What are your bad habits/coping mechanisms?
Mine include:
>Nail biting
>Fingertip biting
>Excessive masturbation (2-3 times a day)
>Overeating
>Compulsively buying CDs and records online (currently waiting on nine items, most of which I'll probably play once before never touching again)
>>37869128
Is 2-3 times a day really considered excessive?
>>37869152
Maybe only slightly. However, my average fap session takes up to an hour and involves about 20 tabs of porn which I'll keep open for days or weeks so I won't have to reload all the pages three times a day.
Bad habits
>Talking to myself
>Making unnecessary noises and sounds
>Exaggerating things to make people laugh
Coping mechanisms
>Completely shut down and turn on auto pilot any time I communicate with another human being so I don't say anything genuine that will make them realize I'm a shitty person
>Envision myself as a monster so I don't feel hurt when people inevitably treat me like subhuman garbage
>Keep everything bottled up saying "I don't care" and smiling and laughing when someone or something makes me furious until one day nervous laughter explodes out of nowhere and I scream and punch myself like a retard
>>37869128
I bite bits off the inside of my cheeks.
Like literally bite off little chunks.
I've fucked my teeth having done this for most of my life... they're like completely flat.
>>37869878
OP here, my canine teeth are really flat from chewing skin as well.
>>37869196
Ok then that's a bit excessive but not too extreme. Try cutting back on the porn and using your imagination more
>>37869914
The problem is using my imagination requires ten times as much effort and often leaves me all sweaty as a result, making it hard to sleep.
I am also overeating but I also get too nervous off of that and grab my phone and a bottle of water before going out biking for hours straight, only to stop and drink water.
I am eating 4000 calories a day and is still severely underweight yet afraid of eating stuff. And when I binge I always have to exercise it off. Help me.
>>37870022
U have diabetes
>>37870022
Man, I wish I didn't hate exercise so much. I'm just a fat fuck.
>>37870061
Taken blood tests a few weeks ago to regulate my thyroid meds. No diabetes here, buddy.
>>37869128
>pick my nose aggressively
>go on r9k til I can't stay awake
>argue with mom to release internal tension
>>37869196
Same.
Except I have most in my computer so I don't keep it open.
How much ram do you have?
Also, how do you not get sweaty from just fapping at all? No matter what I will always sweat like a monkey?
Use also stopped masturbating minimum 3 times a day and now only do it like 1 a week.
Bad eating habits: I've stopped eating meals for the most part, only goldfish crackers and coffee with a bowl of fruit every so often
Nail biting: this has gotten a lot better than a couple years ago. I used to bite them until at least half of my fingers are bleeding.
Minimal tolerance for other people: I've developed this idea that everyone is shit in order to, in a way, justify why I shouldn't make any friends or why I wouldn't want someone as a friend.
>>37869128
On the 5th date with a new guy I'm seeing i'll have sex with him, assuming "well we're going to date anyway" then things end up not working out.
I had sex with 5 guys before I met my boyfriend.....who I also had sex with on the 5th date. I mean at least it's not the 3rd date.
>>37870782
No idea how much RAM I have, but my computer gets pretty slow and has trouble loading things after a while.
Not sure how I don't get sweaty, especially considering I'm fat.
>>37870844
I at least have a decent amount of ass hair, it might make sense if you don't have a lot of hair, but not sure.
Also, what degenerate stuff do you watch? I have levels of degeneracy which I will limit myself to depending on mood, what's your most degenerate stage?
>>37870920
Either femboys or fat chicks. Nothing crazy.
>>37869128
>Excessive masturbation (2-3 times a day)
I...is this excessive? 3 is like an average day for me. Shit I did 4 before lunch today, and it's not like I'm going for 2 or 3 minutes either, we're talking 30 minutes to an hour. Anyway:
>Coping mechanisms:
Definitely overeating, I'm trying to get over that by not buying junk food anymore. I also hug and talk to a pillowI like to pretend it's oneitis, d...don't judge meand tell the pillow how shitty I'm feeling and how bad my day is, then i imagine the pillowread: oneitiscomforting me.
2-3 times is excessive? I do 3 times minimum sometimes up to 6...
>>37871024
>>37871026
Guess I assumed it's excessive by normie standards.
I smoke marijuana constantly, in small amounts. At nights I get drunk.
Sometimes I drive to nowhere for a while.