, and she was completely set in her way there wouldn't have been much you could've done.

I would tell you not to feel guilty, but I know that just telling you not to feel that way won't change a thing. Just try to live your life the best you can, as I'm sure that's what she would want.

>>37876546
I was there for a long time to. It might not get better today, or next year but it does edventually, you will move out and explore the world and you will move away from that area with its emotional tags.

Stay in there bud.

>>37871541
EXEMPLARY POST TO UNDERSTANDING ROASTIE THINKING:
>Someone undergoes a horrible tragedy
The roastie response:
-Does he remember me?
-How can I insert myself into his tragedy?


Also bonus: Most notable factor in her thoughts on him after all these years
-He's not attractive, that's not how I pictured him
-He's trailer trash. wtf, I wanted him to be sweet and smart

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>>37879327
I don't blame myself or feel -too- guilty, but I always wonder what might've been if I could've tried harder knowing what I know now. And yes, I am trying to live as best as I can, and she would've wanted that. I always imagine her cheering me on or watching over me from the other side, especially when doing the shitty dishwashing job I broke my 8 year NEEThood for.

>>37871460
Are you in fucking Japan?

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My girlfriend killed herself. Blonde, tall, and beautiful. She was blind, too. It made her endearing. But, she was a manipulative BPD fuck. We made a suicide pact. She made me watch her jump off a bridge. I don't think I ever loved her, I was scared of her. But I did care about her. She went through so much, and I couldn't do anything for her. I was so sure that she was doing it for attention until she jumped over. I was tired and just wanted to go home, so I didn't care too much. I pretended like I didn't know anything when i was told. I laughed because I didn't think it was real. Laughed at her funeral. I visit her a lot though. I tell her everything. She haunts me and I know that I'll kill myself too to be with her. I love you H.

>>37871300
You should folIow in her footsteps.

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>4chan since '06
>r9k mansion dweller heavily in '08-'09
>Started turning my life around about a year after that
>Ghosted 4chan for half a decade
>Fucked up all progress in my life
>came back here

Am I as bad, if not worse, than a newfag?

>>37879877
Yes I am. Because I posted this as a reply. Good night everyone

>>37871288
>weird girl in middle school with no friends
>she was generally mean to me so didn't really like her
>run into at a park on my birthday on my way to meet my parents (I'm 13 so that's normal)
>she makes fun of me for being alone on my birthday but asks me to hang out with her for a bit and I do
>makes fun of me in school for being alone on my birthday fuckthisbitch
>6 years later she hangs around a lot of my friend group at local parties and raves
>is always really high obsessed with being liked and popular and depressed publicly on facebook
>don't think much of it because everyones depressed and loves memes because it's in style
>one day all my friends are freaking out because she ODed and left a suicide note
>everyone always posts sad posts and pictures of them with her saying the miss her
>feel pretty ambivalent about it she was a bitch to me so why would I care

Best friend / kind of boyfriend that I knew since sixth grade.
I moved around all the time because of my Dad's job
Stayed in one place for a few years, met him around 11y.o. We hit it off and we became kind of inseparable for a few years.
We were intellectually compatible which was super rare for me, he was the only person I've known in real life who's around as smart as I am or smarter. We would always read together and talk about books. He wrote some very impressive pseudo-philosophy-psychology-type essays that I still think about, even in serious academic dialectic.
We move again between sophomore and junior year. He kills himself nine days later.
He was really cute, I liked him a lot. It's been the biggest hardship in my life so far.
Although I should mention he had some serious family problems so I don't think I was the one completely responsible, my moving just tipped the scale on top of a long list of stuff.

had this "friend" in highschool and early in college but he was shit and we finally fell out for good. I wrote a song and posted it on soundcloud trying to get him to kill himself. he did like 3 months later
we HAD done some crazy shit

Best/only friend killed himself about 5 years ago
Now I'm fugging lonely

>>37880368
Oh and some chad football player offed himself in high school. All the Stacys and Chads wept. Then 2 weeks later some literally who kid killed himself thinking he'd get the same attention but he didn't obviously.

>>37879989
it would've been furry if she'd written about u being alone on ur birthday in her last words

>>37871288
My uncle a year ago. He was gonna lose his job and his wife was leaving and taking the kids. He'd gotten some sort of chemical imbalance that lead to depression from +15 years of rugby. Still hate the sport

>>37876370
>>37876457
symbolic castration

>>37880500
I would have chuckled desu. Objectively she was suffering and it was sad but fuck she was a cunt.

>>37880555
w-what
explain ? originininial

this has inspired me; i'm going to ask out that vegan hottie at the restaurant I go to so she doesn't an hero

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>>37871288
my mother committed suicide when i was 13. She used a revolver to shoot herself in the head and that put her out good. Never got the image of her bleeding out of every orifice out of my head.

>>37871288
yes my sister
whoa mooty blox

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I`m honestly surprised their arent more suicide threads on /r9k/ like people asking for advice on how, or a general based around it. Instead of tfw no gf, or black robot threads and shit.
I mean you`d think robots would be an heroing like clockwork.

>>37880708
we is strong, legion

>>37880708
You need so much guts and be very desesperate desu
Most of us just have crippling depression

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>>37871288
The guy who was my roommate freshman year killed himself during my sophomore or junior year. It fucks with me still because he was one of the first people I met there and he reminded me of myself. I talked to him here and there the first few weeks but then we did our own thing. I thought he was doing a lot better than me because he would go up to campus and play vidya with a group of people often. He even had a girl with her arms wrapped around him while playing Smash, I was super happy for the dude. I would still say hi when I saw him but nothing much else. Then suddenly I hear he killed himself. I'm a senior now and it still fucks with me today.

>>37877629
I've actually already heard this one

Anyone have any good suicide methods? Post your success stories.

>>37878459
>band camp
>birthday party
What the fuck do you live Ina third world country or somehing?

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>>37871288
Yup, during my sophomore year of high school. Three people killed themselves during the spring.
>senior shot himself at night in a field
>freshman hung himself by using curtains in his room.
>sophomore drove straight into a redwood tree on purpose.

>>37879261
Sounds shady to me.

Muchacho

>>37879708
>letting someone kill them self
You might as well have killed her yourself, asswipe.
You may have thought she wouldn't go through with it but how the fuck did you let her get that close to a ledge?

>>37871288
I know you now.

>>37871288
My Girlfriend.

I feel she was the only person who ever loved me.

>>37878459
>I've lost 12 people now
Are you sure that you aren't the problem?

i knew this one guy, he said he wanted to die to he ripped off check-into-cash by checking into 5doll hairs he couldn't pay back.
nigga it was insane how that nigga that was insane died, they ripped him limb from limb from the tree he was wrapped around then they dun did him in

>>37871288
my small town has a real huge problem with suicide, I personally know 14 people who shot/hung/snow walked themselves.
I like in the arctic, snow walking is going outside in a blizzard with not warm clothes and just walking until you die of hypothermia

>>37881006
then there wuz this otro dudical who said to a mobster "i'll bet you ur pants I can shoot 1000 bullets into the sky, or u can have my life". it was a chilly evening the mobster froze to death

>>37881022
Why the fuck would anyone do that
Just shoot yourself

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why do so many people with kids kill themselves? I thought that was supposed to be some all-completing life purpose fulfilling shit

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>>37879708
>blonde, tall and beautiful.
>You basically had Lilly irl
>the dream
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>37881074
most kids are gross looking little devils

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Do you guys think people can truly be hopeless? I hear people all the time saying that suicide is never worth it but desu there becomes a point where it has to be. If you're genuinely fear-ful of what will happen to you and you've accomplished literally nothing I think suicide is a legitimate option.

>>37881095
well no shit, I meant the satisfaction aspect, retard. Why would they be so well-represented in suicide deaths. At least half of them here are parents, maybe more

>>37881128
people who have kids in our hellish world are evil anyways
imagine a dumbass babysitting a bitching kid with a sticky face all day

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Yeah, a friend I had in childhood when she was 15.

She was a such a nice girl, then within months her actions went from happy and friendly to scared, panicked, and depressed. She tried to hide it but then they found her in the shed bled out, no note nothing. Really, really FUCKED me up.

Turns out I think her stepdad was molesting her after the information I accumulated, and it makes sense with her actions. I'm going to fucking kill him one day.

>>37881159
just molest him, dude

>>37881153
but they usually don't think that way, they are usually very proud of the fact, so why all the suicide?

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>>37873395
As if it matters. Any tripfag's death should be welcomed with smiles and celebrations.

>>37876236
lol he sure showed them

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>>37881124
I know a lot of people who have killed themselves. And I have a date to do the same thing eventually.
I dont think hopelessness is really a big factor with most suicides, unless its like because they have a terminal illness.
I think its more of a fact is they just have lost the motivation and will to invest in that hope. Theres always a chance to make things better, but is making things better going to make you feel better?, is it going to be the kind of better you actually want?
If people answer no then suicide is their only foreseeble option, and the only one they want.

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>>37871460
Do these signs prevent or cause more suicides? They are intended to discourage people who were going to jump in front of a train, but I wonder how many people who weren't planning on suicide see the sign and then think, thats a great idea! I think I'll just get crushed by a train and get it over with now.

>>37871288
a friend jumped off a bridge

>>37871622
>Can't imagine how that impacts you or witnessing your dad hanging in the fucking basement
Probably not as bad as seeing you dad slowly whither away from cancer.

>>37881235
And then there's people who do it in spite of those

>>37881006
>>37881052

what is it trying to say

>>37871288
I had a friend who constantly talked about how he was going to off himself. He might be dead by now, I don't know.

>>37881235
Well I mean if someones in a train station and in that kind of mood their minds going to drift towards that naturally with or without prompt

>>37881290
mostly at crossings though, not at a train station

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>>37881183
this isoriginallytrueandsomehownotoriginal

>>37881295
#1 don't rip off check-into-cash unless suicidal
#2don't bet again with jesse jamez, best shoot in the wyld west

>>37871288
A friend of mine hung himself in a local park senior year of high school. No note, no warning, no nothing. It was the first time I'd ever experienced real loss since my grandpa died 10 years before. And the best part was, nobody told me. I found out through fucking Twitter.

>>37871541
He ended up becoming trailer trash because his father was never there.
Also, probably doesn't remember you because he blocked that part of his life out of his mind.
Got to feel really bad for him

>>37871288
One of my best friends I found out attempted a couple times in highschool and then in college went to a psych ward for like a week because he was having suicidal thoughts, and dropped out shortly afterward.

He's doing alright now I think, he's going to a college near his parents house.

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Does euthanasia count?

>>37871288
Most likely myself. I cannot possibly imagine living 10 more years from now, much less another 60 years. Some of us seem to just fall out of society after graduation. It doesn't matter how smart you are or what you did; if you aren't good with people, the economy treats you like garbage.

>>37877684
Or it could have been far worse being stuck w/ with the normies

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>live in a quiet, semi-rich neighborhood
>mostly older Asian people, not that many kids in the neighborhood
>it's Christmas
>hear my sister scream really loudly, run over to see her burst into treats
>what's wrong?
>she can't even speak, she's just crying and pointing next door
>see neighbor from across the street's garage door open, inside is a tall, thin Asian woman hanging lifeless from the ceiling
>husband tries to put his wife on his shoulders, maybe trying to life her off the noose but it's too late anyways, she's gone
>ambulance arrives
>hear from other people that she came here with promises of living the life in America, ended up being smuggled by the Asian Mafia/Triads and forced to work in "Massage Parlors" until she met her husband who some said she was also forced to marry
>she left behind a 4 and 2 year old

None of the neighbors talked to each. The neighbors to our right were connected with the Asian Mafia/Triads, people coming and going at strange hours, tons of whispering/yelling and I swear I heard a couple of gunshots too. A friend of the family and my step dad went into their place to fix a pipe once. They said they saw a half naked Asian girl who couldn't be older than 18 just walking around, the Asian guys even offered her as payment for the work done but they requested cash, bolted off and never worked for them again.

>>37881074
If I could have fixed my dad's PTSD and lifelong depression I would have. Unfortunately I don't think children can remedy mental illness.

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>>37881626
the point was that maybe the prospect of a family and a house isn't the panacea that car commercials would like us to think, and that the human condition is one of suffering

sorry about your dad

>>37878459
impressive, honestly. top-tier style points.

>>37881074
>I thought that was supposed to be some all-completing life purpose fulfilling shit

People like you who genuinely believe abject bullshit like this are a massive concern.

How do you get all this way through life believing this sort of shit? It's like the adult version of still believing in Santa.

>>37881785
see >>37881688
you obtuse faggot

>>37878138
Don't do it man.
What's pushing you to the edge?
If anything, become vengeful at the people doing you wrong. Live life for yourself and for the people you love.

>>37881800

I was asking the poster I quoted, not you, you arrogant fucking cunt.

Mind your business you piece of shit.

>>37871541
>>37871683
>>37871747
>>37871791
>>37872402
>>37879449
>>37881436
See this is why almost all femnanons hide their powerlevel

>>37881834
I am the poster you quoted, you're making it worse

>>37881852

>ask stupid question
>decide to answer your own question smugly once your stupidity is pointed out, like you set up a situation where you look stupid only to have been pretending to be retarded the whole time

You're a cunt.

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>be me about 15 y/o
>live in commieblock, 6th floor
>window is open
>playing vidya with headphones on
>hear a loud ass scream even through the headphones
>look outside
>dead body on the sidewalk, people everywhere

Found out after a bit that it was some girl I used to vaguely know that lived right next to me, on the upper floor who jumped out the window because she didn't win a school contest or some shit lol

>>37881937
yes, in the span between the two statements I went from completely unaware of the profound oversight in my first post, all the way to philosophical pessimism in my second. What a strange day it's been

>>37871792
Be her bf anon
Basil

>>37880708
There used to be a lot more threads like these a year ago

>>37881052
>>37881006
Holy fuck this is avant-garde

>>37881950
I bet it was about a spelling bee, roasties love competing in spelling bees.

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>>37871541
Ha ha look at this dumb nigga getting roasted by everyone

>>37873291
I know how you feel. Two best friends in high school attempted then a year later a new friend took his life. Know a few others from school but was not as close with then.

>>37881228
Screw other people. Live life for yourself. The best part about life is love, but most other people in the world are superficial and shitty. Learn to love yourself, your ambitions, what you see beautiful in the world. Eventually you will meet someone worth spending the rest of your life with (wife or friend). These people are rare, but the best things in life are rare.

>>37881826
I just don't like living and feeling like shit everyday going to a job i hate but I know I cant get anything better pay because im a no good piece of shit. I have zero interests in anything, why should I continue living if im just occupying space? I have nothing going for me and im trying to make mother understand this but she just keeps crying. I have to end it.

I didn't know him personally but a lot of mutual friends, after he did it they would constantly post of Facebook about missing him and how they were best friends even though he had apparently been very vocally suicidal for atleast a year and no one did anything

>>37881159
I probably shouldnt but I actually really encourage you to bring justice to him if you really think thats what happened. Poor girl.

>>37871288
This guy that I went to school with killed himself about two years ago. We weren't friends or ever talked to each other, though.

>>37882167
Not that anon but you have to understand that some people simply have no will to live. If you told me that I would die in a week I wouldn't do anything special. If you told me I'll die tonight I'd just stare at the wall all day.

There's nothing I want in this life.

>>37876947
Hello? Snap out of it. Take some vitamin C, take some vitamin D3. Take it with a meal. Make sure you are getting fish oil, the omega 3s are very important for nervous system functioning. You will not longer have any bad days. Stop eating the shit that you are eating. Start doing some cardio, do some weightlifting. Keep it pure, keep it right, keep it smooth, keep it tight. You're going to feel like a killing machine soon enough. You don't take care of your body? You don't pay any attention to vitamins? Suicidal. This is your chance to come back from the grave, to become pure again. You follow these steps and you'll feel fantastic.

>>37881264
Retard.
There's a world of difference. There's for example no loss of trust when you die from a unpredictable process of nature.

>>37884297
Guy with cancer should have taken vitamin C though, would have helped him in preventing initial spread of the cancer if he were taking that for a while.

I worked with a woman whose son commited suicide. She followed him shortly after. It made me reconsider my own desire to kill myself, I'd hate to burden my parents like that.

>>37871863
The issue is for such people trailer trash is a million times more enjoyable company than people like you. It goes very much against his self-interest to spend time with you.

>>37871288
Yes, wish more roasties would end it, just stop faking attempts, annoys me.

>>37884378
leading oncologist right here in this thread

>>37885622
this shitty thread sure could use one

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>>37871288
How can you get to know someone who committed suicide?

>>37881849
The 2 femanons I know irl just stay in one board or lurk.

Thankfully, I don't know someone who committed suicide. Unfortunately, I did hear about an afterschool classmate of mine who, along with his little sister, got locked in the family car by their father. The father then poured gasoline on and around the car and set it on fire. I believe the father committed suicide after that. I never really was close with him, but I do remember feeling weirdly disconnected from the world for a while after hearing that. I'm sure he was pleading with his father to not kill them. Strangely, I wonder how the father made it so that the children could not access the inner buttons/keys to unlock the doors from the inside. Perhaps they did not think of that and if they ever did, it was too late. I was about 8-9 and he was about the same age so, I can imagine myself not knowing what to do at the time.

>>37881849
Good, let's keep it that way

original kys

I used to work with a wise, witty photographer who was renowned for his wine appreciation. He went missing one day... turned out he was bipolar and had decided, aged late 50s, to end his long torment and went to a tranquil lakeside nature park to hang himself. hope you're resting well, phil

>>37871288

I don't know if they were going for it, but I really dig the sexual tension in this picture.

Almost, OP
In high school there was this girl who was a bit rude to me for no reason and would almost never eat during recess but loved the booze
After finishing HS I never hear again from her until I get told the bad news:
One night she got pretty drunk and sucked a guy's dick while being recorded with smartphones. She was so drunk she didn't bother.
Then, the images got uploaded online and the video got passed down and was seen by lots of people.
She got messages and texts about it, being called a slut and the like and regrets it immediately so she shallowed pills. Next thing was that she ended up in comma (that was when I was told about it) and felt sad about her. Although she was rude and crazy, nobody has to end this way.
But luckily, she was saved
Last time I saw her was a few months after that, on a train station. We were going in opposite directions, so we just waved at each other and felt relieved to see her alive
I hope she got the help she needed and is fine now

>>37871288
One of my best friends jumped head first off the 8th floor balcony of a hotel at his wife's birthday party. She got to see his exploded head and bits of his brain in the middle of the lobby.

>>37880708
All the people who made them are dead

>>37887370
This will require a new generation of brave robots to search for and bring back our lost cultural and historical ways. Then going straight an hero of course [but really, don't do that robots, there's always someone willing to listen as we ReeeeEEEEeee our metallic cries into the void].

>>37887322
I bet she did that to him. Serves her right.

I had Luisa from soc on Snapchat and she called me hot.

Killed herself like two months later

Yeah a girl from this chronic pain support grip thing I go to offed herself just a month ago.

>>37871683
kek
you fucking owned that bitch

>>37878138
cya bro, take care

>>37871300
No, I've only ever heard about that on the news.

>>37881183
I wish Boco would fucking end it already

>>37878138
I did the same thing about a year ago. She broke. Now that "suicide" is mentioned on TV she switches the channel

>11th grade
>random fag always follows me around, only actually talked to him like twice
>one day says something like "you're my best friend anon, i really appreciate you being here for me"
>okwhatever.jpeg
>looks really sad or something
>shot himself that night

>>37878009
How the fuck can shoe strings support an adult's body weight?

yeah, my dad

Yes. Two.

1) Girl I was vaguely acquainted with, spoke with her a few times but definitely not a close friend. Hung herself in a very public place, I think this was a very inconsiderate thing to do, she may have traumatized children or any sensitive people by doing it in public. I felt overwhelming pity when I heard about this and to this day I'll think about her and wonder what went through her head when she died.

2) Childhood neighbor. Shot himself in his parents' house. This guy's suicide is a textbook example of why suicide is morally reprehensible. The guy left two kids and a wife behind him. And he shot himself in his parents' house, leaving them to discover the gory scene. Unlike the girl above, I don't have the slightest feeling of pity toward this guy: offing yourself when a parent of small children is just reprehensible. I feel nothing toward him but total hatred. Leaving your corpse for mom and dad to find in their fucking house? Leaving those girls without a dad? Smooth move, Stephen, really smooth.

A Chad from high school named Christian Estrada killed himself. Really handsome guy, well liked, wealthy family (father owned a dental clinic), tons of friends. I'll never understand why he killed himself, his life was so much better than mine. His method was slicing his throat with a machete, didn't even leave a note.
A few years after he did it, I was working as a delivery driver and I took an order to the richfag area full of 3-20 million dollar homes, the last name was Estrada. When the lady answered the door, I asked her if Christian was her son and she started crying. That really fucked me up since I was suicidal at the time and I hated seeing her pain. Plus his dog came to greet me and even his dog looked depressed because he lost his master.
I barely knew the guy, I smoked pot with him once or twice at a party, but I still think about him and the ramifications it had on his family.

>tfw you really want to kill yourself but you're a high inhibition pussy who's scared of pain.
fml.

>>37889548
So shoot yourself. You're gone before your body has time to register the shot.

>>37889490

You should read the poem Richard Cory. It deals with this exact topic, that of people who seem to 'have it all' yet kill themselves nonetheless. The guy in the poem is like insanely rich, cultured, popular, influential, etc. Yet still he kills himself; specifically "puts a bullet through his head."

The poem is a worthwhile read for anyone because it inspires you to reflect on the 'inner' life and how the rah-rah of money, status and fame isn't everything. I'd especially recommend it to budding writers, because it is (IMO) extraordinarily well-written, that closing line is just tyrannizing in its psychological force.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richard_Cory#Text_of_the_poem

>>37889574
I wish this were true but it's not.

>>37889548

This sounds like me a few years ago. In my experience guys like us really need alpha female women to keep us in line; we simply cannot be happy without alpha females bossing us around. I recommend getting involved in feminist communities and watching Steve Shives videos for inspiration.

>>37889648
My dad has an alpha female that bosses him around and he's still suicidal sometimes. On top of that he passed his ugliness on to me.

A: Absorbed in our discussion of immortality, we had let night fall without lighting the lamp, and we couldn't see each other's faces. With an offhandedness or gentleness more convincing than passion would have been, Macedonio Fernandez' voice said once more that the soul is immortal. He assured me that the death of the body is altogether insignificant, and that dying has to be the most unimportant thing that can happen to a man. I was playing with Macedonio's pocketknife, opening and closing it. A nearby accordion was infinitely dispatching La Comparsita, that dismaying trifle that so many people like because it's been misrepresented to them as being old... I suggested to Macedonio that we kill ourselves, so we might have our discussion without all the racket.

Z: (mockingly) But I suspect that at the last moment you reconsidered.

A: (now deep in mysticism) Quite frankly, I don't remember whether we committed suicide that night or not.

>>37889629
All available evidence points to it. When you lose the brainstem you're dead. Snipers aim for it in deteriorated hostage situations because it kills you before your body can even flinch. The ones who've survived being shot in the head were either hit in nonvital areas (particularly the temple) or used a small caliber like .22. 12ga and >.223 will explode your fucking head.

I tried suicide 2 years ago. Not sure how to feel about it now

>>37880531

Do you still see your nephews.

My friend hung himself. He found out his one and only gf of about 5 years was cheating on him. He also had a job opportunity in a different state, he sold everything he could and moved from his moms house to go. Then he finds out they no longer needed him when he got there. So with no job/gf/education I guess it was too much to bare at the time.

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>7th grade crush's mom
>10th grade crush's dad
>12th grade, a rich girl who liked me
>Freshman year of college, sister attempts twice (probs for attention but still)

I can't catch a break anons.