A relationship that ended badly

Have to yank her off to get into car
Go home
Speak to grill constantly on facebook again
She has anorexia
Help her through it
Conversations start to get bad with her always saying 'ok' to nearly everything and we argue a lot
Decide she's okay enough so stop talking
Get depressed
Exams get closer and I can't revise for shit.
Friends get jealous I'm plat in league so they bully me harder
Stop talking to anyone
Games aren't fun anymore
Can't revise
Shit
Feel more shit
Get exam results
Barely get minimum grades to take what I want for high school
Get rejected from main choice of highschool
Go back to shitty secondary school for highschool
Self esteem at all time low
Start talking to grill again
She spent the whole summer not eating and having mental breakdowns
Feel bad about not being there for her and I still had feeling for her so I went with walks with her constantly to calm her down
Ask her out on walk
She says yes
Has panic attacks at least 4 times a day, sometimes last hours but I held the entire time and made sure she was always okay
Lose virginity after 2 months
Fuck daily
Still has panic attacks but become elss frequent over the year
She literally barely had 800 calories a day
Start setting goals to get her to above 1000 so she put on weight
Every day we spent together.
Deeply in love
She's size 4 in UK. (Barely any stores sell this size)
By january, she's a size 6 again.

Glad you fucked her and it ended kinda well I guess. Too bad about your grades anon.

Glad to have read through, despite the odds, admireable. Wish you two best of luck, take good care of one another.

Part 3
Begins to get angry as she puts on weight
Starts to scream at me constantly as she gets stressed
Take it like a beta
Don't want to lose her
She stops coming to my house
I go to hers 24/7
Relationship begins to turn one sided with me doing all the work
Dump maths as teacher is a giant lard who can't teach and I'm shit at learning outside of class
Grill is really into revising, revises literally 3 hours a day when exams are half a year away
Grades get better
Mocks happen
Friend and me revise together over skype doing past papers
We already did the mock
OhShit
Get 60% at exam so it doesn't look like i've done the mock before
Class does so shit that it counts as an A
Teacher accuses friend and me of cheating
Friend told me to just double down and not admit it
Friend blames me for everything because he's a teacher's pet
Teacher's now think I'm lying
Retards in class now hate me
OhShit
Learn basically nothing from classes anymore
Grill wants thinks I'm too good for her and should be with someone else
Ignore her because her self esteem was shit
House getting rewired so got flat to myself and sister
Sister is barely in so grill stays with me for 3 months
Best 3 months of my life
Grill wants to become vegan
Convince to be vegetarian instead so she actually get calories.
She's barely getting 1000 calories a day
Both sister's get pregnant
Same due date
Elder sister who could support herself has miscarriage
They are in the same room so I give up my room to move into a small room with 2 brothers
Go camping with family and grille. Have tonnes of fun but catch scarlet fever.
Be terribly ill for a month
Go back to highschool for final year
Did shit at exams
Change 2 subjects and carry on with physics

Grill is doing pretty well now, at 1500 a day but have to keep an eye on her to make sure she doesn't just binge eat it all at once
Lose room
Begin to feel depressed and anxious all the time
Channel into rage occassionally
Relationship starts turning to emotional abuse from both sides
Arguments over past arguments
Arguments over anything at least once a week
Cry while I'm alone because I don't want to trigger her back into what she was before
Talk about going on a break, stay calm the entire time while she cried
Tells me this is what she missed from me most of all
Go home
Debates whether to go with no contact.
Decide to just make sure she's okay
Talk on discord a bit
Few days later talking late at night
Starts having a emotional breakdown and her parents start screaming at her to shut up
She runs out of house
Have feeling where she is
Found her in the park
Bring back to my house
She stays the night to calm down
Go back to hers the following morning
Talk about getting back together
Start making out and have the most emotional sex we have ever had.
Get back together
Talk through our problems and how to resolve them
Gets better for a little while but secretly down inside I'm getting more unemotionally stable as my grades start to fall.
Niece born
Room is above crying baby
Don't get sleep for a month
Go to sleep at grill's
Get woken up from her having a panic attack in the middle of the night
Slap her without thinking
OhShitWhatIDone
She goes silent and goes back to sleep
Kicks me in balls next day
Talk it over
She's fine
Happens again a month later
She starts talking to a guy who was her best friend's ex from 2 years ago
The guy fucked her bestfriend's bestfriend 4 hours after dumping her
Scumbag alert
Get a feeling the guy is after my Grill
Too beta to tell her to stop talking to him
Get more unemotionally stable
Grill brings up not being able to date other people constantly

Contin?

>>37869554
yes continue plz
Itgmf

ahh fuck it im not waiting, fuck you OP

Cry a few times in front her when she said this
2 months later
Anxiety is getting worse out of fear of getting dumped for a scumbag
Lose a bunch of real life friends and online friends because they didn't like me being in charge of server
Don't invite me to new server
Spent night having emotional breakdown by myself
Wake up in morning
Want to call grill
She's in call with scumbag 'friends'
Begin having emotional breakdown
Say no one gives a crap about me
Grill proceeds to breakup with me over facebook during breakdown
Proceeds to go to train because I wanted to kill myself because I couldn't deal with my failures
Have sudden change of mind on turning to grill's house
Go to apologise for things said during mental breakdown
Tells me she wants to be friends
(I really didn't want to)
Try to be friends for a week but end up acting like a awkward couple
Try to get scumbag friend to stop being scumbag
Follow grill's advice
It only gets worse
Beg grill to sort it out
She resolves some of it
Talk it over with scum bag friend
Back in server

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>>37867419
>year 10
>not ugly
>muh anxiety
>had sex
>can talk to females
>doesn't know how to green text

Just stop. No one cares about your normie problems

Grill suddenly ghosts me
Find out a week later she's with the guy I thought she was going to get with
Lied about being friends
Continues to lie about it
Finally admits to it
Starts laughing about it in the "I don't give a fuck about what you think way"
Anxiety and depression turns into anger
Release everything I've held back the last 2 years
Tell her to go kill herself because that's all she's useful for
"I knew you would react this way" Grill starts laughing
Go into server and start telling people about everything
Screaming occurs from both sides while 4 people try to calm it down
Grill leaves server
Online friend calms me down
Start crying about everything
Feel really shit
Decide to stop giving a shit
A few weeks later...
Continue to feel shit to the point I can't get any of my coursework done
Drop out of graphics exam
Breakdown in classes
Friends want to block her
Tell them not to because it would be dumb
They do it anyway
Grill gets very upset
Interrupts me playing overwatch with friend in discord
Tell her I don't care anymore and to leave
She has mental breakdown and calls me an asshole
Continue pretending to not give a fuck
Crying deep down on the inside

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>>37867419

Read all of this story, OP. She is bringing you down. Let her go. It's for the best between you guys.

Holy fucking shit do you expect anyone to read that fucking 200 word essay

>Trying to greentext
>Failing
>At least I tried

Her brother messages me to stop being a faggot
Decide to wait till 4am
Doesn't show up
Well at least I tried
Give her one chance to talk things over
Wait in park from 5pm-8pm
Doesn't show up
No more effort left
Focus on improving myself
Decide I was just as fault in the relationship for letting myself be emotionally abusive
Send huge apology essay
<Time to move on
<End