Feels "weird" to be intimate....

Yes
This is called "autism"
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>>37865938
I am high on the autistic spectrum. I apologize for my social retardation.

I kind of want to be intimate with someone but that would require showing my face

>>37865791
you are literally this dog

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3aFfz-2jEY

>>37865791
i feel the same but not that much
orogonol

>>37865791
I agree exactly. I don't know how normies can be comfortable around eachother after they have intercourse
I like that picture

>one of the most intimate aimalistic acts in the universe feels weird to me, am I autistic?

>>37865791
wouldn't know, i'm not a normalfag.

>>37865938
Don't listen to this stupid faggot, he's the kind of guy who gets vented with bullets at college when they piss off the wrong person.

You need to come to terms with the fact that you just don't like people. Nothing everyone on this planet can be the fucking same, some of us don't like other people and don't want anything to do with them. This awkwardness from intimacy is a sign of that. Just embrace it and watch the world tear itself apart while you soak up what little joy from it you can before you die like everyone else. Or wait until you have nothing to lose and take as many fuckers with you as you can.

>>37865791
Yeah. It's a mixture of fear and not understanding what the purpose is. And also surprise at not being rejected which makes me doubt the other person. Like both of us are too imperfect for our engagement to be valuable. But I don't even know what perfection is, so it's nonsense.

read this. i'd venture to guess your relationship with your mother/primary guardian was like this

https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/the-human-experience/200902/emotional-hunger-vs-love

i relate 100%. i experience other people touching me beyond maybe a handshake as physical discomfort/pain