drugs thread

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what's good to offset the anxiety caused by amphetamine? I can ask my psych for anxiolitics. Don't want too strong like xanax though because I'd ideally want to be on amphetamine permanently

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what, do I need to post my fucking weed to get replies?

it's like no one comes on /r9k/ to get help anymore, they just wanna wallow in misery and smoke weed / take codeine/cough syrup all day

>>37841966
been microdosing meth lately, shit works great to get me motivated. do you insufflate it OP?

>>37841979
no and so far I've only been trying 50mg, 30mg and now 15 mg.

50mg gave me heart palpations which felt like I was constantly on verge of having panic attack. took 30mg the next day and was fine but got really scared when I heard amphetamine accelerates hair loss. Also I didn't sleep the two days I took this kek

I don't regret it though I think this drug might be for me, if anything the heightened anxiety might be better in the long run because if I can get used to it I feel like there probably won't be anything that could make me more anxious.

15mg was an hour ago and I feel fine so might redose, therepeutic dose of adderal is 10-20mg and this stuff I'm taking is probably very impure

how's meth? I've only heard bad things but I'm new to amphetamines. I hear microdosing amphetamines can be dangerous because it makes your dopamine receptors permanently sensitive, where even when you go off it it can either ncrease overall motivation and be good or give you fucked up things like restless leg syndrome and anxiety for years.

the pissing is unbelievable on these things though

>>37841832
Been thinking about taking a road trip to Colorado and trying some weed there. Problem is that it's on the other side of the country and even in my car it'll take a day or so to get there, but that's the thing about road trips I guess.

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Ketamine cures my depression and anxiety for about a week and makes my head feel super clear and my body focused

DXM helps for about 4 days but has a strong hangover/afterglow the first day and is much more spacey and fucks up my coordination and spacial awareness

>doctors wont prescribe me ketamine so I have to blow all my money and chug a much worse drug when i'm out, all so I don't kill myself
>instead want me on SSRIs that dont work and antipsychotics that kill my emotions and wrecks your IQ and short term memory

the psychiatric community is fucked

>>37842298
why does ketamine only work for a week? thiswas nextdrug I'm gonna try. sorry to hear about your crap life anon. I'm hoping I'm not like you in two years, but seeing I'm NEET and no motivation to fix myself it's likely.

>>37841865
used to do a lot of speed but switched to ketamine, although i'm getting bored of ket now.

smoking weed doesn't help me but i really like the routine of smoking it

>>37842105
i come from the netherlands and the speed we have here, should be as strong as methamphetamine (if you have a decent dealer)

i've tried meth (snorted it and smoked it) and i was kind of disappointed... i feel like i have a clearer mind when on speed. The meth seemed like a combination of mdma and speed (maybe cause of the weed?) besides it's really expensive, paid +100 euro for 2 grams while speed is 5 euro per gram.

it's a nice drug, if you only use speed/meth. when combining with weed, it will higher the risk of getting a psychosis. if you have anxiety, you are more likely to get really paranoid (like i did) so try to pay attention, it's a hard drug and it can really fuck with your head. Although i know some people who use speed daily and are doing fine (although they're mentally ill and living off grid, so they have no responsibilities to worry about whatsoever)

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>>37842468
>>37842468
>why does ketamine only work for a week?

not really sure for certain, some sort of half-life thing or something probably.

ketamine has been used in recent experimental treatment and they have generally found it's antidepressant, anxiolytic effects to last about that long.
still too early for wannabe know-it-all bumpkin shrinks to have ever heard of it tho.

plus I have one drug related incident from when I was 13 and smoked "spice" thinking it was just pot and now doctors wouldn't dare give me anything with abuse potential.

anyways K is an amazing drug and I hope it helps you like it has and continues to help me, just with domestic K wasn't so retardedly overpriced. dont overdue it and let yourself get good breaks between recreational doses.

>>37842624
5 euro a fucking gram?!?
I pay 50 a gram in Australia

fuckkkk

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>>37841832
>what are y'all having?

A mild case of anxiety.

My weed guy is away on holiday, so I'm trying to find another dealer. I usually get about 14g. Weed is great for me if I have a stressful week (which I often do). Weed is my thing, makes me productive, started exercising and going bikerides. Life is much, much better because of weed.

>>37841832
I'm being forced to take Duloxetine, Quetiapine and Klonopin. They have only killed my sexual appetite.

>>37842631
that sucks man, sorry.

as for ketamine I really hope it does work. I'll probably stick to lightest dosage where there's noticeable lift in mood. I'm looking for a long-term solution, at least a few months so I can get a job into a routine.

Right now im losing weight so im having lots of coffee and ephedrine. Took up smoking too

i havent got a lot of money lately so i just get high on benadryl since im a retard. Thinking about ordering some literally who stimulants

>>37841979
>microdosing

i hope you are using that term incorrectly

cause if you arent you're a real fag

>>37842657
wtf, that's insane... speed is really easy and cheap to make so they're basically ripping you off

>>37842667
I got prescribed 60mg duloxetine last month and too scared to go on it.psych said this one shouldn't give me dick problems, but I took it two days and when the typical anti-depressants lack of guilt kicked in I stopped cus too paranoid and I don't find it helpful.

>>37842705
sometime's losing weight doesn't work for people, if you've got mental issues like me I'd recommend concentrating efforts elsewhere unless you're obese. I just became convinced I'm even uglier when I lost 20kg.

>>37842739
he might be getting really good stuff. You don't need much speed for therepeutic doses, 1gramcould last nearly 2 months.

I paid 30$ for around 1.72gram dried speed paste and I'm UKfag

>>37842778
Nah im losing weight for competition

I'll gain like 10kg after

How does r9k feel about psychedelics, like LSD and shrooms?

I've tried 4-AcO-DMT (kinda similar to shrooms) but I don't ever have a good time because my only option is to trip alone. I end up crying to myself about how alone I am.

idk how expensive the ingredients are in other countries but speed is speed, you can't change the formula. you have either have shitty speed or you have good speed, there's no inbetween.

>>37842835
worried this or worse will happen if I try psychedelics; everyone keeps telling me it'll fix my problems though

>>37842842
shitty speed = 10% speed with lactose and caffeine mixed in. lacing speed with caffeine is very common

>>37841832
You will die you dumbass

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Pills, i was depressed for a straight 2 yrs, first time i tried these i was able to look at my life in a good way and deal with my problems. Never been depressed for more than like 2 days at a time since.

>>37842859
LSD will not fix your problems. If you take it in a bad place/not feeling well then it WILL bring those emotions to the surface.
That can be good or bad depending on who you are and what you want out of the experience.
I'd say find someone to trip with. Taking LSD is an important experience more people should have.

>>37843042
ls that a skirt

What are you all's experience with buying weed online? I'm thinking about doing this when I go back to uni, but I'm kinda skeptical about the idea of getting weed or shrooms delivered to my apartment.

>>37841832
I don't do any non-prescribed drug. Not because I think they're bad. Only because I rarely ever leave my house, and I don't know anyone.

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>>37841832
benzos and a little bit of weed will make you feel actual happiness. Xanax is nice but is my least favorite because it pretty much makes you so retarded you're impervious to emotion, including the bad ones like anxiety. Klonopin and Valium on the otherhand make everything 'warm' and 'shiny'. Ativan is a good combination of both

mdma, ketamin, cocaine.

who else is fucked?

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ecstasy leftovers, LSD, weed and piece

I find ecstasy and LSD to be highly introspective
Weed and such to feel comfy

>>37844633
is that feces near your weed?

>>37841966
Weed is the best robot drug honestly. I ran out and can't get anymore and I wanna die feelsbad

>>37844659
it is hashish

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>>37841832
Cheese sandwich

http://yumuniverse.com/addiction-to-cheese-is-real-thanks-to-casomorphins/

>>37843062
Yes im a trap

>>37842859
yup... it's the worst cause you feel all the physical effects but no mental +after 20 min you already feel the need to take another line

>>37842859
Being alone on psychs can be depressing but if you're with someone you like and have known a long time it's fun as hell

>>37843042
what are they?don't leave me hanging anon

>>37844633
Dudes are real life out here smoking dog turds?

LMFAOOOOOOOO

>>37845336
>>37845336
Pink ferraris (ecstacy pills, guessing u know this though)

>order ket online a few times
>last order doesnt arrive
>every time i hear police sirens i freak out
So this is how it feels to be a nigger

>>37841832
Alcohol, nicotine, and good old american cannabis/CBD oil.

Never tried LSD but I have 125 micrograms on me and I'll probably drop this weekend.

>All these fucking retarded newbies saying the drug they tried once cured their depression, anxiety etc

LMAO, we'll see mate. Drugs don't work

>>37841966
>>37842664
>>37844633
man you guys are getting some shit weed. look at all those stems

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>tfw can't make a joint

First time trying to smoke this Is this supposed to get me active or relaxed?

Ritalin and bho. Dab every 3 hours or so, ride home bike for lunch everyday, etc.
Getting a masters. Comfy af summer research, the lab is empty. I usually buy a zip from a good friend back home every few months, just picked up a new stash.

Have any of you done psychs in darkness alone

>>37846967
yeah , i met god

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>always mix weed with tobacco
>everytime I smoke I get dizzy and sick
>try smoking a joint with just weed
>mfw

>>37841979
>stems
All weed has stems its part of the plant you nigger

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>>37841832
i just got back from the dentist and did some oxy beforegand since fuck those hooks in your gums.
>>37842298
i wanna try ket damn bad, i might be able to soon. a friend of mine says its real good
>>37842667
im an on and off junkie with quit attempts here and there and it does that too. ive literally faked cumming one time on h since i couldnt fucking cum and it was like an hour and i was getting bored and tired. she was suspicious about there being no cum but i made some shit up. its funny to be doped up and not care about sex as a girl hangs on you
>>37842705
last summer i had "fun" with benadryl, 900 club etc. used it for sleep too. cant STAND the shit now, or other allergy medicines. anticholinergens make me wanna scream when they are in my system. when i quit i bought choline supplements just to feel the opposite. desu there are some good meme stims out there. hexen is top tier for fun and 3fpm for focus from what ive seen. if you can handle yourself etiz is less shitty benarldryl. liquids/pills cost more.
>>37842835
im sick as fuck of them and anyone i know who did a lot is sick as fuck of them too. quit before you get to that point.
>>37843042
i want to try e just once kinda but i dont wanna break my brain. kinda funny how i was more willing to do smack and ice than e
>>37844662
i disagree, weed makes me paranoid and self hating. robots would do best with opiates, benzos, or dissos. they kill the feels.
>>37845480
lmfao iktf
>>37846251
i agree 100%. they make your life shittier and you cure the symptoms of wd by taking them, making you feel "better". fun in moderation but not fun when you wake up feeling fucked and wanting to scream for some junk
>>37846832
i miss research from masters, first year phd so no research.
>>37846967
yeah it was shite and i sat there paranoid and thinking about all my fuckups

>>37841832
popped a 1 mg kpin around 9. Needless to say, I've been sleeping until now. I can still feel the warm comfort, like being cradled by the mother I never had.

>>37844362
>Klonopin
>>37847475
Love the feeling of my daily 1 mg, gives a nice rush too, when taken sublingually.

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>>37846967
yes, in fact this is my preferred way of doing psychedelics

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>>37841832
just grew and harvested this myself, robots who live in states where marijuana is legal really ought to try it as a hobby. maintaining an indoor grow perfectly compliments my robot lifestyle; I can't leave the house for more than ~12 hours

>>37847655
looks nice anon, you did good

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>>37847475
>>37847531
my benzo of choice is alp and I actually wasn't gonna take any today until I saw these posts. I have the discipline of a fucking hamster

>>37847682
thanks bro. picture is potato quality because my phone's camera is sperg and can't focus but I appreciate it. This was only my second serious attempt at growing, first time indoors, so if I can do it I bet you can too

>>37847810
i would if i didnt live in an illegal state darknet suits me fine though
>tfw some will never know the paranoia of having illegal drugs sent through the mail to them, only to have them arrive every time

pretty hyped to try meth this week hope the antipsychotics dont reduce the euphoria

It's hard getting drugs in my country, I can get weed and MDMA somewhat easily though. Brought home some OTC dihydrocodeine and DXM with me from Japan, I like dihydrocodeine but that's almost running out.
How does dihydrocodeine compare with regular codeine?

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>>37847760
>weed + xanax

A timeless classic

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>>37847953
yeeeeeep I used to do all that before them dnm's all got so cutthroat. benzos are still super cheap though, last I checked.

>>37847760
Love me some xannies as well, hard AS FUCK to find without going through the onion bullshit.
I'm a benzo connoisseur myself, how does each benzo you've tried subjectively make you feel? I'm curious.

>>37842835
LSD usually makes me have some bullshit feelsgoodman revelation that carries over about 2 weeks or so and it's fun while you're up, just make sure to take it early in the day or you'll have trouble getting to sleep

>>37848136
heh. umm, well, xannies are obv my favourite and pretty easy to get prescribed around here. I also used to sell canadian bars so I can say from experience that alprazolam has a highly physically addictive potential and awful withdrawl symptoms. That said, it gives the body and head high of most downers without the nod. You can also say/do really stupid shit and not remember it, but I think that applies to large doses of any benzo. Kpins are good for beginners with little experience, also relatively therapeutic as opposed to recreational. less of a body high, more of a mental calmness. I've tried ativan (lorazepam) too, those don't affect me too much but I've met people who prefer them. I was hanging out at this girl's house a month or two ago and she got absolutely ripped off her ativans, it was like she was sleepwalking for 6+ hours

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>>37848285
I think that was one of the longest druggie shitposts I've ever made

>>37848285
Hahaha, nice man. Clonazepam seems to be able to fuck me up just as much as xanax at higher dosages. Still, when I can get my hands on a bar, I'll take it, no questions asked. (Except for fentanyl lol)

i'm a newfag to hard drugs but what's it like being on heroin? thinking of trying some

I probably couldn't live without weed, caffeine, and alcohol. I mean I could and I have, but I'm nowhere near at my best and life is generally unappealing.

I like to take LSD once every month or so as a "reset" for my brain. I usually do it an night so I can be alone and just listen to music, though it's warm enough to go outside at night now so I might do that. The trip is cool but it's usually the comedown and readjusting to the natural state of the world that makes me feel refreshed. I'll do DXM once or twice a year because I don't like it that much but it's a welcome change.

Looking into some RC stims at the moment, will maybe try 4-FA soon. I think a nice stimulant would be good for me. I also wanna try ketamine, DMT, and maybe heroin but probably a weaker opiate at least once.

Is NBOMe worth it?

Also
What do you anons do when you're on speed? I saw a guy in a grocery store once but he used it for work. What do you do recreationally on speed?

Do all of you just order of the deepweb? Always seemed risky as fuck to me...
Even if I am curious it seems like a huge risk to take to fuck up my life for just "having an experience" on a weekend or two. I don't want to get raped in jail.

>>37849799
>Is NBOMe worth it?
Only you can decide that. Personally I thought it was decent, but not better than a classical psych.
>>37850020
I've never done it but I know people that have, fairly consistently. It's really not that big of a risk. Just follow encryption processes and only order domestic and you'll almost certainly never have a problem.

>>37850205
>only order domestic
This is where the problem begins. Might not be an issue in the US but in a small country I assume the selection might not be amazing and since most sites are "Invite Markets" you would first have to go through all the trouble of setting everything up securely and make an account, only to then learn that there might only be a handful of vendors with most of them not selling what you want or not having a lot of customer feedback.

>>37851096
>in a small country I assume the selection might not be amazing
This is 100% true
I live in a small W-European country, and most vendors are shitty weed vendors or sketchy lsd vendors and there's literally only one ket vendor

>>37847655
>I can't leave the house for more than ~12 hours
it's a plant, it's a weed, it requires as much care and nurture as a tomato plant
what are you doing every 12 hours to it? micromanaging soil ph? it's a living organism, it has homeostasis, is this really important?

I guess if it pays off, nice work, but that seems like too much effort to get some bud, given diminishing returns of such effort. However if it's your hobby that's cool.

>>37849799
I study on speed exclusively but if I used it recreationally I would arrange my digital music library (wait that's still work... it would be fun though), and maybe become an unstoppable minecraft/csgo machine
Masturbation is supposed to be "the" thing to do on speed but I don't want my penis to turn blue and fall off.