So I have ALWAYS been straight robots, but in the past few months I've been so desperate that I've been thinking about one of my male friends more and more.
I used to just think of stuff like us wrestling, but now I think of him banging me in the ass and it's getting gross and intrusive on my daily life. I don't like these thoughts and can't live with them. I don't want anything to do with him irl (in that way).
I think maybe it's because I'm masochistic, or like the more I don't want it the more I think about it?
PLEASE I just want it to stop. what do I do?
Bad thread
Real low quality bait
>>37848376 N-no it's not b8 m8, I seriously have never thought about guys before and I still watch straight porn and find myself attracted to females... Just have had so many intrusive thoughts about this guy lately
>>37848008
Intrusive/unwanted thoughts are a symptom of OCD
>>37848438
>N-no
>never thought about guys before
lmao kill yourself, my dude
>>37848650
I fucking want to at this point. I don't think I'm gay. if I had always thought about guys before, I could maybe accept it. But I truly haven't. It's humiliating and revolting.
I think >>37848607 might be right, but I don't really show any signs other than obsessive thoughts over various things.
>>37848008
How'd you do it? I've been trying to train myself to be gay because I hate women but I just can't seem to manage it. I'm attracted to 2D boys but I've never been attracted to a dude IRL, how do I make the final plunge?