>22
>pulled my back out some months back after waking up every morning with awful aches
>horrible pain, worst of my life
>go to doctor
>turns out i actually just have a horrible autoimmune disease with no cure
>causes spine to fuse together; horrible arthritis but in your 20's
>sleep like shit, sweat all the time
>wake up every day with horrible cold sweats
>can't even walk through the supermarket anymore
>friends act like they get it but are beginning to resent me for being sick
>resent friends for not also being in constant pain
>becoming isolated(er) and weird(er)
any chronic pain/sick anons here? i'm right on the edge my dudes
I'm in a constant state of misery, my problems likely stem from my rampant drug use these past few years. At least there's always suicide
headaches
stomache aches
bum shoulder
breathing troubles
and random spikes of heart pain
Then again, my mother was diagnosed recently with a genetic heart defect, and there's like a 50% chance I have it too, so if that's the case, I'll probably go the Zyzz route and have a heart attack while getting high one of these days