kys myself

>>37861417
>from myself?
You were working yourself up to make this thread to get this attention from me.

>>37861517
Sorry anon I don't understand, did I win?

The brain does not function as a whole, but as different separate parts that often conflict each other.

There are psychology books on how to fix that stuff. Prometheus Rising is a good one to understand that.

>>37861417
It's not you anon. You are not your thoughts, thoughts are things that happen to you.

>>37861417
You're just an attention-seeking roastie who thinks downing a couple of pills is equivalent to a "suicide" attempt. Try a rope next time. Something sturdy to hang yourself off.

literally any time in my life that I fuck something up or am inconvenienced in any way, my internal monologue says "kill yourself"

it started out in a joking way but it's not a very funny joke. my mom gets visibly worried when I joke about killing myself as hyperbole