>tfw porn makes me depressed because im a 19yo kv

I only watch lesbian porn. Less depressing. Also strongly considering nofap.

>tfw you get angry at it because you know you will do the acts depicted in what you watch.

>19

Still pretty young. Maybe if you fuck a few escorts soon you won't end up permanently crippled by your virginity.

Yeah yeah, its not the same as attracting a woman genuinely, but not everyone wins the genetic lottery. The world is cruel.

Fuck a hooker. Live the illusion. Get on with your life.

>>37852850
As you stated its not the same. You cant lie to your soul.

>>37852950
>You cant lie to your soul

Are you OP? because that is some seriously faggy shit.

Regardless, an approximate solution to your problem is better than no solution (provided you don't get arrested or w/e).