Heh you think long term massive depression is hard kiddo? Try

>>37862118
You're disorder may be cured within this century.

>>37862118
t. Self-diagnosed "schizophrenic"

>>37862118
I don't understand why you just don't take meds

>>37862118
OP post some insane shit

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>have to take meds that fry my brain
thanks

>>37862156
I have already been tortured long enough for a maybe in the next century to mean anything to me.

>>37862164
This is something I never wanted and is so severe it could be nothing else. I am self diagnosed but I think years of experience with this is enough to go through the same textbook checklists Doctors go through.

>>37862183
Im mentally ill why would I do anything that makes sense. I dont want to take meds for particular reasons.

>>37862196
When it was at its worst I had real life demon experiences like they were in the same room as me but invisible but the experience was so real it eas like they didnt need to be invisible to be seen because they were right there in my head. The demons feasted on my metaphysical body. Sometimes I would wake up after a night of barely sleeping and it would be pitxh black but i would experience a shadow person standing at the foot of my bed. I dont believe in demons but it all felt 100% real. Its toned down a lot since then but like today I saw a person in a car parked car for a whole moment no details to their face or anything and thought they noticed me but when I looked again nobody was in there. This was broad day light. Just 1 hour ago I looked from the kitchen and saw the cieling fan on in the other room, experienced it on but then when I went to go walk 20 feet or so to turn it off, it was completely still.

>>37862298
Ever heard of this thing?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/God_helmet

>>37862118
I have seen a lot of kids pretending to be schizo in the past few years. Probably to be interesting or something. Hope this fad will go away soon.

>>37862332
Yes only a little bit why?

>>37862347
Schizoid and schizophrenic are hugely different. If they mean schizoid by schizo i would believe it because schizoid is a lot more common. My schizophrenia isnt a part of a fad if thats what youre implying.

>>37862387
I was wondering if the descriptions of the experience from this is anything that you can relate to.

>>37862457
Im in too much pain/ mental turmoil to read and concetrate right now like that sorry.

>>37862298
>self diagnosed
Fuck off fag, come back when you've been diagnosed by a psychiatrist

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>>37862720
yeh fuck off if self diagnosed

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>>37862118
i was diagnosed as schizotypal, all my halluciantions have been angellic/mystical in nature i quite enjoy it actually i think its a gift my girlfriend is fully schizophrenic but her expierences are scary