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Who was the one for you anon? Why aren't you with her and what do you wish you would have done differently?

>Be me, 17 and beta as fuck playing Wow
>Meet 26ish cute Australian girl
>We instantly connect and pretty much hang out together 24/7 in game
>Literally spend all day talking to her instead of actually playing the game
>month or so passes and I'm crushing extremely hard on her and she's well aware.
>definite signs she's interested me. I was enough of a cyborg to tell
>Go to bed with a smile thinking of her, knowing I'll get to talk to her when I wake up
>She tells me a few things, thinking I won't accept her for it, but I assure her I do
>Have severe autismo tendencies at the time and confess every single intrusive thought I have to her.
>She accepts me regardless of every single thing I say
>Eventually start to push her away because of intrusive thoughts and extreme guilt I get around her
>I get the feeling she thinks that I don't accept her for who she is because of my autistic tendencies to confess intrusive thoughts about her
>Definitely seems like I don't accept her because of intrusive thoughts that I always confess out of guilt
>We kind of drift apart but remain, distant friends, partially because I didn't agree with some of her beliefs at the time
>Never stop thinking about her
>Two years pass and we still somewhat talk
>Half a year ago, confess that I still have feelings for her and how she was the only one to accept me for me but I guess I truly couldn't do the same.
>Tells me she never liked me and only ever viewed me as a platonic friend.
>Pretty sure this is a lie considering all of the shit we used to talk about, but whatever
>Start hitting the gym hardcore like a motherfucker trying to get swole as fuck
>5-6 months in and I'm 90ish lbs lighter and definitely a lot more fit. In about 4 more months I'll probably be in decent shape.
>Realize that now matter how fit I am and regardless of what girl I get, she'll probably be the only one for me.